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Magic
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There has been many times where I found a new song from an unknown artist with a female voice and I really liked it. So I kept listening to it for a long time, in my head since the voice is pretty I always imagine a pretty girl singing.
But then, when I look up the artist on google and find out they’re actually an ugly af woman or fat or a tranny… I cannot enjoy the song anymore. Listening to the song reminds me of their subhumanity and I feel like continuing to listen to it is like accepting that subhumanity into my body. I don’t know how to explain but it’s just a strong feeling of repulsion and disgust.
I am no longer able to enjoy the song like before. Unless I imagine it’s a pretty girl singing, but I have to keep concentrating to maintain that image in my head. Which is hard because once you see the subhumanity you can’t unsee it and it’s difficult to ignore it
But then, when I look up the artist on google and find out they’re actually an ugly af woman or fat or a tranny… I cannot enjoy the song anymore. Listening to the song reminds me of their subhumanity and I feel like continuing to listen to it is like accepting that subhumanity into my body. I don’t know how to explain but it’s just a strong feeling of repulsion and disgust.
I am no longer able to enjoy the song like before. Unless I imagine it’s a pretty girl singing, but I have to keep concentrating to maintain that image in my head. Which is hard because once you see the subhumanity you can’t unsee it and it’s difficult to ignore it
