bident
neurotic
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- Dec 31, 2025
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All i ever wanted was experince young, innocent love. I spend my entire youth on "Self improvement" trying every cope in the book although i knew it was because of looks (mainly height). I started to heightmaxx when my plates were already closed. I literally spend my entire youth in my room. No friends. No Love. No Hobbys. Fuck I didn't even went outside during summer break
Due to it i became very high inhib and insecure. When i realized it was about looks i fixed my acne, skin and general health indicators, lost fat. dyed my eye brows. basically softmaxxing everything i could. I even pinned hgh for height but as i said my plates were already closed... My social skills also got better but only with Men, although im still akward sometimes cause i don't even know what i should talk with people my age jfl
I'm still very high inhib with woman because i don't even have contact with them. I have no social circle or friends, i don't go to school and at work there are NO girls under 30. The last time I spent time regularly with girls my age was literally years ago.. And the fact being 5'7 haunts me everyday, giving me less confidence.
I promised myself last year that i want to approach AT LEAST 1 girl... i didn't do it because i'm so high inhib. I have no hope for myself. All i ever wanted was love. I just want to experience that young, pure, innocent teenage love with a virgin girl. I'm feeling like shit. My 18th Birthday this year will be one of the saddest days in my life.
Due to it i became very high inhib and insecure. When i realized it was about looks i fixed my acne, skin and general health indicators, lost fat. dyed my eye brows. basically softmaxxing everything i could. I even pinned hgh for height but as i said my plates were already closed... My social skills also got better but only with Men, although im still akward sometimes cause i don't even know what i should talk with people my age jfl
I'm still very high inhib with woman because i don't even have contact with them. I have no social circle or friends, i don't go to school and at work there are NO girls under 30. The last time I spent time regularly with girls my age was literally years ago.. And the fact being 5'7 haunts me everyday, giving me less confidence.
I promised myself last year that i want to approach AT LEAST 1 girl... i didn't do it because i'm so high inhib. I have no hope for myself. All i ever wanted was love. I just want to experience that young, pure, innocent teenage love with a virgin girl. I'm feeling like shit. My 18th Birthday this year will be one of the saddest days in my life.
