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I joined this forum 3 years ago. I was 15 when I joined this forum, and was just about to turn 16 in 3 weeks. I used to be full of hope at 15.
Now I am turning 19 in 2 weeks and still a virgin.
I joined this forum 3 years ago, 3 months after I went out on a date with a girl and I continued to text her for a week and got really basic 1 word replies, took her ages to reply as well. She said she had always been busy and was hanging out with her friend. After a week of texting she told me that "things aren't working out between us".
This broke me. We went out twice, so at the beginning I was hoping there could still be something out of us. I haven't been the same person ever since. That was a more bluepilled naive younger version of me.
3 months after that I signed up on this forum. I got interested in the whole concept of looksmaxing after hearing about mewing (jfl) from a YouTube video that had like 1 million views and then I joined some subreddits that pointed me to this site. At first I didn't understand a lot of the stuff. Signed up and had forgotten about this forum altogether for a couple of months.
Then I start seeing looksmaxing videos pop up on YouTube and I remembered this site and start using it again. I've made some great friendships over the past years and laughed so hard at some of the memes and replies on here. The PSL humour just hits different ngl.
This site lets me cope in peace and makes me help understand how the world lies to itself with bluepilled ideas and human equality, meanwhile life is a battle for survival and some people were born to win it.
I see the world as it is, with no embellishments. I got way better at reading people and analyzing them (not just looks, but also psychologically, what are their true intentions, what are their values etc.)
Now I am turning 19 in 2 weeks and still a virgin.
I joined this forum 3 years ago, 3 months after I went out on a date with a girl and I continued to text her for a week and got really basic 1 word replies, took her ages to reply as well. She said she had always been busy and was hanging out with her friend. After a week of texting she told me that "things aren't working out between us".
This broke me. We went out twice, so at the beginning I was hoping there could still be something out of us. I haven't been the same person ever since. That was a more bluepilled naive younger version of me.
3 months after that I signed up on this forum. I got interested in the whole concept of looksmaxing after hearing about mewing (jfl) from a YouTube video that had like 1 million views and then I joined some subreddits that pointed me to this site. At first I didn't understand a lot of the stuff. Signed up and had forgotten about this forum altogether for a couple of months.
Then I start seeing looksmaxing videos pop up on YouTube and I remembered this site and start using it again. I've made some great friendships over the past years and laughed so hard at some of the memes and replies on here. The PSL humour just hits different ngl.
This site lets me cope in peace and makes me help understand how the world lies to itself with bluepilled ideas and human equality, meanwhile life is a battle for survival and some people were born to win it.
I see the world as it is, with no embellishments. I got way better at reading people and analyzing them (not just looks, but also psychologically, what are their true intentions, what are their values etc.)