Timeuntl01062027
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Hey everybody, this is going to be the start of my ascension. Im going to name my problems in this post. this isn't really written for anybody but myself, so just skip this post for now. I want to look back at this. I'm going to ascend in all the things i want to change in myself. hopefully after a couple of months or years im going to name everything I did to ascend (on the things that i could ascend without hardmaxxing). I'll be posting the pics (before and after) when i have ascended
Im a 19 yo (turning 20 in a couple of months) paki and I realized im cooked on a lot of things. I definitely want to change myself, not for girls, but for myself, so i would feel good.
first: my teeth, my biggest insecurity yet. my teeth are yellow (not really yellow, but not white either). its crooked beyond comprehension. my 6 upper and lower front teeth are crowded. my palate is small. I went to an orthodontist when i was 13, i had an expander, after that i got an anchorage, and now it has been basically 6 years and those anchorages are still in my teeth, i had to get braces after my anchorage lore, but due to my 'laziness' and 'lack of attention' I never got to that point. So im going to back to the orthodontist for this one. probably going to take about 2/3 years for this ascension.
second: body, its somewhat skinny-fat, but not that much that i look like a weak guy. I don't really eat that much according to my weight and height, i also lack drinking water. I'm 76kgs +-1kg, 189 cm (approximately 6'02) (last checked 1/1,5 year(s) ago, but doubt it would've increased by then), im not really insecure about my height so I'll keep this as it is. i also have a bit of gyno, but its not that bad for me to think about surgery. i have small wrists, no pecs, small arms (biceps and triceps), a bit of love handles, not so wide neck, and i think short or average clavicles, not a wide back. I want to be lean (aesthetic) but still look somewhat bulky, but look debloated. this will probably take about 6 months/1,5 years to complete this ascension
third: hair, its curly (naturally). I despise the looks, its also mad frizzy, it makes me feel like a try-hard. Im going to get it straight. i buzzed my hair for now, but i will grow it out now, to have mid long straight hair. i cut my hair myself (not good at it). I already kind of know what i would do for this transformation, but ill not mention it here since i just want to name here my problems and the goal. my hairline is not so bad, so im not going to worry about that. I was so insecure about my hair that i used to wear beanies, or its maybe because of my hair. its both
fourth: ears, i have one protruding ear and one is somewhat normal. I want to change the protruding ear.
fifth: pigmentation, as i mentioned im a paki, but a brown one. i would change a bit of my skin, so it would be lighter.
sixth: nose, its big, i have a little bit of crooked nose, and a bit droopy. i want it to be straight and not droopy.
seventh: lips, my lips are dry and small (even on the nose and lip ratio). I want it to get wider.
eighth: jaw visibility, its basically not even showing, i have a retracted jaw. I want it to grow forward. its also because of my hyoid, so i need to get rid of that as much as i can.
ninth: eyelashes, its good, but i want it to be longer. I think it would look better in my opinion. the longer the lashes, the better it is.
now there are some things that i cant change without hardmaxxing (permanent, irreversible surgical procedures), even some that i named. but i just want to softmax, i feel like hardmaxxing for me would be another big insecurity. some changes i want to do i havent even mentioned, such as my canthal tilt, its a bit negative, just under neutral i think. but i already know its not possible, i hope im wrong though, ill be doing my research on every single thing i want to improve, even the ones that are not possible without hardmaxxing, so i could find an alternative. Im going to do my research on this platform, but also on other sites/apps. I had given myself a time for it to be done on the first of june 2027 (my username), but i want it to put it aside now. It wouldve been the moment of "I ascended" or "I'll kill myself now". but now im thinking i was being overdramatic, i can live my life without socializing for my whole life if i really hated my looks. im just a very below average guy. which is ok, but now i want to be better. so if anyone is reading this, its never over. Looks arent everything. i would really appreciate if you guys started hating on me (even though i said to skip this post for now), its a sort of boost for me to lock fully in.
See you bhais in a bit
Im a 19 yo (turning 20 in a couple of months) paki and I realized im cooked on a lot of things. I definitely want to change myself, not for girls, but for myself, so i would feel good.
first: my teeth, my biggest insecurity yet. my teeth are yellow (not really yellow, but not white either). its crooked beyond comprehension. my 6 upper and lower front teeth are crowded. my palate is small. I went to an orthodontist when i was 13, i had an expander, after that i got an anchorage, and now it has been basically 6 years and those anchorages are still in my teeth, i had to get braces after my anchorage lore, but due to my 'laziness' and 'lack of attention' I never got to that point. So im going to back to the orthodontist for this one. probably going to take about 2/3 years for this ascension.
second: body, its somewhat skinny-fat, but not that much that i look like a weak guy. I don't really eat that much according to my weight and height, i also lack drinking water. I'm 76kgs +-1kg, 189 cm (approximately 6'02) (last checked 1/1,5 year(s) ago, but doubt it would've increased by then), im not really insecure about my height so I'll keep this as it is. i also have a bit of gyno, but its not that bad for me to think about surgery. i have small wrists, no pecs, small arms (biceps and triceps), a bit of love handles, not so wide neck, and i think short or average clavicles, not a wide back. I want to be lean (aesthetic) but still look somewhat bulky, but look debloated. this will probably take about 6 months/1,5 years to complete this ascension
third: hair, its curly (naturally). I despise the looks, its also mad frizzy, it makes me feel like a try-hard. Im going to get it straight. i buzzed my hair for now, but i will grow it out now, to have mid long straight hair. i cut my hair myself (not good at it). I already kind of know what i would do for this transformation, but ill not mention it here since i just want to name here my problems and the goal. my hairline is not so bad, so im not going to worry about that. I was so insecure about my hair that i used to wear beanies, or its maybe because of my hair. its both
fourth: ears, i have one protruding ear and one is somewhat normal. I want to change the protruding ear.
fifth: pigmentation, as i mentioned im a paki, but a brown one. i would change a bit of my skin, so it would be lighter.
sixth: nose, its big, i have a little bit of crooked nose, and a bit droopy. i want it to be straight and not droopy.
seventh: lips, my lips are dry and small (even on the nose and lip ratio). I want it to get wider.
eighth: jaw visibility, its basically not even showing, i have a retracted jaw. I want it to grow forward. its also because of my hyoid, so i need to get rid of that as much as i can.
ninth: eyelashes, its good, but i want it to be longer. I think it would look better in my opinion. the longer the lashes, the better it is.
now there are some things that i cant change without hardmaxxing (permanent, irreversible surgical procedures), even some that i named. but i just want to softmax, i feel like hardmaxxing for me would be another big insecurity. some changes i want to do i havent even mentioned, such as my canthal tilt, its a bit negative, just under neutral i think. but i already know its not possible, i hope im wrong though, ill be doing my research on every single thing i want to improve, even the ones that are not possible without hardmaxxing, so i could find an alternative. Im going to do my research on this platform, but also on other sites/apps. I had given myself a time for it to be done on the first of june 2027 (my username), but i want it to put it aside now. It wouldve been the moment of "I ascended" or "I'll kill myself now". but now im thinking i was being overdramatic, i can live my life without socializing for my whole life if i really hated my looks. im just a very below average guy. which is ok, but now i want to be better. so if anyone is reading this, its never over. Looks arent everything. i would really appreciate if you guys started hating on me (even though i said to skip this post for now), its a sort of boost for me to lock fully in.
See you bhais in a bit
