Started crying after looking at myself

[sigmasss]

I was basically fixing my stubble and I said to myself I wonder how i look like talking and lo behold as soon as I started talking my face chipmunk like and bloated as fuck . Initially i couldn't believe that's how subhuman i looked talking with my bloated ass nasofolds flaring and my face having some weird ass thing where the cheek muscle is low ass fuck so when i smile i look like a bloated abomination of a human as my facial muscles move up to my recessed cheekbones.

As soon as that happened i had a mental breakdown and started crying and asked god for forgiveness for any past crimes and pleaded him to pick me up. I kept trying to talk in the mirror trying to convince myself it's not bad but couldn't admit it. I am normally not emotional at all but i don't know wtf happened . I feel like killing myself i started punching myself in hate.

Idk what to do without motion i look like a respectable MTN however as soon as i open my mouth i look like some low class shit. Never ever cried like this.

Can anyone reliable and privately give me a rating and potential surgical routes to go down?

 

[sigmasss]

I was basically fixing my stubble and I said to myself I wonder how i look like talking and lo behold as soon as I started talking my face chipmunk like and bloated as fuck . Initially i couldn't believe that's how subhuman i looked talking with my bloated ass nasofolds flaring and my face having some weird ass thing where the cheek muscle is low ass fuck so when i smile i look like a bloated abomination of a human as my facial muscles move up to my recessed cheekbones.

As soon as that happened i had a mental breakdown and started crying and asked god for forgiveness for any past crimes and pleaded him to pick me up. I kept trying to talk in the mirror trying to convince myself it's not bad but couldn't admit it. I am normally not emotional at all but i don't know wtf happened . I feel like killing myself i started punching myself in hate.

Idk what to do without motion i look like a respectable MTN however as soon as i open my mouth i look like some low class shit. Never ever cried like this.

Can anyone reliable and privately give me a rating and potential surgical routes to go down?

Need urgent help

 

[Deleted member 19453]

kill yourself

 

[SA7]

read partially

 

[Artemis]

Can anyone reliable and privately give me a rating and potential surgical routes to go down?

Just calm down and reassess tomorrow/day after tomorrow. You will be fine.

 

[sigmasss]

kill yourself

No other option

 

[buckchadley31]

Yes I remember once looked at myself for a good minute or two and came to the conclusion, it's over

 

[buckchadley31]

kill yourself

Fuck u. OP's already in a shitty place don't make things worse

 

[sergeant blackpill]

I was basically fixing my stubble and I said to myself I wonder how i look like talking and lo behold as soon as I started talking my face chipmunk like and bloated as fuck . Initially i couldn't believe that's how subhuman i looked talking with my bloated ass nasofolds flaring and my face having some weird ass thing where the cheek muscle is low ass fuck so when i smile i look like a bloated abomination of a human as my facial muscles move up to my recessed cheekbones.

As soon as that happened i had a mental breakdown and started crying and asked god for forgiveness for any past crimes and pleaded him to pick me up. I kept trying to talk in the mirror trying to convince myself it's not bad but couldn't admit it. I am normally not emotional at all but i don't know wtf happened . I feel like killing myself i started punching myself in hate.

Idk what to do without motion i look like a respectable MTN however as soon as i open my mouth i look like some low class shit. Never ever cried like this.

Can anyone reliable and privately give me a rating and potential surgical routes to go down?

can relate, i recorded and watched a video of me talking and i look beyond subhuman while talking, but look decent as long as my mouth is shut

 

[Deleted member 20631]

Get surgery

 

[sigmasss]

Idk i tried to look at celeb interviews to see if i am overanalyzing it still don't know what the fuck happened. Just laughing at my death tier NTness.

 

[sigmasss]

Is anyone down to rate in pms later on?

 

[Deleted member 17159]

vid?

 

[sigmasss]

vid?

Can't do it now cuz of it being like 1:00am and I got school tommorow but tommorow i can pm my vid.

 

[Deleted member 17920]

yes i often record myself doing shit like fighting, talking, eating, push ups, working out, running, jumping to be able to accurately assess my PSL

 

[Unhuman]

 

[Deleted member 22099]

Is anyone down to rate in pms later on?

PM

 

[sigmasss]

PM

Can you guarantee it isn't leaked or anything

 

[Dystopian]

go ER

 

[Deleted member 22099]

Can you guarantee it isn't leaked or anything

Yeah bro Ive rated others before dw bout it

 

[sigmasss]

Anyone else down to rate in pms?

 

[sigmasss]

Yeah bro Ive rated others before dw bout it

Cool I'll send

 

[Deleted member 17159]

Can't do it now cuz of it being like 1:00am and I got school tommorow but tommorow i can pm my vid.

still in high school or uni?

 

[sigmasss]

still in high school or uni?

High school

 

[Deleted member 22093]

I understand how you feel. If you're not lean/gymmaxxed yet then you still have room to improve. Remind yourself that these are areas you can work on and you won't always hate how you look to this extent if you work on yourself.

 

[HAPAgymcel]

Idk what to do without motion i look like a respectable MTN however as soon as i open my mouth i look like some low class shit. Never ever cried like this.

stop being a bitch and embrace it by getting a soyjak drawn of you

 

[GuyFromSingapore]

Anyone else down to rate in pms?

PM, I'm an objective rater.

 

[sigmasss]

PM, I'm an objective rater.

I'll pm you

 

[sigmasss]

Can anyone else rate i need like an accurate representation of my standings?

 

[sigmasss]

I was basically fixing my stubble and I said to myself I wonder how i look like talking and lo behold as soon as I started talking my face chipmunk like and bloated as fuck . Initially i couldn't believe that's how subhuman i looked talking with my bloated ass nasofolds flaring and my face having some weird ass thing where the cheek muscle is low ass fuck so when i smile i look like a bloated abomination of a human as my facial muscles move up to my recessed cheekbones.

As soon as that happened i had a mental breakdown and started crying and asked god for forgiveness for any past crimes and pleaded him to pick me up. I kept trying to talk in the mirror trying to convince myself it's not bad but couldn't admit it. I am normally not emotional at all but i don't know wtf happened . I feel like killing myself i started punching myself in hate.

Idk what to do without motion i look like a respectable MTN however as soon as i open my mouth i look like some low class shit. Never ever cried like this.

Can anyone reliable and privately give me a rating and potential surgical routes to go down?

What a fucking pussy I was. LMAO

 

[sigmasss]

I was basically fixing my stubble and I said to myself I wonder how i look like talking and lo behold as soon as I started talking my face chipmunk like and bloated as fuck . Initially i couldn't believe that's how subhuman i looked talking with my bloated ass nasofolds flaring and my face having some weird ass thing where the cheek muscle is low ass fuck so when i smile i look like a bloated abomination of a human as my facial muscles move up to my recessed cheekbones.

As soon as that happened i had a mental breakdown and started crying and asked god for forgiveness for any past crimes and pleaded him to pick me up. I kept trying to talk in the mirror trying to convince myself it's not bad but couldn't admit it. I am normally not emotional at all but i don't know wtf happened . I feel like killing myself i started punching myself in hate.

Idk what to do without motion i look like a respectable MTN however as soon as i open my mouth i look like some low class shit. Never ever cried like this.

Can anyone reliable and privately give me a rating and potential surgical routes to go down?

BACK HERE AFTER LIKE 2 YEARS

 

[schizomeeksfanboy]

I was basically fixing my stubble and I said to myself I wonder how i look like talking and lo behold as soon as I started talking my face chipmunk like and bloated as fuck . Initially i couldn't believe that's how subhuman i looked talking with my bloated ass nasofolds flaring and my face having some weird ass thing where the cheek muscle is low ass fuck so when i smile i look like a bloated abomination of a human as my facial muscles move up to my recessed cheekbones.

As soon as that happened i had a mental breakdown and started crying and asked god for forgiveness for any past crimes and pleaded him to pick me up. I kept trying to talk in the mirror trying to convince myself it's not bad but couldn't admit it. I am normally not emotional at all but i don't know wtf happened . I feel like killing myself i started punching myself in hate.

Idk what to do without motion i look like a respectable MTN however as soon as i open my mouth i look like some low class shit. Never ever cried like this.

Can anyone reliable and privately give me a rating and potential surgical routes to go down?

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