vrift
I wish to be free
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- Feb 26, 2024
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Although I wish I never found out about blackpill, I'm grateful that I did otherwise I'd be less than what I am now. I'm also grateful that I was exposed to the fact that I'm the living and breathing textbook definition of a khhv truecel because even though its a brutal and hard concept to grasp, it's true and truth is what I want. I get mocked for things I can't control but what can I really do? I mean I'm definitely gonna surgerymaxx when I'm older and starting cjc1295+ipomorelin this September but no amount of bonemass or height will be able to cure the fact that I genuinely don't have the will to have a gf. I don't want to sound like a faggot but I genuinely don't have the will to get a gf theres no other way to say it, the encounters and ridicule I've experienced I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy and God forbid I experience them again because I wouldn't handle it the same. I still can't believe to this day that I thought at some point in life that I had a chance with a girl who previously had an almost successful talking stage with a 6'1 guy but he ended up moving away, I don't mean to sound envious, I completely blame myself for the outcome what the fuck was I expecting 
. Moral of the story being khhv will eventually lead to you being able to process your misery easier or maybe even fully accept it if your lucky, I fully accept it. I'm just surviving right now, my life plans in the future have completely changed, I used to plan a future where I would be married by 25 and have kids shortly after however I only wish to survive and only seek self validation, I wish to one day be able to look in the mirror and see and believe that I'm htn and walk down a street knowing that I'm above average height. Or I'll just go ER who knows.
. Moral of the story being khhv will eventually lead to you being able to process your misery easier or maybe even fully accept it if your lucky, I fully accept it. I'm just surviving right now, my life plans in the future have completely changed, I used to plan a future where I would be married by 25 and have kids shortly after however I only wish to survive and only seek self validation, I wish to one day be able to look in the mirror and see and believe that I'm htn and walk down a street knowing that I'm above average height. Or I'll just go ER who knows.
