Sub6cel
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Been working on my social skills for years now cuz I grew up isolated from other kids and NT asf and so in my teen years I ended up being a totally socially inept loser.
I still kinda am but I've come a long way whilst also still having so much left to go. I can comfortably have small talk w normies, approach and talk to girls, make new friends, etc. definitely not where I used to be. But every now and then I clock something that shows me I've still got so much left to go before I'm truly confident in my social ability. Proud of myself for getting this far but its so demoralising realising how much longer I gotta keep NTmaxxing/Socialmaxxing and other chuddy things of that nature.
I guess I'm kinda just fucking pissed (and jealous) of all the people that had this come naturally to them. Because of things out of my control I grew up to be a fucking socially inept "retard" but some random normie who never had to deal w whatever bs I had to suffer through just gets to naturally enjoy natural social bravado and the more skilled ones get told they have "charisma". Personally ts been a harder pill to swallow than the lookspill, the Neuropill, why tf I have to have my brain wired like this and others dont. If im not duke dennis level rizz by this time next year I will fucking end this shit once and for all
just a vent. dgaf if u didn't read go fuck a neanderthal you subhuman goy
I still kinda am but I've come a long way whilst also still having so much left to go. I can comfortably have small talk w normies, approach and talk to girls, make new friends, etc. definitely not where I used to be. But every now and then I clock something that shows me I've still got so much left to go before I'm truly confident in my social ability. Proud of myself for getting this far but its so demoralising realising how much longer I gotta keep NTmaxxing/Socialmaxxing and other chuddy things of that nature.
I guess I'm kinda just fucking pissed (and jealous) of all the people that had this come naturally to them. Because of things out of my control I grew up to be a fucking socially inept "retard" but some random normie who never had to deal w whatever bs I had to suffer through just gets to naturally enjoy natural social bravado and the more skilled ones get told they have "charisma". Personally ts been a harder pill to swallow than the lookspill, the Neuropill, why tf I have to have my brain wired like this and others dont. If im not duke dennis level rizz by this time next year I will fucking end this shit once and for all
just a vent. dgaf if u didn't read go fuck a neanderthal you subhuman goy
