STILL. Tired of being chopped! Is this gonna be a lifelong journey? 168cm 58kg

[backpackmethod26]

ATTACHED NEW AND OLD PICS, new ones all with long hair and no shirt.

So i have been on a bit of a journey since my last post, but I still know I have long time to go. I wanted to check in to see if I have improved or not and what my next moves should be.
I bought retinol cream, started improving sun exposure, and have been in the gym I gained a few kilos and for the last couple weeks have been trying to shred it back down.
I have seen a lil more improvement with chicks but not really much tbh and even if i look better i still have the chopped feeling i spoke about before about feeling inferior even in unrelated things.

 

[6ft5geneticsaviour]

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[sage420]

jus softmax, chin tucks, improve diet, sleep, workout, etc
if that fails then hardmax or reincarnate