Stimulants made me into a neurotic mess

[Deleted member 11414]

Whatever the fuck you do, please for the love of god do not fucking abuse stimulants i abused the fuck out of them for like a solid 3 months and my mental state has deteriorated even more than it already has, i am now extremely neurotic and honestly it was not worth it at all, stimulants aren’t even that good when it comes to drugs yeah they are at first but when the comedowns hit all the fun washes away in an instant
I know i’m no one to comment on other people unhealthy habits but if you do you should stop, honestly you’d be better off getting addicted to black tar heroin than stims

 

[Deleted member 11414]

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[BrendioEEE]

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[Deleted member 11414]

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Beat u to it

 

[BrendioEEE]

Beat u to it

Cope

 

[flamboyant]

Whatever the fuck you do, please for the love of god do not fucking abuse stimulants i abused the fuck out of them for like a solid 3 months and my mental state has deteriorated even more than it already has, i am now extremely neurotic and honestly it was not worth it at all, stimulants aren’t even that good when it comes to drugs yeah they are at first but when the comedowns hit all the fun washes away in an instant
I know i’m no one to comment on other people unhealthy habits but if you do you should stop, honestly you’d be better off getting addicted to black tar heroin than stims

what stimulants are u talking about?

 

[Deleted member 11414]

what stimulants are u talking about?

Adderall, vyvanse and ritilan
To be fair i did abuse these so maybe if you take them normally you might be fine

 

[flamboyant]

Adderall, vyvanse and ritilan
To be fair i did abuse these so maybe if you take them normally you might be fine

oh i thought u were reffering to caffeine/redbull etc.... cause i do drink a lot of them

 

[TsarTsar444]

Naah stims are awesome bro

 

[TsarTsar444]

oh i thought u were reffering to caffeine/redbull etc.... cause i do drink a lot of them

You 13-14?

 

[Deleted member 11414]

Naah stims are awesome bro

Bro they are but i have to stop myself from using them because i’m just so neurotic off them

 

[flamboyant]

You 13-14?

caffeine is a stimultant...

 

[TsarTsar444]

caffeine is a stimultant...

Haha...Have you tried stuff like amphetamine or meth?

 

[TsarTsar444]

Bro they are but i have to stop myself from using them because i’m just so neurotic off them

They are the worsr time addiction ngl, because everything you do on them will never be the same sober, you will feel lifeless tbh

 

[flamboyant]

na

Haha...Have you tried stuff like amphetamine or meth?

nah in my country using things like adderal /ritalin etc it's very unusual.....and drugs are also very rare

 

[Deleted member 11414]

They are the worsr time addiction ngl, because everything you do on them will never be the same sober, you will feel lifeless tbh

I hate how overtime the high gets shorter and shorter and the comedowns get longer and longer tbh

 

[TsarTsar444]

I hate how overtime the high gets shorter and shorter and the comedowns get longer and longer tbh

True ngl, just do 2-3 week breaks and use some sups in the meantime like 9mebc and memantine

 

[amichadpossibly?]

I hear you I’m still recovering, it’s like mental torture. But I still think it was worth it and it’s summer so we have plenty of time to rest and catch up on lack of sleep and repair the dopamine receptors that were down regulated from our stimulant abuse. My case is more severe than average tho as I graduated to harder stimulants. November to December I would take adderall recreationally every 3-4 days and probably pulled 2-3 all nighter a a week. Then in January started methamphetamine and from January to may I was up for 2-3 days before sleeping for 16 hours and repeating. When I quit it was like hell, severe depression, barely enough energy to walk outside of my house and restless body and severe anxiety. Since sleeping and resting lot two months later tho I am doing better but I have read it takes 6-12 months for most people before they start to feel close to baseline before stimulant use tho. Excercise, specifically cardio is really important in recovery as it helps repair the damaged dopamine receptors. It just takes time

 

[Deleted member 11414]

I hear you I’m still recovering, it’s like mental torture. But I still think it was worth it and it’s summer so we have plenty of time to rest and catch up on lack of sleep and repair the dopamine receptors that were down regulated from our stimulant abuse. My case is more severe than average tho as I graduated to harder stimulants. November to December I would take adderall recreationally every 3-4 days and probably pulled 2-3 all nighter a a week. Then in January started methamphetamine and from January to may I was up for 2-3 days before sleeping for 16 hours and repeating. When I quit it was like hell, severe depression, barely enough energy to walk outside of my house and restless body and severe anxiety. Since sleeping and resting lot two months later tho I am doing better but I have read it takes 6-12 months for most people before they start to feel close to baseline before stimulant use tho. Excercise, specifically cardio is really important in recovery as it helps repair the damaged dopamine receptors. It just takes time

damn bro, that really sad that u where on meth as young as 17, its good that you are off it now

 

[amichadpossibly?]

@AutisticR3tard what stim did you abuse?

 

[Deleted member 11414]

@AutisticR3tard what stim did you abuse?

adderall, ritilian and vyvanse
not as intense as meth but still fucked up

 

[amichadpossibly?]

adderall, ritilian and vyvanse
not as intense as meth but still fucked up

Well in the short term adderall crash is ALOT worse than meth crash due to PNS stimulation. On adderall you ever gotten to where you feel cold and feel dizzy when standing up when crashing? That doesn’t happen on meth. Meth is a lot more sneaky cuz at first you think that the stories were overblown cuz their is barely a crash also due to long half life. But once you start binging it’s game over

 

[Deleted member 11414]

Well in the short term adderall crash is ALOT worse than meth crash due to PNS stimulation. On adderall you ever gotten to where you feel cold and feel dizzy when standing up when crashing? That doesn’t happen on meth. Meth is a lot more sneaky cuz at first you think that the stories were overblown cuz their is barely a crash also due to long half life. But once you start binging it’s game over

yeah i have, another thing i've noticed is get extremely irritable and angry while coming down, tbh i could see myself doing something crazy while coming down

 

[amichadpossibly?]

yeah i have, another thing i've noticed is get extremely irritable and angry while coming down, tbh i could see myself doing something crazy while coming down

Yeah but strangely for me I don’t crash fully until like 3 days after. I’m not high or euphoric after about 8 hours but I still have my energy. It’s like 2 days later I experience the fatigue and shit when I did it