stopped cutting calories

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last 2 months ago i was tracking my cals and was training everyday but then yall told me to stop cutting because it’ll stunt my height potential during puberty, so i just stopped tracking my cals, now i’ve definitely gained weight since and it’s harder for me to debloat or look decent nowadays

i cant keep living on looking like a fat slob in the mirror, i used be more slender and had abs