Story: 17 Years Old & Mentalcel, KHHV, OCD etc...

[mentalcelextreme]

He is on the autism spectrum and I don’t say these things as a joke. I can tell from his behaviors he is and it’s sad like me when your autism goes I diagnosed as you ever get proper help. My condolences bro

Finally just found you, you are a prophet.

 

[mentalcelextreme]

Finally just found you, you are a prophet.

Prophet Mirin The Wise

 

[Deleted member 6572]

Finally just found you, you are a prophet.

What you mean by that bro?

 

[mentalcelextreme]

What you mean by that bro?

You took my cry for help serious

 

[Deleted member 6572]

You took my cry for help serious

Cuz I relate to almost all the stuff you been through even the hypochondria it is all related to ASD dude and it’s not funny it’s torture. I really feel for you. I can tell you without a shadow of a doubt it is truly over

 

[Bitch]

over for starwarscels

 

[Deleted member 6572]

Basically I played Star Wars: The Old Republic today.. (for all that don't know what it is. It's a MMORPG [Massive Multiplayer Online Role Play Game] set in the Star Wars Galaxy 3600 years before the actual Star Wars movies)

And I found out that I'm officially a Mentalcel, that's the reason I'm Incel it's my mental shit. I have OCD that's for sure, it's still in a light form but super annoying. I started playing this Star Wars game a week ago and deleted my created Jedi character 6 or 7 time, and my Sith character 3 times... I then start to cry, scream and shake intensively. My breathing becomes heavy and fast and I get panick attacks when I don't delete the characyer, when I delete it I feel even worse because I deleted 4-5 h of playing time. It's not that bad because it's easy to get to lvl 20 in this game (MAX IS lvl 75 anyway) but it's still annoying to start at the beginning planet all the time.

I also hit my head and bite myself.

From this you can already see it's over.

I'm never satisfied with the game or how I portress in it, I want my Sith to be super evil and my Jedi to be good. So I'm never sure which answers I picked in the mission conversations because my Sith always needs to answer bad and my Jedi always good (but I can't remember it when I progress) my highest level was lvl 23 Jedi, I deleted it 3 days ago or so.

Now I deleted all my accounts and the game too. I won't play for a week or so I'm sick and tired. But I will play after the week.
Just taking a break.

From 2017 to 2019 I had extreme from of hypochondria I thought I had cancer and made my mom visit all the doctors to check (I didn't believe I was healthy) I thought I had all types of cancer you can imagine, it was funny as shit. (Well.. u know) I was only 15 and 16 at that time. It was a phase.

In 2015 at the Ebola outbreak in Africa I thought I had Ebola and we gonna die in Europe where I live ( I was only 12 and already had mental issues etc.) I cried and was scared to death because of Ebola.

Because of Coronavirus that peaked in February 2020, i was so concerned that when if found that the first confirmed case
in Europe was in my country too...

I called my mom crying and scared to death, I then left school without saying anyone that im going home. When I was home I cried in front of my mom had mental outburst and was lying in bed for 1 day.


So yeah I basically get nervous breakdowns at least twice a month where I cry loud and hit my head and harm myself with my nails (just scratching lmao)

I regularly get anger outburst and my room door has a big (prob 13 inch) hole in it. I made it with my fists.

Im also a friendlesscel, skinnycel, acnecel...

I have severe social anxiety. I was grocery shopping yesterday where I bought something for my gaming session.

I have summer holidays now (well I dropped out of highschool) I saw a group of 17-18 year olds at the grocery store.

Chad's and stacys who went to my school they graduated all. So the chads were like 6'2 and the stacys 9/10. I had a crush on one stacy, she is 2 inches taller than me LMFAO.

So I started blushing because I was mogged and a submissive bitch.

Because I had a mask on no one saw it, (but they saw that it's me just my face was covered)

I then started shaking and feeling dizzy because I was socially awkward and I also have severe social anxiety.


That's it, when you read this it's not over for you if you are not like me.


Bye

I used to be same way at 11/12. I would go to doctor every month cuz I thought I had some disease that would stunt my growth and I would freak out and have autism mealtdowjs when my height didn’t increase. I also obsessed over germs and chemicals. It is over dude and I’m sorry you have to go through life like this.

 

[mentalcelextreme]

I used to be same way at 11/12. I would go to doctor every month cuz I thought I had some disease that would stunt my growth and I would freak out and have autism mealtdowjs when my height didn’t increase. I also obsessed over germs and chemicals. It is over dude and I’m sorry you have to go through life like this.

I planned on curing myself just a couple weeks ago?? Isn't it possible to cure mental illness by yourself?

 

[Deleted member 6572]

Basically I played Star Wars: The Old Republic today.. (for all that don't know what it is. It's a MMORPG [Massive Multiplayer Online Role Play Game] set in the Star Wars Galaxy 3600 years before the actual Star Wars movies)

And I found out that I'm officially a Mentalcel, that's the reason I'm Incel it's my mental shit. I have OCD that's for sure, it's still in a light form but super annoying. I started playing this Star Wars game a week ago and deleted my created Jedi character 6 or 7 time, and my Sith character 3 times... I then start to cry, scream and shake intensively. My breathing becomes heavy and fast and I get panick attacks when I don't delete the characyer, when I delete it I feel even worse because I deleted 4-5 h of playing time. It's not that bad because it's easy to get to lvl 20 in this game (MAX IS lvl 75 anyway) but it's still annoying to start at the beginning planet all the time.

I also hit my head and bite myself.

From this you can already see it's over.

I'm never satisfied with the game or how I portress in it, I want my Sith to be super evil and my Jedi to be good. So I'm never sure which answers I picked in the mission conversations because my Sith always needs to answer bad and my Jedi always good (but I can't remember it when I progress) my highest level was lvl 23 Jedi, I deleted it 3 days ago or so.

Now I deleted all my accounts and the game too. I won't play for a week or so I'm sick and tired. But I will play after the week.
Just taking a break.

From 2017 to 2019 I had extreme from of hypochondria I thought I had cancer and made my mom visit all the doctors to check (I didn't believe I was healthy) I thought I had all types of cancer you can imagine, it was funny as shit. (Well.. u know) I was only 15 and 16 at that time. It was a phase.

In 2015 at the Ebola outbreak in Africa I thought I had Ebola and we gonna die in Europe where I live ( I was only 12 and already had mental issues etc.) I cried and was scared to death because of Ebola.

Because of Coronavirus that peaked in February 2020, i was so concerned that when if found that the first confirmed case
in Europe was in my country too...

I called my mom crying and scared to death, I then left school without saying anyone that im going home. When I was home I cried in front of my mom had mental outburst and was lying in bed for 1 day.


So yeah I basically get nervous breakdowns at least twice a month where I cry loud and hit my head and harm myself with my nails (just scratching lmao)

I regularly get anger outburst and my room door has a big (prob 13 inch) hole in it. I made it with my fists.

Im also a friendlesscel, skinnycel, acnecel...

I have severe social anxiety. I was grocery shopping yesterday where I bought something for my gaming session.

I have summer holidays now (well I dropped out of highschool) I saw a group of 17-18 year olds at the grocery store.

Chad's and stacys who went to my school they graduated all. So the chads were like 6'2 and the stacys 9/10. I had a crush on one stacy, she is 2 inches taller than me LMFAO.

So I started blushing because I was mogged and a submissive bitch.

Because I had a mask on no one saw it, (but they saw that it's me just my face was covered)

I then started shaking and feeling dizzy because I was socially awkward and I also have severe social anxiety.


That's it, when you read this it's not over for you if you are not like me.


Bye

I used to be same way at 11/12. I would go to doctor every month cuz I thought I had some disease that would stunt my growth and I would freak out and have autism mealtdowjs when my height didn’t increase. I also obsessed over germs and chemicals. It is over dude and I’m sorry you have to go through life like this.

I planned on curing myself just a couple weeks ago?? Isn't it possible to cure mental illness by yourself?

no dude I used to think same way. Trust me your born like that it didn’t developed we were meant to be killed off and never reproduce. It is truly over. How did you find my account btw?

 

[mentalcelextreme]

I used to be same way at 11/12. I would go to doctor every month cuz I thought I had some disease that would stunt my growth and I would freak out and have autism mealtdowjs when my height didn’t increase. I also obsessed over germs and chemicals. It is over dude and I’m sorry you have to go through life like this.

My prophet Mirin, let's be friends and unite and make a chatroom or something bro I rlly like your attitude and how serious you take things not like this GigaMogger son of a dead rodent

 

[mentalcelextreme]

I used to be same way at 11/12. I would go to doctor every month cuz I thought I had some disease that would stunt my growth and I would freak out and have autism mealtdowjs when my height didn’t increase. I also obsessed over germs and chemicals. It is over dude and I’m sorry you have to go through life like this.

no dude I used to think same way. Trust me your born like that it didn’t developed we were meant to be killed off and never reproduce. It is truly over. How did you find my account btw?

I'm gonna be 18 in 38 days. It's over.

 

[Deleted member 6572]

I'm gonna be 18 in 38 days. It's over.

Ima be 17 in 12 days. It’s over too

 

[mentalcelextreme]

I'm gonna be 18 in 38 days. It's over.

You can call me AL btw

 

[mentalcelextreme]

Ima be 17 in 12 days. It’s over too

I will make some brand new account like I said I have OCD and I feel the urge to always clean something or delete or redo something. But no I won't do that this acc was just to post this thread bro

 

[Deleted member 6572]

I will make some brand new account like I said I have OCD and I feel the urge to always clean something or delete or redo something. But no I won't do that this acc was just to post this thread bro

You can’t have multiple accounts they have you IP adress to prevent you from doing so

 

[mentalcelextreme]

I will make some brand new account like I said I have OCD and I feel the urge to always clean something or delete or redo something. But no I won't do that this acc was just to post this thread bro

Like I will make an official Incel acc for some forums and idk how we can chat but maybe through this forum do you have discord? Or skype

 

[mentalcelextreme]

You can’t have multiple accounts they have you IP adress to prevent you from doing so

Fuck I have that itching feeling in my forehead again

 

[Deleted member 6572]

Fuck I have that itching feeling in my forehead again

It’s over

 

[mentalcelextreme]

It’s over

Bro don't go ER or Rope don't do that I need you

 

[mentalcelextreme]

It’s over

Are you on NoFap or semen retention or something? I felt drawn to you instantly like you are the 2nd Buddha or something

 

[Deleted member 6572]

Bro I’m not gonna do

Bro don't go ER or Rope don't do that I need you

either of those things. How did you find out about me may I ask?

 

[mentalcelextreme]

Are you on NoFap or semen retention or something? I felt drawn to you instantly like you are the 2nd Buddha or something

No I'm not a Faggotcel

 

[mentalcelextreme]

Bro I’m not gonna do

either of those things. How did you find out about me may I ask?

I found you through the trending threads I think, I saw some pictures of you and I watched your video idk if you have multiple vids but I watched the one where you told us you had enough

 

[mentalcelextreme]

Bro I’m not gonna do

either of those things. How did you find out about me may I ask?

OCD is a literal hell bro you don't even know I think it will worsen with age or even day by day

 

[Deleted member 6572]

OCD is a literal hell bro you don't even know I think it will worsen with age or even day by day

I have ocd too bro it is hell, I used to have it worse and have to do obsessive rituals everyday. Fuck this life tbh

 

[mentalcelextreme]

I have ocd too bro it is hell, I used to have it worse and have to do obsessive rituals everyday. Fuck this life tbh

Bro I literally shit my pants in that grocery store yesterday like the one girl is almost 10/10 and the dues were all over 6'3 some over 6'3 the thing is they didn't even notice or recognize me just some dude I USED to hang with looked at me he said I look like 10 when I was 15 and he was always 2 heads taller than me the girls didn't even notice me but I went to school with them

 

[Deleted member 6572]

Bro I literally shit my pants in that grocery store yesterday like the one girl is almost 10/10 and the dues were all over 6'3 some over 6'3 the thing is they didn't even notice or recognize me just some dude I USED to hang with looked at me he said I look like 10 when I was 15 and he was always 2 heads taller than me the girls didn't even notice me but I went to school with them

You got Snapchat bro?

 

[RODEBLUR]

Star Wars fan is autistic.

What else is new.

 

[mentalcelextreme]

You got Snapchat bro?

No bro also I am a anxietycel I am scared to talk in English with native speakers, bro you are intimidating to me I am a Russian Mentalcel from Germany but I will talk to you with chat you can even send me audios or some shit I rlly want to talk to other blackpilled teenagers

 

[mentalcelextreme]

No bro also I am a anxietycel I am scared to talk in English with native speakers, bro you are intimidating to me I am a Russian Mentalcel from Germany but I will talk to you with chat you can even send me audios or some shit I rlly want to talk to other blackpilled teenagers

Do YOU HAVE IG? BRO IM SO DUMB I FORGET ABOUT INSTAGRAM ALL THE TIME

 

[mentalcelextreme]

Do YOU HAVE IG? BRO IM SO DUMB I FORGET ABOUT INSTAGRAM ALL THE TIME

@Mirin2234

 

[Deleted member 6572]

@Mirin2234

Yes what’s your instagram

 

[Good_Little_Goy]

Might read this at some point but you shouldve put porn at various intervals so niggas won’t get bored while reading

 

[mentalcelextreme]

Yes what’s your instagram

My Instagram is: @brojustbeconfident

 

[eduardkoopman]

BRUTAL mental cel story.
Brain doesn't function in a way that you can deal and cope with the world and life happenings in a semi relaxed manner.