sensativethnicman
Mentality matters
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I will proclaim I am probably the closest thing to mentalcel. Either way getting into the story this was near the end of hs. Of course being slightly sociable I was invited to a social gathering. There I sat and twiddled my fingers not knowing what to do. Eventually after just fucking around. I began talking to this girl. I thought she had looked good. Looking back on it now in truth, she was a Ltb. Nevertheless I was definitely a sub6 possibly hltn. I was making progress and losing weight after being overweight and fat my whole life since middle school(over). Anyways we talked for a while I just acknowledged her and spoke about how I and her felt. Feeding into her vanity, it kinda came naturally. Then I spoke about how the gathering was ass blah blah bored bs. Enough talking and tiring as the time passed. Eventually we went to a room, she started to talk about judgement I remember just saying a remark about how I didn’t really care or mind, and that I wasn’t going to judge her. Anyways time passed and she goes and turns off the lights. We start make out and I’m basically starting to dry hump her. It continues on and full blown on solid and just pressing and thrusting my dih towards into her only separated by our underwear. I don’t know why I was wearing polyester underwear. The biggest fuckery I Remeber is that she asked to see my dick and finally I remember pulling it out and the anxiety just fucking shot through the room. I could feel my dih getting less hard and that’s when it began to feel fucked. I had gotten whiskey dih just from my mental. I eventually got back up and got the slay but even after and during the act all I could think about was how fucked the situation was and that I felt disgusted. Even if it was my looksmatch at the time, this in fact cursed me and looking at porn or having sexual thoughts can seem unpleasant for me most of the time. Even then I still masterbate sometimes. Just don’t watch porn it’s self cucking. Mostly I always have to say this to myself because the high and dopamine from porn is just gonna prevent you from developing high inhib.
TLDR: chubby sub6 hs senior has sexual relations with a Latina Ltb and has to push past mental barriers that caused sexual dissatisfaction. Don’t ever give up buddy boyos.
TLDR: chubby sub6 hs senior has sexual relations with a Latina Ltb and has to push past mental barriers that caused sexual dissatisfaction. Don’t ever give up buddy boyos.
