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My Father Nuked/Nuking my Social Skills and Looks
I have relatively rich, obese, sub-5, 5,6, light skin, dread head, father. Ever since i was 10yo i've been seen as a 25yo loser unemployed failure to my dad
. any question ''Stfu Apollo'' not smiling ''fix your fucking face'' and really any normal conversations are met with nagging or mean attitude. I've been homeschooled ever since that age, so for years my only irl social skills were coming from a person i hate and i think is hated by. For online it came from ps4, eventually I lied about doing schoolwork and he destroyed it. About a year later he bought me a ps5, it was things like this that confused the fuck out of me. It was a cycle of him hating me for an entire week, and then being jolly, happy, with zero attitude. The only thing i can assume is my dads a retard, who simply enjoys being mad. Because whatever I do, he somehow finds a way to get pissed off at me doing something. Even if i didn't do something my dad will lie to my face and tell me i did. I honestly don't know if its the seed oils in my dads brain, his anger issues, his pure hatred for me, or maybe its the drugs.
like father like son, i was always fat and boneless, and ever since my conciseness settled in my diet was pasta and crackers. I never did any sports, and if i was to go outside it would be walking and sprinting in my big backyard. I started my diet and very inconsistently going to the gym at 12. Now im 14 5,10 lmtn. Obviously I love my dad, and appreciate everything hes done for me. But hes fucked me social life up, and arguably my looks. I go to visit my grandparents every summerbreak, and specifically my grandma, who's been my only mother figure. Went on a tangent yelling to me saying how shes sad and disappointed in me not talking to her.
Weirdly enough, me and my grandpa have had extremely good conversations. Thanks for reading
I have relatively rich, obese, sub-5, 5,6, light skin, dread head, father. Ever since i was 10yo i've been seen as a 25yo loser unemployed failure to my dad
. any question ''Stfu Apollo'' not smiling ''fix your fucking face'' and really any normal conversations are met with nagging or mean attitude. I've been homeschooled ever since that age, so for years my only irl social skills were coming from a person i hate and i think is hated by. For online it came from ps4, eventually I lied about doing schoolwork and he destroyed it. About a year later he bought me a ps5, it was things like this that confused the fuck out of me. It was a cycle of him hating me for an entire week, and then being jolly, happy, with zero attitude. The only thing i can assume is my dads a retard, who simply enjoys being mad. Because whatever I do, he somehow finds a way to get pissed off at me doing something. Even if i didn't do something my dad will lie to my face and tell me i did. I honestly don't know if its the seed oils in my dads brain, his anger issues, his pure hatred for me, or maybe its the drugs.like father like son, i was always fat and boneless, and ever since my conciseness settled in my diet was pasta and crackers. I never did any sports, and if i was to go outside it would be walking and sprinting in my big backyard. I started my diet and very inconsistently going to the gym at 12. Now im 14 5,10 lmtn. Obviously I love my dad, and appreciate everything hes done for me. But hes fucked me social life up, and arguably my looks. I go to visit my grandparents every summerbreak, and specifically my grandma, who's been my only mother figure. Went on a tangent yelling to me saying how shes sad and disappointed in me not talking to her
.Weirdly enough, me and my grandpa have had extremely good conversations. Thanks for reading
