Story of how I got into looksmaxing and blackpill.

[coolguyjames]

(If you really can't read all, just scroll to the end)




It all began when I got into 8th grade...
(speaking of looksmaxing)

I was just scrolling on TikTok and I saw some memes about guys named Chico and Jordan... And I was like, damn they look good.

I WANNA LOOK GOOD AS WELL.

And it was October 2023
Like a month after school began

And I have some pictures of Chico in my gallery and Jordan as well from 2023 and nevermind still the thing is I started taking hygiene more seriously, even though before that small looksmaxing phase in 2023 I had a sigma phase back in 2022 soo, I knew that looks had some importance... but not as much as I believe now.

And I just remember being obsessed with Chico and MEWING.

Then in 2024 I didn't really care about it until I started to looksmax again by the end of 8th grade in June, just before summer. That's when I realized how much potential I could have and also I learned about morphs on TikTok (which was so cool to me).

Then I finished middle school and summer began. During the summer break, in July and August, I was cleaning my face more, fixing my hair which was also long like now, and I started to squint

Until... I realized it's stupid to squint. Keep in mind, I wasn't INSANE yet... Though, I was damaged already by some of the knowledge I had about Lookism.

Then I remember doom scrolling on TikTok like in late August, and I found a guy named James Sapphire, and some cool ass videos about him.

I was like damn he looks good, and I saw that he was also judged a lot, and since he looked good, it gave me energy to look up about him. And damn the whole story was so interesting. So that's when I started to realize how similar I am to him, in general. I searched some old videos of him on TikTok and he has the same humour as me.


I started going to high school in September, 2024. I joined this forum that month. I became blackpilled that month as well.

On my TikTok (jamesamethyst), I was posting about him last year, from like September to October, I also had few more videos about him that flopped though I deleted them.


I also started softmaxxing much more, and changing my diet. I also started to hardmaxx at some point, I think I only "bonesmashed", but I didn't really bonemash since I didn't understand the whole concept of it since I didn't hit myself hard enough. And I barely sucked my cheeks since I saw my face starting to change.



Now it's April 2025. Since January, I continued to bonesmash, hitting myself harder and harder. Obviously not a lot of damage to hurt myself really or faint, just enough to put some stress on my bones. The Zygobones. I also become very ND. I went too much deep in this rabbit hole...


And since February I post about James Sapphire again. Even now. But I'm planning to post about myself this summer and so on.


I am still a grey Also I enjoy posting on this forum and I really like seeing all the hate and also funny posts. But I'm not doing this only for fun. I'm here because I want to ascend and because I suffered a lot in my life simply because I was ugly, unattractive and chopped.
My ascension is on the way.







For those who can't read:

October 2023 - December 2023:
- Got into Looksmaxing
- I saw thousands of videos of Chico and Jordan on TikTok
- Just mewed and did basic hygiene

January 2024 - May 2024:
- Same... However, I just wasn't into it really. I took a pause and thought maybe looksmaxing is stupid but I didn't stop. All I did was washing my face and that's it.

June 2024 - August 2024: (Summer 2024)
- I Researched even more about looksmaxing like methods and shiii
- I found out about morphs and cool stuff like that
- I was also obsessed with Chico and Jordan again, and I finally researched about more models except those two. Sean o pry, hernan drago for example.
- I got more cleaner face from washing my face again more with some gel mask.

September 2024 - March 2025:
- Got into Blackpill
- I joined this forum as well
- I started going to high school (freshman)
- I've done new methods like thumbpulling
- And I found out about no one else other than JAMES SAPPHIRE.
- I post about James Sapphire since then.

April 2025 - till now, April 16th 2025, the day I am writing this.
- Now this is interesting. This is the month I truly, truly realized, how much looks are important. Now every girls is nervous around me and laughs at my jokes... Now I look very good... I have photos of myself but I will reveal most of them during summer of this year. I am ascending.





I am James Amethyst, a 15 year old freshman.... And this is my story of Looksmaxing. There's more however to my life story, which I will be talking about soon, something like this.

 

[ToryToad]

mirin dedication

 

[Sceptical]

incels.wiki/w/Tiktokcel

 

[coolguyjames]

incels.wiki/w/Tiktokcel
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Boy you see, I'm clearly still young, I'm freshman. Shiii man. You guys trynna compete who is the biggest loser? Or like what? One day we all gonna die and this shi won't even matter.

 

[kazama]

Can this add anything to my life??? Like

 

[choppedshyt]

Boy you see, I'm clearly still young, I'm freshman. Shiii man. You guys trynna compete who is the biggest loser? Or like what? One day we all gonna die and this shi won't even matter.

Owned these oldcels jfl if you think being on this forum longer is a good thing

 

[coolguyjames]

Owned these oldcels jfl if you think being on this forum longer is a good thing

you get it bro

 

[Sub3overforme]

Actually did read, really good story bro

 

[LTNUser]

Haha,I have a similar story as you
Got into this looksmaxing stuff in Class 8 and I miss the old days

 

[kasrkin]

dnr

 

[coolguyjames]

Actually did read, really good story bro

thanks brah

 

[coolguyjames]

dnr

mf I even put the shortened version at the end and you still said DNR

 

[sham66]

- I Researched even more about looksmaxing like methods and shiii

- I've done new methods like thumbpulling

Now this is interesting. This is the month I truly, truly realized, how much looks are important. Now every girls is nervous around me and laughs at my jokes... Now I look very good... I have photos of myself but I will reveal most of them during summer of this year. I am ascending.

i dont like ppl like u

 

[Nr1fanofmolly]

Thank you James very cool

 

[coolguyjames]

i dont like ppl like u

i dont like ppl like u

97 posts

 

[sham66]

97 posts

that doesnt mean anything. my posts r mostly surgery related, while u go on about ur bonesmashing bs
edit: and james sapphire oh my

 

[14vic]

Boy you see, I'm clearly still young, I'm freshman. Shiii man. You guys trynna compete who is the biggest loser? Or like what? One day we all gonna die and this shi won't even matter.

Owned these oldcels jfl if you think being on this forum longer is a good thing

Yall both saying it like if blackpill dont absorbs your whole personality and you'll get out of here easily. This is like a rabbit hole that never ends, the only ways out of the blackpill, if you really have that mentality is by taking the whitepill or roping unfortunately

 

[choppedshyt]

Yall both saying it like if blackpill dont absorbs your whole personality and you'll get out of here easily. This is like a rabbit hole that never ends, the only ways out of the blackpill, if you really have that mentality is by taking the whitepill or roping unfortunately

Well I am whitepilled?

 

[Sub5 & Celibate]

(If you really can't read all, just scroll to the end)




It all began when I got into 8th grade...
(speaking of looksmaxing)

I was just scrolling on TikTok and I saw some memes about guys named Chico and Jordan... And I was like, damn they look good.

I WANNA LOOK GOOD AS WELL.

And it was October 2023
Like a month after school began

And I have some pictures of Chico in my gallery and Jordan as well from 2023 and nevermind still the thing is I started taking hygiene more seriously, even though before that small looksmaxing phase in 2023 I had a sigma phase back in 2022 soo, I knew that looks had some importance... but not as much as I believe now.

And I just remember being obsessed with Chico and MEWING.

Then in 2024 I didn't really care about it until I started to looksmax again by the end of 8th grade in June, just before summer. That's when I realized how much potential I could have and also I learned about morphs on TikTok (which was so cool to me).

Then I finished middle school and summer began. During the summer break, in July and August, I was cleaning my face more, fixing my hair which was also long like now, and I started to squint

Until... I realized it's stupid to squint. Keep in mind, I wasn't INSANE yet... Though, I was damaged already by some of the knowledge I had about Lookism.

Then I remember doom scrolling on TikTok like in late August, and I found a guy named James Sapphire, and some cool ass videos about him.

I was like damn he looks good, and I saw that he was also judged a lot, and since he looked good, it gave me energy to look up about him. And damn the whole story was so interesting. So that's when I started to realize how similar I am to him, in general. I searched some old videos of him on TikTok and he has the same humour as me.


I started going to high school in September, 2024. I joined this forum that month. I became blackpilled that month as well.

On my TikTok (jamesamethyst), I was posting about him last year, from like September to October, I also had few more videos about him that flopped though I deleted them.


I also started softmaxxing much more, and changing my diet. I also started to hardmaxx at some point, I think I only "bonesmashed", but I didn't really bonemash since I didn't understand the whole concept of it since I didn't hit myself hard enough. And I barely sucked my cheeks since I saw my face starting to change.



Now it's April 2025. Since January, I continued to bonesmash, hitting myself harder and harder. Obviously not a lot of damage to hurt myself really or faint, just enough to put some stress on my bones. The Zygobones. I also become very ND. I went too much deep in this rabbit hole...


And since February I post about James Sapphire again. Even now. But I'm planning to post about myself this summer and so on.


I am still a grey Also I enjoy posting on this forum and I really like seeing all the hate and also funny posts. But I'm not doing this only for fun. I'm here because I want to ascend and because I suffered a lot in my life simply because I was ugly, unattractive and chopped.
My ascension is on the way.







For those who can't read:

October 2023 - December 2023:
- Got into Looksmaxing
- I saw thousands of videos of Chico and Jordan on TikTok
- Just mewed and did basic hygiene

January 2024 - May 2024:
- Same... However, I just wasn't into it really. I took a pause and thought maybe looksmaxing is stupid but I didn't stop. All I did was washing my face and that's it.

June 2024 - August 2024: (Summer 2024)
- I Researched even more about looksmaxing like methods and shiii
- I found out about morphs and cool stuff like that
- I was also obsessed with Chico and Jordan again, and I finally researched about more models except those two. Sean o pry, hernan drago for example.
- I got more cleaner face from washing my face again more with some gel mask.

September 2024 - March 2025:
- Got into Blackpill
- I joined this forum as well
- I started going to high school (freshman)
- I've done new methods like thumbpulling
- And I found out about no one else other than JAMES SAPPHIRE.
- I post about James Sapphire since then.

April 2025 - till now, April 16th 2025, the day I am writing this.
- Now this is interesting. This is the month I truly, truly realized, how much looks are important. Now every girls is nervous around me and laughs at my jokes... Now I look very good... I have photos of myself but I will reveal most of them during summer of this year. I am ascending.





I am James Amethyst, a 15 year old freshman.... And this is my story of Looksmaxing. There's more however to my life story, which I will be talking about soon, something like this.

newcel james rider+dnr

 

[Changmentum]

Browsing this forum on my school chrome book in high school were the days sigh

 

[jeremyy]

(If you really can't read all, just scroll to the end)




It all began when I got into 8th grade...
(speaking of looksmaxing)

I was just scrolling on TikTok and I saw some memes about guys named Chico and Jordan... And I was like, damn they look good.

I WANNA LOOK GOOD AS WELL.

And it was October 2023
Like a month after school began

And I have some pictures of Chico in my gallery and Jordan as well from 2023 and nevermind still the thing is I started taking hygiene more seriously, even though before that small looksmaxing phase in 2023 I had a sigma phase back in 2022 soo, I knew that looks had some importance... but not as much as I believe now.

And I just remember being obsessed with Chico and MEWING.

Then in 2024 I didn't really care about it until I started to looksmax again by the end of 8th grade in June, just before summer. That's when I realized how much potential I could have and also I learned about morphs on TikTok (which was so cool to me).

Then I finished middle school and summer began. During the summer break, in July and August, I was cleaning my face more, fixing my hair which was also long like now, and I started to squint

Until... I realized it's stupid to squint. Keep in mind, I wasn't INSANE yet... Though, I was damaged already by some of the knowledge I had about Lookism.

Then I remember doom scrolling on TikTok like in late August, and I found a guy named James Sapphire, and some cool ass videos about him.

I was like damn he looks good, and I saw that he was also judged a lot, and since he looked good, it gave me energy to look up about him. And damn the whole story was so interesting. So that's when I started to realize how similar I am to him, in general. I searched some old videos of him on TikTok and he has the same humour as me.


I started going to high school in September, 2024. I joined this forum that month. I became blackpilled that month as well.

On my TikTok (jamesamethyst), I was posting about him last year, from like September to October, I also had few more videos about him that flopped though I deleted them.


I also started softmaxxing much more, and changing my diet. I also started to hardmaxx at some point, I think I only "bonesmashed", but I didn't really bonemash since I didn't understand the whole concept of it since I didn't hit myself hard enough. And I barely sucked my cheeks since I saw my face starting to change.



Now it's April 2025. Since January, I continued to bonesmash, hitting myself harder and harder. Obviously not a lot of damage to hurt myself really or faint, just enough to put some stress on my bones. The Zygobones. I also become very ND. I went too much deep in this rabbit hole...


And since February I post about James Sapphire again. Even now. But I'm planning to post about myself this summer and so on.


I am still a grey Also I enjoy posting on this forum and I really like seeing all the hate and also funny posts. But I'm not doing this only for fun. I'm here because I want to ascend and because I suffered a lot in my life simply because I was ugly, unattractive and chopped.
My ascension is on the way.







For those who can't read:

October 2023 - December 2023:
- Got into Looksmaxing
- I saw thousands of videos of Chico and Jordan on TikTok
- Just mewed and did basic hygiene

January 2024 - May 2024:
- Same... However, I just wasn't into it really. I took a pause and thought maybe looksmaxing is stupid but I didn't stop. All I did was washing my face and that's it.

June 2024 - August 2024: (Summer 2024)
- I Researched even more about looksmaxing like methods and shiii
- I found out about morphs and cool stuff like that
- I was also obsessed with Chico and Jordan again, and I finally researched about more models except those two. Sean o pry, hernan drago for example.
- I got more cleaner face from washing my face again more with some gel mask.

September 2024 - March 2025:
- Got into Blackpill
- I joined this forum as well
- I started going to high school (freshman)
- I've done new methods like thumbpulling
- And I found out about no one else other than JAMES SAPPHIRE.
- I post about James Sapphire since then.

April 2025 - till now, April 16th 2025, the day I am writing this.
- Now this is interesting. This is the month I truly, truly realized, how much looks are important. Now every girls is nervous around me and laughs at my jokes... Now I look very good... I have photos of myself but I will reveal most of them during summer of this year. I am ascending.





I am James Amethyst, a 15 year old freshman.... And this is my story of Looksmaxing. There's more however to my life story, which I will be talking about soon, something like this.

Wow.

 

[bust]

tiktok coded asf

 

[james sapphire]

Dnrd