coolguyjames
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It all began when I got into 8th grade...
(speaking of looksmaxing)
I was just scrolling on TikTok and I saw some memes about guys named Chico and Jordan... And I was like, damn they look good.
I WANNA LOOK GOOD AS WELL.
And it was October 2023
Like a month after school began
And I have some pictures of Chico in my gallery and Jordan as well from 2023 and nevermind still the thing is I started taking hygiene more seriously, even though before that small looksmaxing phase in 2023 I had a sigma phase back in 2022
soo, I knew that looks had some importance... but not as much as I believe now.
And I just remember being obsessed with Chico and MEWING.
Then in 2024 I didn't really care about it until I started to looksmax again by the end of 8th grade in June, just before summer. That's when I realized how much potential I could have and also I learned about morphs on TikTok (which was so cool to me).
Then I finished middle school and summer began. During the summer break, in July and August, I was cleaning my face more, fixing my hair which was also long like now, and I started to squint
Until... I realized it's stupid to squint. Keep in mind, I wasn't INSANE yet... Though, I was damaged already by some of the knowledge I had about Lookism.
Then I remember doom scrolling on TikTok like in late August, and I found a guy named James Sapphire, and some cool ass videos about him.
I was like damn he looks good, and I saw that he was also judged a lot, and since he looked good, it gave me energy to look up about him. And damn the whole story was so interesting. So that's when I started to realize how similar I am to him, in general. I searched some old videos of him on TikTok and he has the same humour as me.
I started going to high school in September, 2024. I joined this forum that month. I became blackpilled that month as well.
On my TikTok (jamesamethyst), I was posting about him last year, from like September to October, I also had few more videos about him that flopped though I deleted them.
I also started softmaxxing much more, and changing my diet. I also started to hardmaxx at some point, I think I only "bonesmashed", but I didn't really bonemash since I didn't understand the whole concept of it since I didn't hit myself hard enough. And I barely sucked my cheeks since I saw my face starting to change.
Now it's April 2025. Since January, I continued to bonesmash, hitting myself harder and harder. Obviously not a lot of damage to hurt myself really or faint, just enough to put some stress on my bones. The Zygobones. I also become very ND. I went too much deep in this rabbit hole...
And since February I post about James Sapphire again. Even now. But I'm planning to post about myself this summer and so on.
I am still a grey Also I enjoy posting on this forum and I really like seeing all the hate and also funny posts. But I'm not doing this only for fun. I'm here because I want to ascend and because I suffered a lot in my life simply because I was ugly, unattractive and chopped.
My ascension is on the way.
For those who can't read:
October 2023 - December 2023:
- Got into Looksmaxing
- I saw thousands of videos of Chico and Jordan on TikTok
- Just mewed and did basic hygiene
January 2024 - May 2024:
- Same... However, I just wasn't into it really. I took a pause and thought maybe looksmaxing is stupid but I didn't stop. All I did was washing my face and that's it.
June 2024 - August 2024: (Summer 2024)
- I Researched even more about looksmaxing like methods and shiii
- I found out about morphs and cool stuff like that
- I was also obsessed with Chico and Jordan again, and I finally researched about more models except those two. Sean o pry, hernan drago for example.
- I got more cleaner face from washing my face again more with some gel mask.
September 2024 - March 2025:
- Got into Blackpill
- I joined this forum as well
- I started going to high school (freshman)
- I've done new methods like thumbpulling
- And I found out about no one else other than JAMES SAPPHIRE.
- I post about James Sapphire since then.
April 2025 - till now, April 16th 2025, the day I am writing this.
- Now this is interesting. This is the month I truly, truly realized, how much looks are important. Now every girls is nervous around me and laughs at my jokes... Now I look very good... I have photos of myself but I will reveal most of them during summer of this year. I am ascending.
I am James Amethyst, a 15 year old freshman.... And this is my story of Looksmaxing. There's more however to my life story, which I will be talking about soon, something like this.
It all began when I got into 8th grade...
(speaking of looksmaxing)
I was just scrolling on TikTok and I saw some memes about guys named Chico and Jordan... And I was like, damn they look good.
I WANNA LOOK GOOD AS WELL.
And it was October 2023
Like a month after school began
And I have some pictures of Chico in my gallery and Jordan as well from 2023 and nevermind still the thing is I started taking hygiene more seriously, even though before that small looksmaxing phase in 2023 I had a sigma phase back in 2022
soo, I knew that looks had some importance... but not as much as I believe now.And I just remember being obsessed with Chico and MEWING.
Then in 2024 I didn't really care about it until I started to looksmax again by the end of 8th grade in June, just before summer. That's when I realized how much potential I could have and also I learned about morphs on TikTok (which was so cool to me).
Then I finished middle school and summer began. During the summer break, in July and August, I was cleaning my face more, fixing my hair which was also long like now, and I started to squint
Until... I realized it's stupid to squint. Keep in mind, I wasn't INSANE yet... Though, I was damaged already by some of the knowledge I had about Lookism.
Then I remember doom scrolling on TikTok like in late August, and I found a guy named James Sapphire, and some cool ass videos about him.
I was like damn he looks good, and I saw that he was also judged a lot, and since he looked good, it gave me energy to look up about him. And damn the whole story was so interesting. So that's when I started to realize how similar I am to him, in general. I searched some old videos of him on TikTok and he has the same humour as me.
I started going to high school in September, 2024. I joined this forum that month. I became blackpilled that month as well.
On my TikTok (jamesamethyst), I was posting about him last year, from like September to October, I also had few more videos about him that flopped though I deleted them.
I also started softmaxxing much more, and changing my diet. I also started to hardmaxx at some point, I think I only "bonesmashed", but I didn't really bonemash since I didn't understand the whole concept of it since I didn't hit myself hard enough. And I barely sucked my cheeks since I saw my face starting to change.
Now it's April 2025. Since January, I continued to bonesmash, hitting myself harder and harder. Obviously not a lot of damage to hurt myself really or faint, just enough to put some stress on my bones. The Zygobones. I also become very ND. I went too much deep in this rabbit hole...
And since February I post about James Sapphire again. Even now. But I'm planning to post about myself this summer and so on.
I am still a grey
Also I enjoy posting on this forum and I really like seeing all the hate and also funny posts. But I'm not doing this only for fun. I'm here because I want to ascend and because I suffered a lot in my life simply because I was ugly, unattractive and chopped.My ascension is on the way.
For those who can't read:
October 2023 - December 2023:
- Got into Looksmaxing
- I saw thousands of videos of Chico and Jordan on TikTok
- Just mewed and did basic hygiene
January 2024 - May 2024:
- Same... However, I just wasn't into it really. I took a pause and thought maybe looksmaxing is stupid but I didn't stop. All I did was washing my face and that's it.
June 2024 - August 2024: (Summer 2024)
- I Researched even more about looksmaxing like methods and shiii
- I found out about morphs and cool stuff like that
- I was also obsessed with Chico and Jordan again, and I finally researched about more models except those two. Sean o pry, hernan drago for example.
- I got more cleaner face from washing my face again more with some gel mask.
September 2024 - March 2025:
- Got into Blackpill
- I joined this forum as well
- I started going to high school (freshman)
- I've done new methods like thumbpulling
- And I found out about no one else other than JAMES SAPPHIRE.
- I post about James Sapphire since then.
April 2025 - till now, April 16th 2025, the day I am writing this.
- Now this is interesting. This is the month I truly, truly realized, how much looks are important. Now every girls is nervous around me and laughs at my jokes... Now I look very good... I have photos of myself but I will reveal most of them during summer of this year. I am ascending.
I am James Amethyst, a 15 year old freshman.... And this is my story of Looksmaxing. There's more however to my life story, which I will be talking about soon, something like this.
