Story time!!!!. Please read..... please i need people to read..ndian girl i liked

[FutureAestheticMale]

In the city in America.... met some kid who knew kids I knew bla bla bla bla. Jewish kid kind of friendless prob has autism and annoying to kids. Well he would throw event parties to kids under 21 like us.

We went to these parties in college party neighborhood and I met this girl asked if she wanna buy weed. It was September so college just started

Invited her and her friends to this party.

It was a house with these older ghetto dudes in a college street neighborhood.

No one was there except us and they ended up leaving lol.

My friend is knocking on people's door and seeing on snapchat map where they are lolllll



We meet them. I talk with them and this gorgeous Indian girl my friend later said is gorgeous too and surprised I got her. We talked and I'm like "idk what I wanna do I prob wanna do real estate like my dad"

She says wide eyed how her mom also does it!

I used to lie to people pretending I went to college too to fit in but I did nothing

He makes out with this fat blonde cunt I sold weed too.

I take the girl hand and we go make out infront of this house

I hear black dudes go "she like white guys/boys"

We walk all together and her other friend eggs her on to talk next to me and we talk


She leaves home cuz her friend cock blocks? And the other fat blonde bitch goes to my friend house to fuck she even tells me.i fucked up.

I go on date with indian girl and I tell my.dad to leave from apartment for a while. I'm sober and a nervous wreck cuz I also jacked off to sick weird masochistic porn last night


I knew I wouldn't be able to get hard.

She tries to pull down my.pants but I don't wanna show her my uncut flaccid cock

I go to bathroom to jack off to porn

I come back I'm semi hard and she sucks it for 2 seconds and it goes down.

I say the cringiest shit. "Suck that drug dealer dick"


Fuck

Anyways she calls me out for keep going to bathroom. And after she shaves the sides of my hair for me and compliments me how well my eyes look now she leaves

Her fat cunt friend tells her to block me and she did

I remember it like yesterday but it was years ago..

She was a freshman then and long graduated

Over for a old ass loser like me Jesus can only help me I have trauma and I'm wasting time being a fatass !


Funny thing is i didn't even want the sex. Like that isn't what I wanted it's about I missed out. I failed. I left a loser. I wanted to rock her world for my own sense of accomplishment and winner. I wanted her to like me ansngorls to like me. I wanted to brag later and feel good about myself to other guys who thought I was weird. I wanted to be the man

 

[FutureAestheticMale]

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[FutureAestheticMale]

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[Deleted member 24002]

have you started going to the gym?

 

[FutureAestheticMale]

have you started going to the gym?

I do push-ups at home and lift sometimes.,I dry fasted for 24 hours and ate 6 hotdogs and ima do it again no stopping.

 

[Deleted member 24002]

I do push-ups at home and lift sometimes.,I dry fasted for 24 hours and ate 6 hotdogs and ima do it again no stopping.

bruh get a gym membership if you want to be an aesthetic male. look into a keto diet.

 

[siklet]

I say the cringiest shit. "Suck that drug dealer dick"

Insane line tbh mirin

 

[FutureAestheticMale]

bruh get a gym membership if you want to be an aesthetic male. look into a keto diet.

Dry fasting puts you into ketosis also except you eat your own body fat. When I do eat like every 72 hours I can eat whatever or just keep it keto tbh but I want fruit. And then fast again which is keto. Check out snake diet on YouTube for info that guy is based when it comes to this stuff.

 

[FutureAestheticMale]

Insane line tbh

Thanks for reading btw. For real. I'ma send her a message... but something else triggered me from tiktok some.assholes being toxic to me so I lost my mood.

 

[RopeMaxxed]

In the city in America.... met some kid who knew kids I knew bla bla bla bla. Jewish kid kind of friendless prob has autism and annoying to kids. Well he would throw event parties to kids under 21 like us.

We went to these parties in college party neighborhood and I met this girl asked if she wanna buy weed. It was September so college just started

Invited her and her friends to this party.

It was a house with these older ghetto dudes in a college street neighborhood.

No one was there except us and they ended up leaving lol.

My friend is knocking on people's door and seeing on snapchat map where they are lolllll



We meet them. I talk with them and this gorgeous Indian girl my friend later said is gorgeous too and surprised I got her. We talked and I'm like "idk what I wanna do I prob wanna do real estate like my dad"

She says wide eyed how her mom also does it!

I used to lie to people pretending I went to college too to fit in but I did nothing

He makes out with this fat blonde cunt I sold weed too.

I take the girl hand and we go make out infront of this house

I hear black dudes go "she like white guys/boys"

We walk all together and her other friend eggs her on to talk next to me and we talk


She leaves home cuz her friend cock blocks? And the other fat blonde bitch goes to my friend house to fuck she even tells me.i fucked up.

I go on date with indian girl and I tell my.dad to leave from apartment for a while. I'm sober and a nervous wreck cuz I also jacked off to sick weird masochistic porn last night


I knew I wouldn't be able to get hard.

She tries to pull down my.pants but I don't wanna show her my uncut flaccid cock

I go to bathroom to jack off to porn

I come back I'm semi hard and she sucks it for 2 seconds and it goes down.

I say the cringiest shit. "Suck that drug dealer dick"


Fuck

Anyways she calls me out for keep going to bathroom. And after she shaves the sides of my hair for me and compliments me how well my eyes look now she leaves

Her fat cunt friend tells her to block me and she did

I remember it like yesterday but it was years ago..

She was a freshman then and long graduated

Over for a old ass loser like me Jesus can only help me I have trauma and I'm wasting time being a fatass !


Funny thing is i didn't even want the sex. Like that isn't what I wanted it's about I missed out. I failed. I left a loser. I wanted to rock her world for my own sense of accomplishment and winner. I wanted her to like me ansngorls to like me. I wanted to brag later and feel good about myself to other guys who thought I was weird. I wanted to be the man

I didn't read it all. HowevER, you'd get a chance again, Chico.
Stop w/ this pr0n shit, if possible.

 

[FutureAestheticMale]

I didn't read it all. HowevER, you'd get a chance again, Chico.
Stop w/ this pr0n shit, if possible.

I was gonna look at porn but this is the final thing that makes me say No! I will suffer idgaf No No No No! No porn! I will get ripped and shredded I legit told her too on ig!


GOD sent you to tell me that I know it! The time is also 11:0[7] I prayed about this entire situation recently!

I know you prob think I'm crazy but I'm not! I'm,not delusional but I feel HE Did it! I will not jack off!

 

[RopeMaxxed]

GOD sent you to tell me that I know it! The time is also 11:0[7]

I know you prob think I'm crazy but I'm not! I'm,not delusional but I feel HE Did it! I will not jack off!

Based.

 

[FutureAestheticMale]

Based.

I know how people may think I'm not like delusional but I prayed about this very thing earlier. Man thanks. Most of all I thank GOD for sending you to say that kind word fr. Inspirational. My life goal now is to be like Christ obviously but secondly , get ripped. Go to parties. Fulfill my lost time and failures.

 

[RopeMaxxed]

I know how people may think I'm not like delusional but I prayed about this very thing earlier. Man thanks. Most of all I thank GOD for sending you to say that kind word fr. Inspirational. My life goal now is to be like Christ obviously but secondly , get ripped. Go to parties. Fulfill my lost time and failures.

Based and blackpilled to the core.
Try your best, man.