STORYTIME: MY FIRST TIME DOING MDMA AT A RAVE 😭

[HispanicMogger]

so i went to this rave with a couple friends and at the beginning i was honestly having a pretty shit time

not because anything was wrong with the rave, i just didn’t really know what to do with myself

everyone was dancing and talking and i was basically standing next to my friend, looking around and occasionally checking my phone

i remember thinking that i probably looked fucking weird just standing there

at some point my friend asked me if i wanted to try mdma

i’d never done it before so i was obviously a bit unsure, but i ended up taking it

for a while nothing really happened

then it slowly started feeling different

i remember the music becoming way more immersive and just feeling really comfortable

and the biggest difference was people

normally i’m not the type to just walk up to random people and start talking

that night i somehow didn’t care

i started talking to people i’d never seen before, complimenting someone’s clothes, dancing with random groups, laughing at completely stupid shit

there was even this one guy i ended up talking to for like 20 minutes about absolutely nothing

and i remember thinking

“why is this so easy right now”

i wasn’t suddenly a different person or anything, i just had basically zero hesitation

the whole night felt really warm and social

eventually it got late and obviously the effect started wearing off

i got home exhausted, slept for a bit and woke up the next day feeling fucking destroyed

physically tired, mentally completely flat

and honestly that part surprised me more than anything

because the night before i’d been talking to literally everyone and the next day i didn’t even want to answer messages

i just stayed in bed for most of the day thinking about how fucking strange the contrast was

one night: social butterfly

next day: don’t fucking perceive me

pretty insane first rave experience ngl

 

[zerotohero]

didn’t read

 

[Divineincel]

so i went to this rave with a couple friends and at the beginning i was honestly having a pretty shit time

not because anything was wrong with the rave, i just didn’t really know what to do with myself

everyone was dancing and talking and i was basically standing next to my friend, looking around and occasionally checking my phone

i remember thinking that i probably looked fucking weird just standing there

at some point my friend asked me if i wanted to try mdma

i’d never done it before so i was obviously a bit unsure, but i ended up taking it

for a while nothing really happened

then it slowly started feeling different

i remember the music becoming way more immersive and just feeling really comfortable

and the biggest difference was people

normally i’m not the type to just walk up to random people and start talking

that night i somehow didn’t care

i started talking to people i’d never seen before, complimenting someone’s clothes, dancing with random groups, laughing at completely stupid shit

there was even this one guy i ended up talking to for like 20 minutes about absolutely nothing

and i remember thinking

“why is this so easy right now”

i wasn’t suddenly a different person or anything, i just had basically zero hesitation

the whole night felt really warm and social

eventually it got late and obviously the effect started wearing off

i got home exhausted, slept for a bit and woke up the next day feeling fucking destroyed

physically tired, mentally completely flat

and honestly that part surprised me more than anything

because the night before i’d been talking to literally everyone and the next day i didn’t even want to answer messages

i just stayed in bed for most of the day thinking about how fucking strange the contrast was

one night: social butterfly

next day: don’t fucking perceive me

pretty insane first rave experience ngl

It kinda sounds like chat gpt made it

 

[HispanicMogger]

It kinda sounds like chat gpt made it

I got some pics of that night

 

[Divineincel]

I got some pics of that night

Would you try it again?

 

[foid_annihilation]

so i went to this rave with a couple friends and at the beginning i was honestly having a pretty shit time

not because anything was wrong with the rave, i just didn’t really know what to do with myself

everyone was dancing and talking and i was basically standing next to my friend, looking around and occasionally checking my phone

i remember thinking that i probably looked fucking weird just standing there

at some point my friend asked me if i wanted to try mdma

i’d never done it before so i was obviously a bit unsure, but i ended up taking it

for a while nothing really happened

then it slowly started feeling different

i remember the music becoming way more immersive and just feeling really comfortable

and the biggest difference was people

normally i’m not the type to just walk up to random people and start talking

that night i somehow didn’t care

i started talking to people i’d never seen before, complimenting someone’s clothes, dancing with random groups, laughing at completely stupid shit

there was even this one guy i ended up talking to for like 20 minutes about absolutely nothing

and i remember thinking

“why is this so easy right now”

i wasn’t suddenly a different person or anything, i just had basically zero hesitation

the whole night felt really warm and social

eventually it got late and obviously the effect started wearing off

i got home exhausted, slept for a bit and woke up the next day feeling fucking destroyed

physically tired, mentally completely flat

and honestly that part surprised me more than anything

because the night before i’d been talking to literally everyone and the next day i didn’t even want to answer messages

i just stayed in bed for most of the day thinking about how fucking strange the contrast was

one night: social butterfly

next day: don’t fucking perceive me

pretty insane first rave experience ngl

mdma the method for low inhib?

 

[HispanicMogger]

mdma the method for low inhib?

yeah, but don’t abuse it, can fuck you up

 

[jrobts.]

I'd get a panic attack i bet

 

[HispanicMogger]

I'd get a panic attack i bet

Where are u from

 

[HispanicMogger]

I'd get a panic attack i bet

We should totally party together in Spain, JFL

 

[jrobts.]

Where are u from

Uk

 

[jrobts.]

We should totally party together in Spain, JFL

I'd be down honestly i plan to go spain next year and im learning the language

 

[HispanicMogger]

Uk

British girls drive me crazy

 

[HispanicMogger]

I'd be down honestly i plan to go spain next year and im learning the language

Nice

 

[jrobts.]

British girls drive me crazy

In a good or bad way?

 

[HispanicMogger]

I'd be down honestly i plan to go spain next year and im learning the language

Which area?

 

[HispanicMogger]

In a good or bad way?

In a way that makes me wanna fuck em

 

[CheezyPoof]

MDMA was my favorite drug I used to do it every three weeks or so. Normally I’m also a bit awkward and it made me feel like I understood normal feelings and I just thought it was the best thing ever. But yeah the downsides are odd, like on the come down you will feel the world return to the shit reality it really is and it feels horrible. Suddenly you realize this cute girl you met four hours earlier and thought you were going to marry actually didn’t look very attractive at all and suddenly the conversations are awkward and you just want to get out of there. And like with alcohol the day after you will feel destroyed. Although it is in a different way but regardless you will just feel absolutely physically and mentally defeated. Just move that you don’t throw up like with alcohol, ultimately I think Mdma is still better in that regard. So anyway those are my experiences and deleted the down sides I absolutely loved feeling like that, like I was finally a real human with feelings and not awkward but fun. But over time it stays to work less and it somehow made me feel a bit more depressed idk ig I just realized the emptyness of reality more. So I stopped using it. Although in the future if there should be a good occasion for it I don’t rule out ever doing it again. It’s definitely still my favorite drug I’ve ever done.

Btw another downside it your dick shrinks and can’t get hard

And also don’t drink too much water and also not too little. Most people get health emergencies because of too little water but most deaths happen because of too much water. They drink too much because they are scared they will dehydrate . Then they go to sleep and their brain swells and they never wake up. so don’t be a retard with this. Overall it’s pet safe just keep this in mind. And don’t drink much alcohol or better just not any at all

 

[jrobts.]

In a way that makes me wanna fuck em

We can do a swap then

 

[xanlack]

so i went to this rave with a couple friends and at the beginning i was honestly having a pretty shit time

not because anything was wrong with the rave, i just didn’t really know what to do with myself

everyone was dancing and talking and i was basically standing next to my friend, looking around and occasionally checking my phone

i remember thinking that i probably looked fucking weird just standing there

at some point my friend asked me if i wanted to try mdma

i’d never done it before so i was obviously a bit unsure, but i ended up taking it

for a while nothing really happened

then it slowly started feeling different

i remember the music becoming way more immersive and just feeling really comfortable

and the biggest difference was people

normally i’m not the type to just walk up to random people and start talking

that night i somehow didn’t care

i started talking to people i’d never seen before, complimenting someone’s clothes, dancing with random groups, laughing at completely stupid shit

there was even this one guy i ended up talking to for like 20 minutes about absolutely nothing

and i remember thinking

“why is this so easy right now”

i wasn’t suddenly a different person or anything, i just had basically zero hesitation

the whole night felt really warm and social

eventually it got late and obviously the effect started wearing off

i got home exhausted, slept for a bit and woke up the next day feeling fucking destroyed

physically tired, mentally completely flat

and honestly that part surprised me more than anything

because the night before i’d been talking to literally everyone and the next day i didn’t even want to answer messages

i just stayed in bed for most of the day thinking about how fucking strange the contrast was

one night: social butterfly

next day: don’t fucking perceive me

pretty insane first rave experience ngl

sex haver ramblings

 

[HispanicMogger]

We can do a swap then

u like Spanish chicks?

 

[HispanicMogger]

sex haver ramblings

im a fakecel, sorry

 

[HispanicMogger]

sex haver ramblings

Nice avi, tho. Robert Pattinson is a mogger

 

[xanlack]

Nice avi, tho. Robert Pattinson is a mogger

indeed. he is the goal for me as i have a similar pheno.

 

[optimisticzoomer]

the goal for me

 

[xanlack]

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fack you

 

[jrobts.]

u like Spanish chicks?

Yeah