sub5 past affects me still after ascension i need help

[d0wnpour_]

i used to genuinely be sub5 because i was fat, had terrible acne, terrible hair quality (i have curly-ish hair so it would get incredibly frizzy without a good routine), bad health indicators etc., and i "ascended" by basically just cleaning myself up and getting healthier.

i look a lot better now and sometimes girls are interested in me. but the bad part is, is that because of my experience being incredibly ugly there are multiple issues that come up. first of all, i don't believe when a girl likes me. and secondly, i have no fucking clue how to deal with them or understand them because i never talked to anyone (let alone girls) before. i still have the personality of a sub5 loser incel who is retarded and socially inept

advice?

 

[genetically fucked]

brutal.... abused dog pill

 

[d0wnpour_]

brutal.... abused dog pill

i have fumbled i think 5 women now because of it? they are interested in me, start trying to talk to me, but realize i am incompetent and i don't understand social cues well and because of that they leave/ghost me. i've been told i'm fucking weird so many times

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Sometimes I look at a cockroach for a little while before eradicating it with my slippers. Don't confuse it with romantic interest

 

[d0wnpour_]

Sometimes I look at a cockroach for a little while before eradicating it with my slippers. Don't confuse it with romantic interest

im not guessing their romantic interest. i have outright known they liked me and we would have a mini talking stage or be leading into something but it'd fail cuz they realize im a freak and told me my personality turned them off (they didnt all say that but one did)

 

[Doesitmatter?]

im not guessing their romantic interest. i have outright known they liked me and we would have a mini talking stage or be leading into something but it'd fail cuz they realize im a freak and told me my personality turned them off (they didnt all say that but one did)

Then accept it nigga. It ain't changing. A ascended mtn from ltn would never have the same mindset as a naturally born mtn

 

[Im sorry mother]

i used to genuinely be sub5 because i was fat, had terrible acne, terrible hair quality (i have curly-ish hair so it would get incredibly frizzy without a good routine), bad health indicators etc., and i "ascended" by basically just cleaning myself up and getting healthier.

i look a lot better now and sometimes girls are interested in me. but the bad part is, is that because of my experience being incredibly ugly there are multiple issues that come up. first of all, i don't believe when a girl likes me. and secondly, i have no fucking clue how to deal with them or understand them because i never talked to anyone (let alone girls) before. i still have the personality of a sub5 loser incel who is retarded and socially inept

advice?

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[Im sorry mother]

im not guessing their romantic interest. i have outright known they liked me and we would have a mini talking stage or be leading into something but it'd fail cuz they realize im a freak and told me my personality turned them off (they didnt all say that but one did)

no fucking way it can be that bad


I suffered from the same shit but I fixed it

 

[Prøphet]

This is why it’s never enough for people that started out ugly, either you have to looksmax even more to the point you don’t even need a personality, or try and turn normal, sadly 99% can’t do the 2nd option