Subhuman denial of living

[Prøphet]

Every day Ive woken up, I never really wanted to live my life

Because I knew the only thing ahead of me was more humiliation, more exclusion, more suffering with no reason

Now that I know there’s a way out of being a recessed crosseyed subhuman, I feel hope

But it’s still not enough to get me to want to live my life

I still enjoy falling to copes and LDARing

But I’m trying to stop

But trying isn’t enough

 

[oxiwoxi]

Atleast you’re putting in the effort, youd never know what you may become (lifefuel)

 

[Prøphet]

Atleast you’re putting in the effort, youd never know what you may become (lifefuel)

I know I’m not doing enough, I could be doing more right now surely, but I keep sinking into the comfort of what’s familiar. I know I’m gonna regret continuing to rot when there’s so much possibility if I just had the balls to go and take it. Idk if there is even a way out except fate. I just watch and read motivation slop and still afraid to jump in the cold water.

 

[oxiwoxi]

I know I’m not doing enough, I could be doing more right now surely, but I keep sinking into the comfort of what’s familiar. I know I’m gonna regret continuing to rot when there’s so much possibility if I just had the balls to go and take it. Idk if there is even a way out except fate. I just watch and read motivation slop and still afraid to jump in the cold water.

Its never enough sir

 

[Saint Casanova]

We are not meant to be on this planet. This is a prison planet/purgatory. I’ve just accepted it and try to do what I like

 

[Prøphet]

Its never enough sir

 

[oxiwoxi]

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[valentine]

same
all i do is looksmax and do research
i have appointments with surgeons almost every day, I'm infinitely collecting more opinions, that's the only time i go outside

 

[truecel9]

Every day Ive woken up, I never really wanted to live my life

Because I knew the only thing ahead of me was more humiliation, more exclusion, more suffering with no reason

Now that I know there’s a way out of being a recessed crosseyed subhuman, I feel hope

But it’s still not enough to get me to want to live my life

I still enjoy falling to copes and LDARing

But I’m trying to stop

But trying isn’t enough

sounds bad

 

[truecel9]

same
all i do is looksmax and do research
i have appointments with surgeons almost every day, I'm infinitely collecting more opinions, that's the only time i go outside

what surgeries you gonna get?

 

[proxxyy11]

Think about how many other people have lives worse than you do.

Be grateful for the way you look, for where you live, for where you are in your life, even for being humiliated by others.

the ones who live a life worse than yours continue living though, and continue to put a smile on their faces. Learn to love your life and ascend.

Focus on yourself, not on others. Make sure youre the greatest version of yourself

 

[Prøphet]

same
all i do is looksmax and do research
i have appointments with surgeons almost every day, I'm infinitely collecting more opinions, that's the only time i go outside

I wish it didn’t have to be this way

I wish I didn’t feel the need to latch on to this shit so hard and turn it into my obsession

I don’t even think about anything else anymore

But I had no choice after my childhood growing up an ugly abused dog, no matter how I try I can’t shake the obsession it just fits me too perfectly and imperfectly at once it’s meant to be

 

[valentine]

what surgeries you gonna get?

everything
i need everything
corner lip lift, fat transfer, bfr, genio, bsso, cheekbone reduction, hair transplant

I wish it didn’t have to be this way

I wish I didn’t feel the need to latch on to this shit so hard and turn it into my obsession

I don’t even think about anything else anymore

But I had no choice after my childhood growing up an ugly abused dog, no matter how I try I can’t shake the obsession it just fits me too perfectly and imperfectly at once it’s meant to be

can relate
when i tucked my hair back and a foid in my class told me to put it back to how it was i knew it was over for me and my charlie kirk es ratio. I'm finally back home after 4 years and this is how I'm spending my summer. this is my only hope, that everything will pay off. I'm giving it my everything

 

[sonic55555]

i admire people who pursue surgery

i also admire roiders

rich piana whatever it takes

 

[truecel9]

everything
i need everything
corner lip lift, fat transfer, bfr, genio, bsso, cheekbone reduction, hair transplant

can you send a pic of your current state?

 

[valentine]

can you send a pic of your current state?

my face is on the forum I'm ugly
i could send a frauded picture and you'd tell me i look ok but I'm subhuman in reality

 

[truecel9]

my face is on the forum I'm ugly
i could send a frauded picture and you'd tell me i look ok but I'm subhuman in reality

Nigga i dont wanna make fun of you or make you feel good i just want to know what you look like since you so dedicated

 

[valentine]

Nigga i dont wanna make fun of you or make you feel good i just want to know what you look like since you so dedicated

don't want to share rn
because I'm only willing to share frauded pictures that don't represent reality
my face shape is like barrett and i have close set eyes and horse midface

 

[truecel9]

don't want to share rn
because I'm only willing to share frauded pictures that don't represent reality
my face shape is like barrett and i have close set eyes and horse midface

Alr man wish you the best

 

[valentine]

Alr man wish you the best

thanks you too