He is just a normal guy who lives in Australia
What happened bro? Are you actually deformed from an accident?
Fell from my house's roof when I was 6 when I was obviously retarded as a child. A kid's skull is very malleable since it's in a developing stage, and I fell from the roof and landed on the coronal suture/frontal bone of my skull which was heavily impacted and caused a huge bump that made the bone there go to different places, causing my skull to look abnormal looking. Now we know that kids with skull deformities have their bones grow abnormally because of the lack of bonemass required for their full genetic potential, My parent's genetics have great craniofacial development. My dad is 74 who has every bone in his face forward grown , cheek bones, orbitals, forehead , jaw, maxilla everything is grown properly. My bone growth was abnormal, as a kid I was blackpilled at the age of 6 and at school I was subconsciously comparing my skull to other kids, and felt outcasted due to me not feeling human or normal, saying "Why do I look weird?"
He has a white wife and kids or a kid
I’m sorry to hear that bro
I hope I ascend but I'm always scared of bluepilled doctors saying "You look normal bro! you don't need any surgery!" Like it's covered by insurance if you have a deformity by injury but I'm scared that my first consultation will be a bluepilled doctor saying that it doesn't matter idk what'll I do if a doctor says that. Like can you imagine a doctor saying that to my face after what my face/skull is in currently and how it affected my life? That would fill me with rage. Like normal niggas who aren't deformed by a syndrome or injury is on BDD suicide watch, just imagine my case, it's that feeling but everything I do revolves around on what I look like. I can't make any decisions because I'm ugly as fuck currently. Like I have great genetic skull base, however ruined due to recession of a deformity, making me angry of what could've been.
Your life is on hold because of your looks and yeah I would get angry asf if someone said to my face I don’t need surgery if I had a deformity
Like at this point I don't care if I'm in debt and shit, I'm literally mad/sad all the time, need to get these surgeries covered by insurance as much as possible. If he or she is bluepilled I'm literally gonna argue with a doctor jfl
Like when I see your avi, photo you look like a normal nigga. Everytime I look in the mirror my eyeballs are bulging out of my skull, my forehead looks low iq and sloped, my midface is sunken in, and my short vertical maxilla height causing me to not see front teeth while smiling. Normal niggas with good emotional sensitivity would be on suicide watch if they were me right now, my lack of emotions due to anhedonia is keeping me afloat right now. My only good points is that I have 8 inch wrists and wide frame, my skull is forward grown, and my skull is big due to high prenatal t, my skull isn't cuck alien tier luckily, and my eye area is almond shaped and lot of fat hooding. However it's always that thought of "What If i wasn't in that accident?" I could've been a handsome guy. The scary thought that I won't be satisfied if I don't have a normal skull after surgeries.
NahJust betabuxx bro
I understand bro I have pretty bad acne like severe and I can’t stand going outside sometimes when I have a breakout
Yeah it's not as bad, but it definitely changed my skull, the back of my skull is flatter, and my forehead is sloped, the temporals are like your skull but even wider. I can't even wear hats due to the shape and width of my skull. Even If I can fit into it, the shape of my skull makes me look like a block face. My face looks scary and high t, and ruined the ratios and aesthetic. My eyes look scary and mad all the time due to lack of orbital development causing less structure My zygos and bigonial width is wider than my forehead. my temples are wider than my forehead.
So your head is wide aswell? Maybe your brachy, I’m brachy and have a wide head, flat ocupuit and my forehead has a slight slope
It's like your skull but mine was meant to be a teeny bit narrower. Now my face is wider than your face jfl
So your accident made your face grow wider then it should have?
Exactly. It made my skull/face wider but in exchange for forward growth. I probably need some bone reshaping and more forward growth.
My deformity caused recession however due to my genetic base of a skull and high prenatal t it went against eachother.
How does that even happen? So you need forward growth in the forehead and midface?
yes, probably forehead implants and fix my sunken orbitals and midface with osteotomy It happened due to the abnormal growth of the impact, also my genetic base was good due to my high prenatal t and my fathers genetics.
I have the same body/skull as my father he looks high t due to labor, his hands are fucking big looking like worker hands. twice my size
Yeah I think my high prenatal t saved me kinda. I have 8 inch wrists and big face skull, wide frame, however only 5'10 my dad is 5'8 and mom is 5'2 sadly. My brother has big cheekbones, however he didnt get my father's body genetics, his fingers look long and skinny like e.t fingers, his face is brachy, however he was always NT and is a DJ with friends and shit. I was the introverted one whos always inside jfl. I look bigger than my brother naturally he works out but I already body mog him and I don't work out at all.
Brutal
Yea I mean I look weird too I look wide as fuck skull wise, and body wise, Having a bigger skull and body is good and all but it's better for people who are tall as fuck. due to the proportions of the body. If I was 6'5 and having bigger frame and skull it'll make sense but 5'10? It kinda is weird depending on body proportions.
Yeah having a big skull with a skinny body is weird looking. I'd say you have to put on size because of proportions. It sucks for shorter people because if you get too big looking you start looking like geo dude because of short limbs.
I’m only 5ft11 but I’ve been told my muscle insertions are good and my ratios frame wise are decent
you a nigga?
This just looks like an elaborate LARP to me.
Why would I larp? I'm literally gonna post my ceph on this forum. What does LARPing do to benefit me? This is literally the reason why I'm on this forum, and rotting. I just want people to understand that some people have it worse and they aren't alone, and me kinda rambling on how I got blackpilled at an early age. Literally going to appointments, derma, craniofacial, ENT to try and get these surgeries covered, however the wait time takes time. It's not like I'm a dude with rich parents or a job, was born with parents who were immigrants and came to the USA, which I had a unfortunate brutal reality growing up, which affected my life drastically negatively and made me into a person who's strong and weak mentally, who had to deal with bullying irl, and self hatred due to my looks. Also the impact of the skull I don't know if it impacted my brain's development, which I also have alot of symptoms. Very shitty memory, concentration, lack of emotions, who knows, it might've impacted the prefrontal cortex causing me to be permanently brain damaged. Atleast normal people can act normal, I act autistic as fuck, and feel like maybe it's due to lack of social development growing up
He’s not a gook
Nah his Arab or Arabic in heritage
