
160cmcurry
discord: 160cmcurry
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to coping with gaming, being chronically online used as a safeway, a safeway because people dismiss you for your subhumanity in person. no one sees your face, your height, your voice, your ethnicity, you just exist behind a screen, trying to convince yourself you enjoy these things. gaming, browsing forums, binge watching shows, none of it’s really a passion or truly something you enjoy. deep down in your subconscious mind, you do those things because you’re locked from having a ‘normal’ life. not really their fault either, people are just wired to avoid what’s undesirable. just something to acknowledge, at least. that everything you do, every “interest” or “hobby” is built on a foundation of being unwanted. because you’re a genetic trash, you’re fucking ugly, ethnic, too short, soy voice, whatever the issue is