
Gaygymmaxx
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In my attempts to astral project
There is a certain progression I attempt to achieve
1. Achieving a transcendental state
(Described by an ongoing flurry of sensation and fear, we call it the gate guardian, the part of your subconscious mind that resists being investiged.
2. Remaining there without falling asleep, and being able to bask in the energetic... field?
3. Becoming proficient enough, familiar enough, to move forward into my surroundings, to be capable of observing my own body, and leaving it.
It's very hard to describe, all of it is
But this time I can do so fluently, so I'll describe it in detail, and explain why it was a great success
I began by as usual, playing some binaural beats, for 2 reasons,
1, it lets me observe the difference in sensations, with shifts in audio, the sound will change, alongside- waves of peculiar fear and discombobulation
, at first these would scare the hell out of me, now it's commonplace
(I feel strange, it sounds strange)
2. Drowns out the noise in my house
So I played some of this shit, the specific video/ frequency is not particularly important
And i laid in bed
When meditating, my lower body itches maliciously
, it's really damned annoying
I'll have 40 minutes of itching before I can finally have some physical peace,
Its common, so do not scratch, simply ignore it.
Then, I began to experience waves, and feel asleep, waves of fear and stimulation
However this time, I regained my consciousness mid dream, I was in a pool shooting at a basket with a basketball, then moved into room
I laid down with my dog, my dog laying on top of me...
And as I laid, I remembered, I am conscious
At this point I didn't quite aquire the freedom to just leave, but I felt an immense amount of energy radiating in my head
I became afraid for a moment, I am in the astral realm, this is not my domain,
I.. am vulnerable..
I tried to clear this thought, and was mostly succesful,
I laid there for a moment, glad I acquired my awareness in the dream state
I could feel my physical body completely, both conscious and subconscious, it was somewhat pleasant, somewhat scary
waves were constant, which is a state I've only reached once before
"whoooomp" "whooomp" "whOOOmp" "wHOOOMPP!"
Then I had to open my eyes and get up to piss, it's very hard to focus with a physical stimuli such as that one
(It was "succesful" because I managed to bask in the state)
I anticipate soon I'll be capable of lucid dreaming about my inhibitions, social and otherwise, and try to get over them in my mind)
the end.
some of you niggas think I literally am just sitting in silence and thinking about nothing
Fuck no, meditation is fucking LIT and scary.
@PseudoMaxxer
@Debetro
@asdvek
@BoredPrince
@realshit
There is a certain progression I attempt to achieve
1. Achieving a transcendental state
(Described by an ongoing flurry of sensation and fear, we call it the gate guardian, the part of your subconscious mind that resists being investiged.
2. Remaining there without falling asleep, and being able to bask in the energetic... field?
3. Becoming proficient enough, familiar enough, to move forward into my surroundings, to be capable of observing my own body, and leaving it.
It's very hard to describe, all of it is
But this time I can do so fluently, so I'll describe it in detail, and explain why it was a great success
I began by as usual, playing some binaural beats, for 2 reasons,
1, it lets me observe the difference in sensations, with shifts in audio, the sound will change, alongside- waves of peculiar fear and discombobulation
(I feel strange, it sounds strange)
2. Drowns out the noise in my house
So I played some of this shit, the specific video/ frequency is not particularly important
And i laid in bed
When meditating, my lower body itches maliciously
I'll have 40 minutes of itching before I can finally have some physical peace,
Its common, so do not scratch, simply ignore it.
Then, I began to experience waves, and feel asleep, waves of fear and stimulation
However this time, I regained my consciousness mid dream, I was in a pool shooting at a basket with a basketball, then moved into room
I laid down with my dog, my dog laying on top of me...
And as I laid, I remembered, I am conscious
At this point I didn't quite aquire the freedom to just leave, but I felt an immense amount of energy radiating in my head
I became afraid for a moment, I am in the astral realm, this is not my domain,
I.. am vulnerable..
I tried to clear this thought, and was mostly succesful,
I laid there for a moment, glad I acquired my awareness in the dream state
I could feel my physical body completely, both conscious and subconscious, it was somewhat pleasant, somewhat scary
waves were constant, which is a state I've only reached once before
"whoooomp" "whooomp" "whOOOmp" "wHOOOMPP!"
Then I had to open my eyes and get up to piss, it's very hard to focus with a physical stimuli such as that one
(It was "succesful" because I managed to bask in the state)
I anticipate soon I'll be capable of lucid dreaming about my inhibitions, social and otherwise, and try to get over them in my mind)
the end.
some of you niggas think I literally am just sitting in silence and thinking about nothing
Fuck no, meditation is fucking LIT and scary.
@PseudoMaxxer
@Debetro
@asdvek
@BoredPrince
@realshit
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