averageblokecel
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Okay, long story short, I'm stranded in some village and there's this "female friend" of mine who's also here for the weekend, so I decided to go and watch a film with her, only us 2
So basically in the 30 minutes from my House to the cinema I was the one carrying the conversation on but the thing is I was talking about fucking autistic shit like my opinion on the IB (a teaching system) or the advantages of certain undergraduates; now don't get me wrong, I did spend some time talking about crap girls like but the thing is, I needed to force myself to Talk about normie shit while the autistic crap just got out naturally. You could tell she didn't enjoy autistic shit but my brain just went on and on.
Now onto the film. First off, before going I could have chosen between the male oriented historical drama or the female oriented love story, well I chose the first one because I don't know which one was a better bet (pls tell me). While the film went on, I didn't make any romantic advances neither did she, I basically didn't do them because I was too concentrated in the movie (It was a good movie ngl), but I think I could've done them because when I talked to her I got very close and she didn't got apart or when our arms touched she didn't care, hell I even had put my hand on her quads and she didn't mostrate any sign of discomfort or whatever; still I got into autismo Mode and I didn't do shit.
After the movie ended I left her with her parents (she is 15 and I'm 17 if anyone is wondering) and that's It.
Jfl at me being so fucking autistic, like when I'm with Girls AND men I'm not because men relax me and I don't care about girls; but I've been so few times (like 4 if I count them well) with Girls alone that my fucking brain doesn't know how to function like the proper normie I have forced myself to be when around normies. She was also younger, lower in looks than me and has not even kissed a male yet, just holy mother of Jesus at me being so autistic
Please give me some advice, I don't want to get this autistic Next time some shit like this happens (probably in a lot of time but still)
Okay, long story short, I'm stranded in some village and there's this "female friend" of mine who's also here for the weekend, so I decided to go and watch a film with her, only us 2
So basically in the 30 minutes from my House to the cinema I was the one carrying the conversation on but the thing is I was talking about fucking autistic shit like my opinion on the IB (a teaching system) or the advantages of certain undergraduates; now don't get me wrong, I did spend some time talking about crap girls like but the thing is, I needed to force myself to Talk about normie shit while the autistic crap just got out naturally. You could tell she didn't enjoy autistic shit but my brain just went on and on.
Now onto the film. First off, before going I could have chosen between the male oriented historical drama or the female oriented love story, well I chose the first one because I don't know which one was a better bet (pls tell me). While the film went on, I didn't make any romantic advances neither did she, I basically didn't do them because I was too concentrated in the movie (It was a good movie ngl), but I think I could've done them because when I talked to her I got very close and she didn't got apart or when our arms touched she didn't care, hell I even had put my hand on her quads and she didn't mostrate any sign of discomfort or whatever; still I got into autismo Mode and I didn't do shit.
After the movie ended I left her with her parents (she is 15 and I'm 17 if anyone is wondering) and that's It.
Jfl at me being so fucking autistic, like when I'm with Girls AND men I'm not because men relax me and I don't care about girls; but I've been so few times (like 4 if I count them well) with Girls alone that my fucking brain doesn't know how to function like the proper normie I have forced myself to be when around normies. She was also younger, lower in looks than me and has not even kissed a male yet, just holy mother of Jesus at me being so autistic
Please give me some advice, I don't want to get this autistic Next time some shit like this happens (probably in a lot of time but still)