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Today I finally talked to someone about how I've been truly feeling my whole life. I was always introverted at a young age, whereas other kids would be playing tag whilst I would sit in the corner of the playground and read books by myself. That made me different, and as this whole site knows being different gets you alienated. I got made fun of and stuck with being that quiet introvert for the next 10-15 years of my life.
I won't say today I'm going to change that because life isn't just quick destinations. But a lot of the problems I had were because of myself. I was cold even to my own family members. I pushed people away without even realizing and even when I ascended with a girl who liked me for me I unintentionally pushed her away. I have to try with people and be consistent
It is good to talk to people (real life is preferred). I went through this year thinking I'm going to solve my shit by myself while being on the verge of learning and having thoughts of dying(no suicide shit). Honestly, if I haven't had this talk right now I would have eventually given up on life.
I am now going to meditate on these thoughts
I won't say today I'm going to change that because life isn't just quick destinations. But a lot of the problems I had were because of myself. I was cold even to my own family members. I pushed people away without even realizing and even when I ascended with a girl who liked me for me I unintentionally pushed her away. I have to try with people and be consistent
It is good to talk to people (real life is preferred). I went through this year thinking I'm going to solve my shit by myself while being on the verge of learning and having thoughts of dying(no suicide shit). Honestly, if I haven't had this talk right now I would have eventually given up on life.
I am now going to meditate on these thoughts
