Suicidal mind

[groved]

Today i was crossing the road and i didn’t see the bus coming from my right and it would’ve hit me if I didn’t sprint last second but i didn’t feel scared even though a bus almost hit me. I always have this suicidal mind that i don’t care about dying and i always have the urge to suicide when i’m having a bad day. I might just do it one day who knows my life is shit already.

 

[i eat organs]

I might just do it one day who knows my life is shit already.

get drunk, fuck an escort and eat a kebab bro

 

[groved]

get drunk

bro i’m 15

 

[hax]

i don’t care about dying

that's good

have the urge to suicide

that's concerning.

I really want to end it too, especially at this point in life where my parents stop me from doing anything and my future looks like shit but the way i think is just that: "i'll die one day, if shit gets bad i'll do whatever the fuck i want, kill people and overdose idk, but i would hate missing out on all the things i could've done with my free will."

 

[ahavik]

get drunk, fuck an escort and eat a kebab bro

i love kebab

 

[xlimz]

bro i’m 15

I was an alcoholic at 14

 

[xlimz]

also being suicidal is high iq

 

[Asiangymmax]

 

[groved]

that's good

that's concerning.

I really want to end it too, especially at this point in life where my parents stop me from doing anything and my future looks like shit but the way i think is just that: "i'll die one day, if shit gets bad i'll do whatever the fuck i want, kill people and overdose idk, but i would hate missing out on all the things i could've done with my free will

that's good

that's concerning.

I really want to end it too, especially at this point in life where my parents stop me from doing anything and my future looks like shit but the way i think is just that: "i'll die one day, if shit gets bad i'll do whatever the fuck i want, kill people and overdose idk, but i would hate missing out on all the things i could've done with my free will."

I always wondered how my life would have been if i wasn’t so awkward and autistic

 

[hax]

I always wondered how my life would have been if i wasn’t so awkward and autistic

honestly bro i just live to dress and listen to music if that makes you feel less of a loser
(also i rot on this website all day, was at 850 reps yesterday and 1200 today)

 

[groved]

I was an alcoholic at 14

How did you get alcohol at 14

 

[groved]

also being suicidal is high iq

I’m either low iq or high iq, not in between

 

[xlimz]

How did you get alcohol at 14

parents, but there are a ton of ways to get it.

The easiest way is to befriend someone who is 18 and also drinks
If u look older go to a store that doesn’t id or just say u forgot ur id and make it sound believable
Or just steal it

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

How did you get alcohol at 14

i got alcohol at 14 in a bar with middleschool friends but then it was interior of brazil lawless sheeit

 

[groved]

honestly bro i just live to dress and listen to music if that makes you feel less of a loser
(also i rot on this website all day, was at 850 reps yesterday and 1200 today)

Being alone isn’t that bad, i like it but i just get sad and jealous when i see other people with friends

 

[xlimz]

I’m either low iq or high iq, not in between

no one super low iq is suicidal because very low iq people don’t have the mental capacity to acknowledge their problems and just ignore them for the most part

 

[hax]

parents, but there are a ton of ways to get it.

The easiest way is to befriend someone who is 18 and also drinks
If u look older go to a store that doesn’t id or just say u forgot ur id and make it sound believable
Or just steal it

alcohol really helps but don't get him to become an alcoholic at 15, it's the biggest looksminimizer

 

[groved]

parents, but there are a ton of ways to get it.

The easiest way is to befriend someone who is 18 and also drinks
If u look older go to a store that doesn’t id or just say u forgot ur id and make it sound believable
Or just steal it

I once stole my uncle’s cigarette to smoke for the first time but i just couldn’t find a goddam lighter

 

[groved]

no one super low iq is suicidal because very low iq people don’t have the mental capacity to acknowledge their problems and just ignore them for the most part

I feel stupid and smart at the same time idk how to explain

 

[xlimz]

I once stole my uncle’s cigarette to smoke for the first time but i just couldn’t find a goddam lighter

cigs are overrated if u want drugs take xans they’re cheap asf and it’s just alcohol in pill form

withdrawals are brootal tho

 

[xlimz]

I feel stupid and smart at the same time idk how to explain

idk i’m not a therapist but i’ve felt like that sometimes

 

[groved]

alcohol really helps but don't get him to become an alcoholic at 15, it's the biggest looksminimizer

I try to be atleast healthy during pubery, idk if i’m coping but it’s a good cope

 

[groved]

cigs are overrated if u want drugs take xans they’re cheap asf and it’s just alcohol in pill form

withdrawals are brootal tho

I don’t wanna ruin my puberty tho i think i have decent potential, i’m trying to maximise my puberty

 

[xlimz]

I don’t wanna ruin my puberty tho i think i have decent potential, i’m trying to maximise my puberty

xans aren’t harddrugs loll they won’t fuck u up facially like heroin or meth

 

[groved]

idk i’m not a therapist but i’ve felt like that sometimes

Maybe i’m an autist with high iq, not sure tho

 

[Solo6.6feet]

Would you still feel the same if you had crazy bones and a loyal gf. Nigga you want to kys bc you are ugly, atleast try to get pretty before you kys. And if you still have the need to do that when you are pretty. No one is stopping you, "it is what it is"

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

bro i’m 15

You can still get drunk

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

xans aren’t harddrugs loll they won’t fuck u up facially like heroin or meth

Meth gives you hollow cheeks

 

[groved]

xans aren’t harddrugs loll they won’t fuck u up facially like heroin or meth

I don’t have money anyways

 

[xlimz]

Meth gives you hollow cheeks

 

[groved]

Would you still feel the same if you had crazy bones and a loyal gf. Nigga you want to kys bc you are ugly, atleast try to get pretty before you kys. And if you still have the need to do that when you are pretty. No one is stopping you, "it is what it is"

I’m average and i’m trying to maximise my looks

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

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Rare outlier most meth addicts i see irl have hollow cheeks

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

Rare outlier most meth addicts i see irl have hollow cheeks

Fuark i meant amphetamine addicts

 

[xlimz]

Fuark i meant amphetamine addicts

meth is a form of amphetamine tho
but if u mean addy then idk

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

meth is a form of amphetamine tho
but if u mean addy then idk

Yes ik but meth fucks you up more badly more addictive more stronger

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

meth is a form of amphetamine tho
but if u mean addy then idk

Idk about addy im talking about street sold amphetamines

 

[xlimz]

Idk about addy im talking about street sold amphetamines

like speed?

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

like speed?

Yea

 

[Solo6.6feet]

I’m average and i’m trying to maximise my looks

Would you still want to kys if you was 6.6 280pounds 3xl shirt and some crazy femels. Im living life.

 

[Arminus]

bro i’m 15

I am gonna be honest bro you do have time, don’t waste it and focus on improving yourself and life quality while I do know the Blackpill holds truth to it, you are too young to be suicidal please bro try everything in your power to improve in your life.

 

[groved]

I am gonna be honest bro you do have time, don’t waste it and focus on improving yourself and life quality while I do know the Blackpill holds truth to it, you are too young to be suicidal please bro try everything in your power to improve in your life.

I’m trying i’m not dumb enough to just give up at 15

 

[Arminus]

I’m trying i’m not dumb enough to just give up at 15

Research what you need to improve and think of a goal, I do know the Blackpill can be taunting but don’t fall into despair or defeatism.