suicide may be an option now

[Htobrother]

my situation:
19 Years old
iq 85 and worse
non nt depression and bipolar


Living situation: in youth welfare they want to make me a wagecuck im 9-5 busy,all day with normies who watch news and football and cuck enviroment eating snickers and talking about politics
living alone while having to obey


Money:-1200€ in debt

Health:i would say 30/100
on 100mg trt weekly from expresspct doc doesnt want to prescribe it unless he sees that its 0 i already lost 3 -4kg of muscle

Cortisol24/ug dl it was 7(waiting for other blood work to arrive , check if its cushings syndrome.
GFR 110 it was 160
fasted glucose105 bascially pre diabetic tbh it was 80 i think root cause is cortisol


Looks: went from decent to sub tier
Hairline , receeded i think its progressed slightly
skin: collagen lost and literally quality went to shit , dry skin , and acne
theethrthodontist fucked up my maxilla , mouthbreather look , and i think i got cavity because of mouth driying from excess chronic cortisol and adrenaline


Body:
i was mogging , 85 kg 13-15% bf at 6ft
now im probably 78 at 19

 

[ropemax]

Sad

 

[TsarTsar444]

Relax bro, its because you are 19, there is something about the transition between 18-22 that causes depression in males, change of hormones, you will stabilize later, just be patient

 

[Htobrother]

Relax bro, its because you are 19, there is something about the transition between 18-22 that causes depression in males, change of hormones, you will stabilize later, just be patient

brother ,
hormones is a thing
im using testosterone weekly and i dont want to stop it , i want to get in shape back again
my testicles became smaller than usual tbh
but doc said i should stop it entirely guess what will happen then
another 3-4 kg of muscle lost auschwitzmaxx

 

[Deleted member 17542]

Bro you are 19, just try to take it easy. Fix your cortisol first and the rest will come. Having a small debt is not an issue

 

[Ynot]

What makes you think you’re retarded bro

 

[TsarTsar444]

brother ,
hormones is a thing
im using testosterone weekly and i dont want to stop it , i want to get in shape back again
my testicles became smaller than usual tbh
but doc said i should stop it entirely guess what will happen then
another 3-4 kg of muscle lost auschwitzmaxx

I was turbo suicidal depressed for over 1 year, it was extremely bad, i didn't give up tho, didn't take the shitty ssri my doc prescribed and over the past 2 years my mental health is muuch better, it could be your case too

 

[volcelfatcel]

I was turbo suicidal depressed for over 1 year, it was extremely bad, i didn't give up tho, didn't take the shitty ssri my doc prescribed and over the past 2 years my mental health is muuch better, it could be your case too

Sigma Male ascension

 

[CommanderCope]

Why the fuck are you in debt at 19? You're at least going to college right?

 

[Htobrother]

What makes you think you’re retarded bro

i cant hold a normal household like cleaning home and organizing perfectly, i dont talk to normies and cant because all they talk is about politics while eating snickers and nicking their head and saying mhmm
i only can do focus on one

 

[Htobrother]

Why the fuck are you in debt at 19? You're at least going to college right?

not even finished high school tbh

 

[TsarTsar444]

Sigma Male ascension

Muuuh ssri bro!!

 

[Deleted member 15338]

Relax bro, its because you are 19, there is something about the transition between 18-22 that causes depression in males, change of hormones, you will stabilize later, just be patient

Real or cope ? Elab more

 

[Htobrother]

Bro you are 19, just try to take it easy. Fix your cortisol first and the rest will come. Having a small debt is not an issue

thx brother
everytime i look in the mirror my cortisol goes high because of my looks descending
only option i have is let myself go completely

 

[Ynot]

i cant hold a normal household like cleaning home and organizing perfectly, i dont talk to normies and cant because all they talk is about politics while eating snickers and nicking their head and saying mhmm
i only can do focus on one

But you prob average iq bro. <85 is

 

[Htobrother]

But you prob average iq bro. <85 is

i got tested its really 85, i think now its much more worse because of all the things happened im like a ghost

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

cope

 

[lutte]

Op did they let you out of the asylum

 

[MostGLSlayer]

I was turbo suicidal depressed for over 1 year, it was extremely bad, i didn't give up tho, didn't take the shitty ssri my doc prescribed and over the past 2 years my mental health is muuch better, it could be your case too

Bro my ocd is acting up again. I'm legit going crazy. Any advice?

 

[Htobrother]

Op did they let you out of the asylum
no

 

[Bobelbrah]

my situation:
19 Years old
iq 85 and worse
non nt depression and bipolar


Living situation: in youth welfare they want to make me a wagecuck im 9-5 busy,all day with normies who watch news and football and cuck enviroment eating snickers and talking about politics
living alone while having to obey


Money:-1200€ in debt

Health:i would say 30/100
on 100mg trt weekly from expresspct doc doesnt want to prescribe it unless he sees that its 0 i already lost 3 -4kg of muscle

Cortisol24/ug dl it was 7(waiting for other blood work to arrive , check if its cushings syndrome.
GFR 110 it was 160
fasted glucose105 bascially pre diabetic tbh it was 80 i think root cause is cortisol


Looks: went from decent to sub tier
Hairline , receeded i think its progressed slightly
skin: collagen lost and literally quality went to shit , dry skin , and acne
theethrthodontist fucked up my maxilla , mouthbreather look , and i think i got cavity because of mouth driying from excess chronic cortisol and adrenaline


Body:
i was mogging , 85 kg 13-15% bf at 6ft
now im probably 78 at 19

Not good stats for sure, but you can turn many of these around. By the way, how did you determine your IQ score? If you took some random IQ test on the internet, while also being depressed, your scores will be HIGHLY unreliable.

 

[Htobrother]

Not good stats for sure, but you can turn these around. By the way, how have you determined your IQ scores? If you took some random IQ test on the internet, while also being depressed, your scores will be HIGHLY unreliable.

psychiatric tests bro
how the hell im gonna turn these around im asking myself

 

[Deleted member 15067]

That’s tough dude. You got family or soemthing? Don’t listen to the IQ test shit is usually cope and not representative of real life ability

 

[Bobelbrah]

psychiatric tests bro

Where you depressed during the time you took the test?

how the hell im gonna turn these around im asking myself

As obvious as it may seem, you will just have to grit your teeth and stick around as you approach your issues, one at a time. It will take time, sure, but you will feel better as you do resolve your issues. It is critical that you make things easy for yourself and set appropriate goals, especially if you're feeling depressed and suicidal. So, ask yourself which of your problems seems the least cumbersome to start working on, and then start working solely on that one. Alternatively, pick the one which seems the most urgent. Just hang in there, bro. Don't have the time right now, but feel free to DM me and if you would like some more (detailed) help.

 

[wollet2]

Bro you are 19, just try to take it easy. Fix your cortisol first and the rest will come. Having a small debt is not an issue

im 1 year older than him and feel ancient. brutal

 

[Deleted member 17542]

im 1 year older than him and feel ancient. brutal

I am 3 years older than you. I was a broke student in STEM with a larger debt than him and now im moneymaxxing as a software engineer. Money debts should be the least of your concern is all im trying to say.

 

[Htobrother]

That’s tough dude. You got family or soemthing? Don’t listen to the IQ test shit is usually cope and not representative of real life ability

yes mom and grandpa grandma i dont know my dad really

 

[Reckless Turtle]

It always was.

 

[wollet2]

I am 3 years older than you. I was a broke student in STEM with a larger debt than him and now im moneymaxxing as a software engineer. Money debts should be the least of your concern is all im trying to say.

i havent even started uni yet. and im almost 21. over

hepl

 

[Deleted member 15067]

yes mom and grandpa grandma i dont know my dad really

Aight dude just don’t suicide. You acknowledged your in a shit situation which is good, now try and build urself back up. Many would just accept the shit they’ve been given

 

[Tusseleif]

I would never rope and get forgotten and die a pathetic lonely death. I’d rather go ER to teach people a lesson

 

[Deleted member 17542]

i havent even started uni yet. and im almost 21. over

Here in the chadtherlands it is 3 years for BSc and 2 years for most MSc. I finished at 22. You still have time but the clock is ticking.