suicide methods discussion

you still suicidal?
Idk. I feel too lazy to kill myself but I don’t feel like living. I despise doing things I love because of external factors. Can’t even go to the gym because I feel like everyone’s staring at me, can’t be cozy and sleep in my bed because I fear nightmares and bad dreams so I just stay awake like a retard. I can’t tell what I’ll do in the future but if things remain like this I’ll consider it
 
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no not rn, i have a lot of copes it's just something i keep in mind if my life gets completly destroyed one day
Why would it be destroyed? Something that happens all of a sudden or just shit experiences accumulated overtime
 
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Idk. I feel too lazy to kill myself but I don’t feel like living. I despise doing things I love because of external factors. Can’t even go to the gym because I feel like everyone’s staring at me, can’t be cozy and sleep in my bed because I fear nightmares and bad dreams so I just stay awake like a retard. I can’t tell what I’ll do in the future but if things remain like this I’ll consider it
brutal man, how old are you right now?
 
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Why would it be destroyed? Something that happens all of a sudden or just shit experiences accumulated overtime
yes
 
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15. Turning 16 in like 2 days :pepefrown:
it will get worse till the end of high school, then if you plan going to uni, it will be a bit better
 
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it will get worse till the end of high school, then if you plan going to uni, it will be a bit better
I don’t even mind school that much. Like shit teachers and bullies calling me ugly I can get around that. My problem is that everyday that I arrive home unharmed is a miracle. Live in a shit town full of gypsies and bad people, and they will jump you either for no reason either for money. Also there are some other niggas who want to beat me shitless because I talked with a girl 3 years ago and since then I never left my house in fear that I will get my ass beaten recorded and sent to everyone I know. Even when I sleep I have dreams of seeing those fucking boogeymen and I’m stressed 24/7
 
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@unon help your bf and @luca_. not killing ourselvs
 
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I don’t even mind school that much. Like shit teachers and bullies calling me ugly I can get around that. My problem is that everyday that I arrive home unharmed is a miracle. Live in a shit town full of gypsies and bad people, and they will jump you either for no reason either for money. Also there are some other niggas who want to beat me shitless because I talked with a girl 3 years ago and since then I never left my house in fear that I will get my ass beaten recorded and sent to everyone I know. Even when I sleep I have dreams of seeing those fucking boogeymen and I’m stressed 24/7
fuck bro, where do you live and whats your looks level?
 
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Idk. I feel too lazy to kill myself but I don’t feel like living. I despise doing things I love because of external factors. Can’t even go to the gym because I feel like everyone’s staring at me, can’t be cozy and sleep in my bed because I fear nightmares and bad dreams so I just stay awake like a retard. I can’t tell what I’ll do in the future but if things remain like this I’ll consider it
Why prove them wrong
 
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i would do sleeping pills and a pillow case
 
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My dream suicide would be a hypothetical/non-realistic/idealized one.

I would rent a cabin in a cold area, light up the fireplace, put some relaxing music and then take a pill that would make me fall sleep in 5 minutes, and 5 minutes after falling asleep I would die.

Just thinking about it makes me so happy and relaxed.

Life/conscience is a curse.
 
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Try picking up something like day trading money mog them
Not really a money thing here. If I would moneymaxx they wouldn’t give a shit and they would probably rob my bitch ass as well
 
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@luca_. Why not invest all your time into something to prevent thoughts
 
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Not really a money thing here. If I would moneymaxx they wouldn’t give a shit and they would probably rob my bitch ass as well
Have you try improving your looks
 
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My dream suicide would be a hypothetical/non-realistic/idealized one.

I would rent a cabin in a cold area, light up the fireplace, put some relaxing music and then take a pill that would make me fall sleep in 5 minutes, and 5 minutes after falling asleep I would die.

Just thinking about it makes me so happy and relaxed.

Life/conscience is a curse.
interesting
 
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@luca_. Why not invest all your time into something to prevent thoughts
That’s what I do. I play vidya all day because it makes me forget about my shit ass life. I also draw but the only time I can bring my bitch ass to do it is in the winter (really specific I know :forcedsmile:)
 
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That’s what I do. I play vidya all day because it makes me forget about my shit ass life. I also draw but the only time I can bring my bitch ass to do it is in the winter (really specific I know :forcedsmile:)
I recommend investing all your time into something to improve your quality in life
 
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it's a lot more painful than other methods when you don't feel nothing. it's not much tho but i would rather leave the world without pain

yea and aiming isn't a problem if you do just a bit of reaserch
I don’t get it bro wouldn’t a shot gun to the head immediately kill you which makes you feel no pain
 
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Have you try improving your looks
Offffff unon nothing can be improved about my looks. I have only one good feature on my face and the rest are utter garbage. Thing is I just keep getting uglier and ugglier. 2-3 years ago I looked pretty good. 6 months ago I was ugly and now I’m subhuman
 
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I recommend investing all your time into something to improve your quality in life
he is still 15-16 so it's not that bad
 
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I don’t get it bro wouldn’t a shot gun to the head immediately kill you which makes you feel no pain
it's not painless you still feel it for few seconds
 
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Offffff unon nothing can be improved about my looks. I have only one good feature on my face and the rest are utter garbage. Thing is I just keep getting uglier and ugglier. 2-3 years ago I looked pretty good. 6 months ago I was ugly and now I’m subhuman
Have you tried surgery peptides roids
 
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Offffff unon nothing can be improved about my looks. I have only one good feature on my face and the rest are utter garbage. Thing is I just keep getting uglier and ugglier. 2-3 years ago I looked pretty good. 6 months ago I was ugly and now I’m subhuman
brutal
 
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@Orka help @luca_. Not committe
 
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Have you tried surgery peptides roids
Peptides and roids don’t do anything unfortunately. Surgery does but I would need quite a few surgeries to be average. And I’m barely 16 so I can’t rn
 
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@Orka help @luca_. Not committe
huh luca dm me on disc @Orcahd if u wanna talk, i dont get whats happening in this thread
 
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Peptides and roids don’t do anything unfortunately. Surgery does but I would need quite a few surgeries to be average. And I’m barely 16 so I can’t rn
Swear in my mind you're high mtn
 
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huh luca dm me on disc @Orcahd if u wanna talk, i dont get whats happening in this thread
Tldr: like every thread on this forum it went off topic and now we’re talking about balkanic rage and balkanic gypsies
 
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huh luca dm me on disc @Orcahd if u wanna talk, i dont get whats happening in this thread
@luca_. Orka such a kind guy
 
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Tldr: like every thread on this forum it went off topic and now we’re talking about balkanic rage and balkanic gypsies
jfl
 
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