
luca_.
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Idk. I feel too lazy to kill myself but I don’t feel like living. I despise doing things I love because of external factors. Can’t even go to the gym because I feel like everyone’s staring at me, can’t be cozy and sleep in my bed because I fear nightmares and bad dreams so I just stay awake like a retard. I can’t tell what I’ll do in the future but if things remain like this I’ll consider ityou still suicidal?