summer break is over

[milkshake_addict]

i actually had plans this summer to be outside, active,maybe smash and try to be better socially and physically than last year and for the first 3 weeks i was doing such until I got hit with stomach pains and spent most of my summer in and out of emergency rooms the doctors dont tell me shit but give me antibiotics and since a week ago ive been getting nosebleeds sporadically and been so fatigued I cant even leave my bed for hours at end to save energy and not pass out. it gets even worse for me as school's starting in a week and I've been cleared to go even though i dont feel better at all.this summer really made me feel even more depressed than i was and crumbled whatever little hope i had as I feel like no matter what I try or do I wont be able to leave my mediocrity and will be forever trapped in a cycle of trying to self improve and then being sidelined with a issue that will make me incapable of doing anything and then repeat
NO TAGS BECAUSE IM NOT BEING PERFORMATIVE IM JUST TELLING MY OPINION ABOUT MY SUMMER

 

[drahcir]

i actually had plans this summer to be outside, active,maybe smash and try to be better socially and physically than last year and for the first 3 weeks i was doing such until I got hit with stomach pains and spent most of my summer in and out of emergency rooms the doctors dont tell me shit but give me antibiotics and since a week ago ive been getting nosebleeds sporadically and been so fatigued I cant even leave my bed for hours at end to save energy and not pass out. it gets even worse for me as school's starting in a week and I've been cleared to go even though i dont feel better at all.this summer really made me feel even more depressed than i was and crumbled whatever little hope i had as I feel like no matter what I try or do I wont be able to leave my mediocrity and will be forever trapped in a cycle of trying to self improve and then being sidelined with a issue that will make me incapable of doing anything and then repeat
NO TAGS BECAUSE IM NOT BEING PERFORMATIVE IM JUST TELLING MY OPINION ABOUT MY SUMMER

yea my summer was pretty shitty had a lot of plans but they all fell through hopefully fall and winter bring us good things bhai