Summer is so lonely for me

[SaiNaz]

ive probably went out once so far, I think im going to have to do summer school because i maybe failed german, my friends dont invite me anywhere and the girl i wanted to ask out lowkey has been replying to me less and less and i busted a nut today after a good 3 week streak clean im so dead man omg. nobody talks to me unless i text first and they always try and end the convos and nobody wants to go out. I'm thinking about maybe moving back to Delaware but its so boring there but at least theirs nature there.