summer, it's a very, very weird season for me

[PeakIncels]

it's the only season, where in my life something always happens, this year, i spent it in a ward, and so far, this is the only year absolutely nothing occured

i don't know how to feel about this, it feels like i got to a point where i learned everything i could about myself, and for myself, and did everything possible to fix what there was to fix, but regardless, everything
still sucks
a lot

now winter will come, and it will be 9 months of nonstop, stress and mental breakdowns for me, i won't catch a break

but i guess the only thing to do, is to keep going

there isn't anything else left that can change this that i haven't done

 

[PeakIncels]

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