summer, it's a very, very weird season for me

[PeakIncels]

it's the only season, where in my life something always happens, this year, i spent it in a ward, and so far, this is the only year absolutely nothing occured

i don't know how to feel about this, it feels like i got to a point where i learned everything i could about myself, and for myself, and did everything possible to fix what there was to fix, but regardless, everything
still sucks
a lot

now winter will come, and it will be 9 months of nonstop, stress and mental breakdowns for me, i won't catch a break

but i guess the only thing to do, is to keep going

there isn't anything else left that can change this that i haven't done

 

[PeakIncels]

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[Caesar!]

Damn, sounds rough man, I know how it is, I interact with no one then it feels like at the summer, people suddenly message you since they take time off work, and anyone in education is on break and it's all at once then everything goes back to normal and you time-travel another 9 months and feel even worse now you're even older but get distracted because it's time for summer again... then at some point everyone moves on, nothing happens at Summer anymore and you're left with nothing but the bad parts. What were the things you tried fixing as well ?