12PSLsubhuman
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Everytime I watch a good superhero movie or fantasy movie in general I always imagine myself being the most powerful character in it. Just reached X Men Apocalypse and I imagined myself being Apocalypse. Then it truly hit me I am never going to have superpowers. I should be worshipped like a god and my name should breathe terror into millions but I am just a skinny fat rotter that hasnt seen sunlight in months. Makes me want to kms coz I can't have anything but a normal mediocre life. What even is the fucking point to keep going on. I have never been good at anything I wanted. Only thing I have ever been good at was things that required intelligence but who gives a fuck about that than some oldcels. I am going to wait till 20 and if it's not going the way I want it to I am ending it all. I have already found ways to get a helium tank, quickest way to go out, will ensure death and wouldn't ruin someones day to clean the mess. A few seconds of struggle and it would be like going to a peaceful sleep forever