@superpsycho on suicide watch [again]

Fuck my nigga mate. I know what Rodger felt and this nigger was even older. I feel bad for this dude
 
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another water thread but it is what it is.


Imagine its the early 2000s.

you drive peugeot 106:

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You're in high school and have a pretty active social circle always hanging out at each others houses and shit. Because of this and your normal upbrjnging you have very low levels of depression and sadness in general. You're always talking to girls and making friends. Basically just having a nice neurotypical normal highschool experience. You have a lot to look forward to with prom and stuff.

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You get invited to a party where you take two of your close guy friends and meet up with two girls. One of these girls is your developing oneitis. You decide to hang out before the party in an empty parking lot at sunset.

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you push each other in carts, joke around, and chill after buying food. You flirt a bit with your oneitis and she flirts back. You have real feelings of excitement starting to build. First time feelings of "puppy love" and nervous love that cannot be recreated after highschool. You all head to the party and have a blast. (alcohol is the best btw)


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you then leave privately with your oneitis and head to a nearby park to talk. Your oneitis doesn't have a massive ego from getting 900 matches on Tinder because tinder isn't around. She doesn't have instathot disease either because insta isn't around. She's just as nervous as you because she hasn't been on dozens of tinder dates and places like girls today. Her social circle was confined to her highschool. Your heart is beating faster than ever and you wrahp your hand around hers. You see her face turn red and hear her breathing faster. Her voice is more high pinched now and you start to notice. You wait for a lull in conversation then go for a kiss heart beating out of your chest. She kisses back and then smiles at you eyes shining from smiling. You dont know what to say so you ask her to be your girlfriend. She says yes. At that momeknt you feel emotions that feel better than drugs. You cant stop feeling happy even after you walk her back home. You feel wanted and valued. You feel fulfilled without doing anything. No need to "grind" and build a business. No need to act Retarted and call yourself an alpha male on internet forums in order to feel appreciated. You succeeded in getting it from where you're supposed to. Because of this you spend less time on the internet and video games and more in real life laughing with people. You naturally will put more effort into your looks because you're around more people and you will know how to be successful with women. You won.

No Mgtow, No redpill, no alpha male content, no spending Friday nights alone browsing incel forums, no feeling nervous around people especially people of the opposite sex. No reddit, no self hatred, no emotional insecurity, no crying in the shower becuse you feel alienated from your peers, No being a virgin past the age of 19, No sexual frustration, No lack of physical and emotional inhtimacy with women, No having to feel like you arent wanted by anyone, No porn addiction, No Inceldom, and finally no need to spend hours a day posting on a fringe forum called Looskmax.org. Normal happy nt people dont need to use this forum to have sex and achieve intimacy. You missed out on all of these things because the bones in your face weren't the right proportions, because your limbs were too short, because of millimeter differences in eye area, etc. You will never be able to go back and achieve this because the moment has passed. Highschool is over and with it the opportunity for teenage love.




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it's ovER for modern man tbh

credits for the grey who wrote the second part btw: @superpsycho @bottleofwater @JohnBaza @R@m@ @Looks over NT
Don’t worry Saar we will die and Gandy will make sure we respawn in the 1980s in the USA
 
I was crying and screaming my mate. Im not even joking. This will haunt me for a long time to come. Im alr 16,7 and my prospects for fucking in the future aren't looking too good. I was mentalceling in my past when i was getting attention from foids really i was so stupid but yeah they ll never make first move and my ass is just stupid cuz i dont know what to do.
Mate i was crying im so sorry but i cant hold this pression of losing virginity my mate.
Fuck, after summer break im in last grade of high school at that age.
Mate who fucked me like that :feelswhy:
In the same situation as you but I’m younger and didn’t cry, but it’s not that serious bhai there are other things to do in life, you have to convince yourself to no longer need a ltr and only need sex, by reminding you of how foids are nowadays
 
In the same situation as you but I’m younger and didn’t cry, but it’s not that serious bhai there are other things to do in life, you have to convince yourself to no longer need a ltr and only need sex, by reminding you of how foids are nowadays
if you are younger its def not over, its even not over for me, i just cant really handle this. Its natural feeling and we cant really deny this, if we try it will back after days especially when u are older it, it will haunt you. Especially when we all live in society that is how it is
 
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if you are younger its def not over, its even not over for me, i just cant really handle this. Its natural feeling and we cant really deny this, if we try it will back after days especially when u are older it, it will haunt you. Especially when we all live in society that is how it is
Getting BPed changed my life completely, I have no more desires for ltr,marriage or children I just want sex nothing more.
 
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Getting BPed changed my life completely, I have no more desires for ltr,marriage or children I just want sex nothing more.
Same thing, brother. I have no desires when I go outside. I live by the propaganda that I should ascend and not focus on other things because I can do that after ascending. And for a while, this attitude worked; I was motivated and happy, but lately it's been killing me, all this is killing me. I can't take it slowly, I think too much.
 
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Same thing, brother. I have no desires when I go outside. I live by the propaganda that I should ascend and not focus on other things because I can do that after ascending. And for a while, this attitude worked; I was motivated and happy, but lately it's been killing me, all this is killing me. I can't take it slowly, I think too much.
Why can’t you find motivation in moneymaxxing to afford surgery?
 
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Why can’t you find motivation in moneymaxxing to afford surgery?
i cant live with blackpill anymore, this ruined my life even if im ascending, i could already fuck appealing woman but i was so aware of approaching because of blackpill. You need to understand that we got partly tricked by incels online and not everything from this forum is true. Its not always about just ascending. Reality of blackpill is really brutal
 
i cant live with blackpill anymore, this ruined my life even if im ascending, i could already fuck appealing woman but i was so aware of approaching because of blackpill. You need to understand that we got partly tricked by incels online and not everything from this forum is true. Its not always about just ascending. Reality of blackpill is really brutal
The reality of foids only wanting Chad or that assencion is limited by genetics ?
 
The reality of foids only wanting Chad or that assencion is limited by genetics ?
dude im a mid mtn maybe high with appeal and im a cutecel. I got a lot of attention from girls and i couldnt use that. I lost my chances for sex, love and life, everything because i was still in blackpill. Of course woman would love chad but remember average best looking boy in ur school is prob just low-mid htn with appeal. We all got tricked by social medias and incels online partly
 
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dude im a mid mtn maybe high with appeal and im a cutecel. I got a lot of attention from girls and i couldnt use that. I lost my chances for sex, love and life, everything because i was still in blackpill. Of course woman would love chad but remember average best looking boy in ur school is prob just low-mid htn with appeal. We all got tricked by social medias and incels online partly
story of my future :feelswhy:
 
story of my future :feelswhy:
its truth tbh, nothing, nobody, none idelogy is right in 100 % (cuz world would have a sense in this situation), same isnt blackpill. Yes we got partly tricked by social medias and incels
 
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its truth tbh, nothing, nobody, none idelogy is right in 100 % (cuz world would have a sense in this situation), same isnt blackpill. Yes we got partly tricked by social medias and incels
actually whatever MY ideolgy is, that is the correct one :feelshah:
 
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its truth tbh, nothing, nobody, none idelogy is right in 100 % (cuz world would have a sense in this situation), same isnt blackpill. Yes we got partly tricked by social medias and incels
mirin username tbh
 
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