Swear to god I feel like breaking down mentally around my friends

[Deleted member 15067]

I’m just a normal NT young man (not around women unless drunk) who appears normal etc. So naturally I become friends with other NT people rather than autists. But these people grew up NT while I was a fat retarded ugly slob for a big part of my teenage years who took a while to become normal over time through sheer effort so we can’t relate our past experiences. Like today they were talking about their high school and how they did all these fun things with girls at their school when they were 16 and fun memories (etc normal experiences teenage boys get that help them develop their ability talking to women) and them casually calling like 50 different girls they talk to. I swear I was being driven insane because I was at the bottom of the hierarchy back then like lowkey I became suicidal

 

[Zenis]

I’m just a normal NT young man (not around women unless drunk) who appears normal etc. So naturally I become friends with other NT people rather than autists. But these people grew up NT while I was a fat retarded ugly slob for a big part of my teenage years who took a while to become normal over time through sheer effort so we can’t relate our past experiences. Like today they were talking about their high school and how they did all these fun things with girls at their school when they were 16 and fun memories (etc normal experiences teenage boys get that help them develop their ability talking to women) and them casually calling like 50 different girls they talk to. I swear I was being driven insane because I was at the bottom of the hierarchy back then like lowkey I became suicidal

Should killed them all

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Maybe don’t stay up to 5 am mate

 

[Deleted member 30873]

wow ur an autist outcast u should kys

 

[Jase]

go ER

 

[Deleted member 23558]

so looksmax and slay those 50 girls they only talk to and used as emotional tampon

 

[inwardgonionscel]

Should killed them all

You're right, one day or another i'll go er and kill all those fucking superior but inferior to me somehow chad bullies

 

[Deleted member 23359]

so looksmax and slay those 50 girls they only talk to and used as emotional tampon

deleusional

 

[Deleted member 42009]

what does NT means ?

 

[Aspiemogger]

what does NT means ?

Neuro typical

 

[Deleted member 32410]

Hate it for the same reasons. Only non suicide solution is ascend