Symptoms of being truly suicidal:

[RICHCELDOM]

1) You don't tell people that you will rope
2) You give away your possessions to loved ones
3) idea of death brings feelings of relief and can actually feel like a positive/happy act.

 

[Vermilioncore]

What am i experiencing?

I feel fright sadness and dread and know that escape is in the gun but I have too much to live for

 

[hello12344]

Number 3 is real as fuck. Used to feel sad when I thought about suicide, but nowadays I've noticed a shift. I genuinely feel happy as fuck thinking about it. Like I look forward to it