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Has anyone else experienced a similar story
for 2 years (14-16) i would rip 10+ blinks of the cart from hhc to thcp+ whatever i could get cheapest because i sold them aswell (to upholster my “addiction”) in my final stint i unfortunately got a cartridge full of the most evil liquid ive ever seen, at first i was essentially scitzophrenic including peripheral hallucinations but after i came down (despite still feeling high permanently) i experianced an insain level of derealisation. about 3 months later the hyperchondria set in and i was in and out of hospital with genuine fears ranging from collapsed lungs to heart failure only to be told im perfectly healthy. for 12 months i coudnt sleep without genuinely thinking i was going to die that night. im not dramanticising i genuinly thought i woudnt wake up for whatever reason i convinced myself that specific nightt. its now been approx 2 years of “sobriety” and i still feel high. sometimes i break free of the dpdr cycle for a week or 2 but then ill look at a blank wall and everything’s wrong again. there’s more to the story but has anyone experienced something similar, or perhaps any suggestions? thank you
for 2 years (14-16) i would rip 10+ blinks of the cart from hhc to thcp+ whatever i could get cheapest because i sold them aswell (to upholster my “addiction”) in my final stint i unfortunately got a cartridge full of the most evil liquid ive ever seen, at first i was essentially scitzophrenic including peripheral hallucinations but after i came down (despite still feeling high permanently) i experianced an insain level of derealisation. about 3 months later the hyperchondria set in and i was in and out of hospital with genuine fears ranging from collapsed lungs to heart failure only to be told im perfectly healthy. for 12 months i coudnt sleep without genuinely thinking i was going to die that night. im not dramanticising i genuinly thought i woudnt wake up for whatever reason i convinced myself that specific nightt. its now been approx 2 years of “sobriety” and i still feel high. sometimes i break free of the dpdr cycle for a week or 2 but then ill look at a blank wall and everything’s wrong again. there’s more to the story but has anyone experienced something similar, or perhaps any suggestions? thank you
