Taking a break from Lookmax (almost) ruined my life

[GGGGG]

- Took a break from Looksmax

- Got into several new hobbies

- Secured and completed over 5 internships

- Participated in a very wide variety of student activities

- did not make a single new friend

- all internships are basically worthless, because I can't interview for shit (what is a McKinsey invite if you fuck it up anyway?)

- lost all drive to continue my business which netted me over 15 grand

- became a deformed abomination that girls don't even talk to anymore, because I thought I could focus on having a good life

Now I'm back hoping that I can become better looking than I was before. Being good-looking gave me memories few others would have.

It's not an obvious choice boys. Sometimes you need to remember what you live for.

 

[GGGGG]

Need those looks so you can secure those important relationships(not only sexual).

How true this is. Even if it is only self-esteem, it matters.

 

[ezio6]

looksmax is lyfe

 

[Deleted member 9003]

Joined Friday at 8:30 PM

 

[GGGGG]

Joined Friday at 8:30 PM

I'm recovering friend.

After 6 months, I had a spark of hope when I randomly stumbled back to Lookism. Then it hit me. I was only happy when I was good-looking and could do what I want.

 

[Deleted member 9003]

Then it hit me. I was only happy when I was good-looking and could do what I want.

True. Looks are everything.

 

[GGGGG]

True. Looks are everything.

You know, I tried to rebut that for 2 years.

Once I knew that looks were everything and behaved accordingly. Then, I tried to see whether this is untrue.

I still have the scars of me sitting in my room and others laughing and having fun. This happened in every. single. country. and place. I have been to.

And it's not like it's because of my autism. Girls clearly disliked me when I was ugly. You can sense how they behave.

 

[eduardkoopman]

You are diagnosed with autism?
How far are you in the spectrum?

 

[antiantifa]

Need those looks so you can secure those important relationships(not only sexual).

Legit more important for social connections than getting girls.

 

[Lars]

welcome back brother

 

[mogstar]

True. Looks are everything.

Innit

 

[mogstar]

 

[Deleted member 12669]

 

[Growth Plate]

Everyone missed you.