Talking to a mixed girl, yet I still feel depressed and numb.

[leckerman]

She’s mixed Latino & Asian, we’ve been talking for like a 2-3 weeks now. I just feel odd all the time.

I just want to blow my head off and I don’t know why. Aren’t I supposed to be happy? I thought I wanted this but I’ve realised that since I’m true ND and sooner or later I will just rope or blow my brains out.

I thought that getting girls and doing shit like making friends & partying would fulfil my life but instead I feel misery and pain and sadness.

Doesn’t matter even if you ascend, if you’re ND it’s over.

 

[59H390]

Probably means u just arent attracted to her

Just talkin to her cause nobody else will

 

[Incelforeever]

Breed her

 

[leckerman]

Probably means u just arent attracted to her

Just talkin to her cause nobody else will

I think it’s a matter of life style, back then I would have jumped at the chance to get with a girl, now I feel odd and numb.

Not even love or relationships can solve my misery.

 

[takethewhitepill]

That life style will not please your soul. The only way is to repent in the name of the Lord. Live as a member of His church and be free.

 

[Water Bomb]

Probably means u just arent attracted to her

Pretty simple.

 

[leckerman]

That life style will not please your soul. The only way is to repent in the name of the Lord. Live as a member of His church and be free.

I’ve cried countless times to God, I’ve even asked him to take me in my sleep.

 

[takethewhitepill]

I’ve cried countless times to God, I’ve even asked him to take me in my sleep.

God has a plan. When we pray, we often think of it as asking for a favour from God. But the thing we should be asking Him for is how to glorify Him. Listen to me brother, I promise you with absolute certainty if you read your bible and truly live as it commands your life will improve and you will be full of the light. Start attending church regularly. Read your bible. Go out and spread the good news. If you die now and here, God would be sad because your purpose in being here is to spread life to the dead. If you die, you will not be able to help your fellow man be saved. He who loves the Lord will be rewarded.

 

[PrettyLights]

latino and asian ? holy genetic pull. can i talk to her instead of you

 

[TiktokUser]

She’s mixed Latino & Asian, we’ve been talking for like a 2-3 weeks now. I just feel odd all the time.

I just want to blow my head off and I don’t know why. Aren’t I supposed to be happy? I thought I wanted this but I’ve realised that since I’m true ND and sooner or later I will just rope or blow my brains out.

I thought that getting girls and doing shit like making friends & partying would fulfil my life but instead I feel misery and pain and sadness.

Doesn’t matter even if you ascend, if you’re ND it’s over.

If the only thing you’ve accomplished in your life is talking to a girl, then you’ve already answered your own question

 

[pope]

She’s mixed Latino & Asian, we’ve been talking for like a 2-3 weeks now. I just feel odd all the time.

I just want to blow my head off and I don’t know why. Aren’t I supposed to be happy? I thought I wanted this but I’ve realised that since I’m true ND and sooner or later I will just rope or blow my brains out.

I thought that getting girls and doing shit like making friends & partying would fulfil my life but instead I feel misery and pain and sadness.

Doesn’t matter even if you ascend, if you’re ND it’s over.

Talking ain't shit u gotta fuck !