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got my first love in january, was an unbelieveble experience. shhe was beautiful, funny caring and everything you could ever want, perfect sexy ass body too. we talked for abot two weeks until she started saying she loved me. now about 3 weeks in she would non stop call me daddy, now as a vulnerable first love experience i had trhis was like hitting the jackpot. but its not like she was the only girl that loved me which is why we got together, for instances im a 15 yr 6'0 lhtn at the time just really picky and shy. now, back to the story, i was so in love with her. i started going crazy for her on my own time. the bitch had problems tho, big vaper and drinker and she also didnt eat at fucking all. i legit kept a journal for her. now this is when she was like "no guy has ever treated me like this blah blah" all that shit. move forward to april after her beeing more dry on text and visits less she wernt to hospital. no contact for a week but she was online, now apparently she haf gone to the phsych ward and after couldnt talk to me on the phone. sure thing i think to myself. this is when it got worse and she lied to me countless times online, saying that she couldnt text blah blah. she ended up going home everyday behind my back and it wasnt till june till she properly reached out again. now by then i was alreeady chronically ill, i couldnt live withgopuit her i was addicted to her and she just left. now she was dry and wouldnt say i love you back. i raged a bit on tcall to her after about a week. she was drunk and at her friends birthday part with her, her friend female and her other friend who was a disgusting faggot trans but anyways she claimeed she was alone and wanted to talk because i got mad at her on text and she was like "ive barely talked to u and ur mad so everybodys mad at me" and she was crying and on the phone i was kinda venting explaining how ive felt for MONTHS and thats when she lied when she said she was alone at her fatass friend wennt on the call and started cussing me out so i was like shut the fuck up fat fuck blah blah i ended up getting bitched pretty hard by the ex when she sobered up because her fuckass friend made her think i was full demon mode on her which is retyarted i didnt do shit, after a liong fuckass argument she called it quits and left me for a month. this is when i was craziest, i stalked her non stop, i love her so m uch why did she do this to me. anyways its early july and i made it up, the perfect story that i faked my suicide, i even got a few friends on it too. so she ended up texting my friends and said that she was going to reach out soon blah blah.. anyways we started talking again justr as friends god shes annoying as fuck and talks too much. it was hell but whateger AND THEN MORE FUCKING JHOISPITASL SHES BEEN GONE FOR WEEKS IVE TRIED NEW GIRLS I CANT IO CANT NOTHING SATISFIES ME BUT HER anyways flash bacj to my birthday this week aftyer she didnt text me for a month.. lerft me on delivered for no fucking reason other then her being a bitch. anfd texts happy birthday, and i sorta pretended that my birthday was absoulute shit when it wasnt really. anyways she didnt text me back because all the stress shes been going through apparently because she started going to regular schoool again different form online school and now she smokes in the bathrooms jfl shes such aloser. anywyas, i go on saying my birthdasys shit and she ends up crying deeling bad and tried to omake me feel better almost like she cared but i just dont believe it. i mean how could i, now shes left me on delivere for three days after she said she was going to get a checkup jfl; jfl jfl kms kms kms bro shes in my head for hours after hours i accepted she was gone well not really but finally i started accepting it but she comes back in my life just to leave and now i fel like absolute shit 24/7 i hate her so fruckin much bro what do i do ive genienully been manipulated into her for months of my life. help help cant do this no more
sorry for long thread, just enraged i hate foids i hate her but i love her so much
(yes i did slay so stfu, good sex too made her passout after)
sorry for long thread, just enraged i hate foids i hate her but i love her so much
(yes i did slay so stfu, good sex too made her passout after)
