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goinginsaneeveryday
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I personally believed I would never get to experience TL because my self image of myself was destroyed since my first day in elementary school I don't remember why exactly but I remember crying once nobody cared The next day a (if I can even call him one) also cried for hitting his head Everyone near the playground came to him wanting to help.
Fast forward
Middle School Someone tried "confess" to me I genuinely did not believe it 10 minutes later I was proven right
2 years later A friend of her told me she had a crush on me
I did not believe it , and completely ignored it.
now 2026
January I somehow got myself talking more
to her And February she Confessed
and so we became a couple
3 months
in I was completely into her
opened up myself
she did not.
I told her I'm always there for her
(she had BPD)
I really didn't know how to care for her as I've never learnt to
I really did try my best.
I fucking left a homie hanging otg because she wanted to go out (big mistake don't do it)
Start of June
She broke up With me saying she lost feelings for me
i did not beg for staying
now around a week later I check her repost saying I "did not love her enough" or "I never cared for her" and she reposted like lovely couple shit I guess trying to like mourn?
I literally saw a repost where the caption was if limerence isn't love what is?
so I guess she never truly loved me
The last repost I forced myself to see after she broke up was "can you feel me missing you" after I reposted like sad shit like if she ever truly loved me or smth like that and I guess she never loved me but wanted the affection I gave her now I don't really know what to do
I will 100% not try to beg her back
Idk reject her if she tries to reconnect because she just gonna make me more attached and restart shit like this
For TL;DR
bullied kid loser depressed hopeless about love gets a taste of "love" gets dumped after 3 months She Lost feelings but gives mixed signals about the relationship we had after a week breakup "misses me" (I don't believe it)
Fast forward
Middle School Someone tried "confess" to me I genuinely did not believe it 10 minutes later I was proven right
2 years later A friend of her told me she had a crush on me
I did not believe it , and completely ignored it.
now 2026
January I somehow got myself talking more
to her And February she Confessed
and so we became a couple
3 months
in I was completely into her
opened up myself
she did not.
I told her I'm always there for her
(she had BPD)
I really didn't know how to care for her as I've never learnt to
I really did try my best.
I fucking left a homie hanging otg because she wanted to go out (big mistake don't do it)
Start of June
She broke up With me saying she lost feelings for me
i did not beg for staying
now around a week later I check her repost saying I "did not love her enough" or "I never cared for her" and she reposted like lovely couple shit I guess trying to like mourn?
I literally saw a repost where the caption was if limerence isn't love what is?
so I guess she never truly loved me
The last repost I forced myself to see after she broke up was "can you feel me missing you" after I reposted like sad shit like if she ever truly loved me or smth like that and I guess she never loved me but wanted the affection I gave her now I don't really know what to do
I will 100% not try to beg her back
Idk reject her if she tries to reconnect because she just gonna make me more attached and restart shit like this
For TL;DR
bullied kid loser depressed hopeless about love gets a taste of "love" gets dumped after 3 months She Lost feelings but gives mixed signals about the relationship we had after a week breakup "misses me" (I don't believe it)
