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While you reminisce I pump and dump her, destroyed her spine while she moans “big Brahmin”
I still reminisce about the time this Russian FOB called me cute back in 2012. I've been living off that high since. I think about that moment every other day.
She probably forgot she called me it the next day. She was so low inhib and direct. I miss you Lola!
The only time I got brutally overt ioi was from a fatty and it did absolutely nothing for my mental healthCope.
I had mentally ill LTB call me hot and it's basically worthless
It made it worse if anythingThe only time I got brutally overt ioi was from a fatty and it did absolutely nothing for my mental health
Inferiority complex and a abused dog mindsetCope.
I had mentally ill LTB call me hot and it's basically worthless
All u virgin care about is validation lol what did u smokeYea maybe cels like u do
coolInferiority complex and a abused dog mindset
I had 3 girls i was sitting on a table with as a incel subhuman loner turn their heads and say he’s so hot, i looked behind me and realized there was no one else but me sitting at that table or in that area, i put my earpods in as quickly as possible stood up and went hiding in the toilet
Samecool
but this wasnt our fault
i literally got discriminated against my entire life to develop such a complex
people should be kissing my toes to make up for what they did to me.
i should be getting paid MILLIONS in damages
I can actually get behind paying reparations for trauma and giving someone a lifetime of suffering. like for example the families of kids that bullied another kid at school pay the bully victim at least 50k for all the suffering they caused them.cool
but this wasnt our fault
i literally got discriminated against my entire life to develop such a complex
people should be kissing my toes to make up for what they did to me.
i should be getting paid MILLIONS in damages
Cope we should go ER and kill as many people as possible as vengeanceSame
I’ve been called ugly 20+ times in my life, even had pics made of my face and sent to other people to make fun of my face. And the countless rejections I’ve had in my life. I’ve been rejected 17 times in a row in one evening all by fat girls. Got kicked out nightclubs multiple times because of my subhuman looks
Nobody owes us anything, we are just whining bitches that should be beaten with sticks and stones
When you end up as 'nonNT' due to childhood trauma/abuse, people literally reject you and treat you like shit because of it.I can actually get behind paying reparations for trauma and giving someone a lifetime of suffering. like for example the families of kids that bullied another kid at school pay the bully victim at least 50k for all the suffering they caused them.
true when he forum says "non NT" it's code word for mental damage caused by abuse. its honestly insane how cruel the world treats you when you are different. even when you ascend in looks you still carry on that abused dog mindset for the rest of your life.When you end up as 'nonNT' due to childhood trauma/abuse, people literally reject you and treat you like shit because of it.
When people on this forum tell you you arent dating because you are nonNT, they are basically telling you that you are being punished for being abused in your youth.
Its insane how cruel humanity is. Jfl at morality
This so much.true when he forum says "non NT" it's code word for mental damage caused by abuse. its honestly insane how cruel the world treats you when you are different. even when you ascend in looks you still carry on that abused dog mindset for the rest of your life.
Same shit here man. Same fucking shit here.when I was ugly and fat at 13 I remember being laughed at and my mom making fun of me too even though she put food int he house that made me fat. over the years I lost weight, got much taller, and developed quite a bit facially but I still, have the mindset. when someone compliments me on my appearance I usually think they aren't serious or if i see some people laughing and talking I sometimes think they are laughing at me. I don't event think my girlfriend truly loves me even she does a lot for me just because I still have my old mindset. this leads to me mistreating and even cheating on her.
I hat this world
If a girl calls you smart give up and kys asapI've been called smart, funny, crazy, weird, etc., but never attractive...
No wonder people go ER JFL. This socially awkward stuff is basically trying to kill off the genetic inferiors. America having widespread gun rights is the only place where U can exercise your freedom and defend your rights so ofc incels defend their right to exist and enact rightful extERmination of their oppressorsWhen you end up as 'nonNT' due to childhood trauma/abuse, people literally reject you and treat you like shit because of it.
When people on this forum tell you you arent dating because you are nonNT, they are basically telling you that you are being punished for being abused in your youth.
Its insane how cruel humanity is. Jfl at morality
Being attacked for being nonNT by people on this forum.No wonder people go ER JFL. This socially awkward stuff is basically trying to kill off the genetic inferiors. America having widespread gun rights is the only place where U can exercise your freedom and defend your rights so ofc incels defend their right to exist and enact rightful extERmination of their oppressors
@WishIwasChico is one of the biggest schizos hereBeing attacked for being nonNT by people on this forum.
Means nothing other than being attacked for being abused in your youth
People like @Iasacrko and @WishIwasChico are BULLIES. They are the most disgusting human beings you can ever find on this planet.
They are hostile to genetic waste like me but get shocked when said waste retaliates it makes no sense. Well ofc it makes sense they want us to take it like a bitch and I do tbh.Being attacked for being nonNT by people on this forum.
Means nothing other than being attacked for being abused in your youth
People like @Iasacrko and @WishIwasChico are BULLIES. They are the most disgusting human beings you can ever find on this planet.
People say they accept people for who they are, but if you don't fit in this extremely narrow range of 'NT-personalities', then they reject you.They are hostile to genetic waste like me but get shocked when said waste retaliates it makes no sense
this forum is shit when it comes understanding trauma and just overall the impact that. childhood/adolescent trauma has on your adult life. those are you most formable years and what you take in then goes into your subconscious and further affects your adult behavior. not just this forum though even people in psychology like therapist are so shit at understanding. and most advice given by them is useless. at some points I contemplate living a live outside of civilization as a shepherd in nature. studying wildlife and taking care of myself has helped me more than anyone has. not even my own my mom supported me through me toughest times.This so much.
Yes I know I struggle with trusting people, with feeling welcome, with forming close bonds/relationships with people. This is what is called 'non-NT' on this forum.
But people on this forum pretend like this was my fault, and/or that I can CHANGE this in the moment. Like I can just change who I am, change my past, change my past experiences that led to who I became emotionally/socially.
I was abused, brutally, in my youth. Which led to my non-NT personality.
Instead of finding acceptance for who I am and for how I was treated, I am merely being rejected by the 'NT-gang' on this forum.
They pretend themselves to be these 'good guys'. Not so shallow like the blackpill crowd. No, they care about 'good personalities'.
Little do they know, they are evil themselves. They discriminate against people who were abused.
It's so fucking brutal. Not just were we abused in our youth. Now in your adulthood we continue being abused for the pain we suffered in our youth.
Same shit here man. Same fucking shit here.
Every day is pure pain for me, even when I get 'decent social experiences'. I struggle with constant.
cPTSD TO THE FUCKING MAX.
cPTSD u fucking niggers. U have no idea how easy you have it when you dont have cPTSD
We are the strongest warriors, fighting the toughest fights humanity has to offer.this forum is shit when it comes understanding trauma and just overall the impact that. childhood/adolescent trauma has on your adult life. those are you most formable years and what you take in then goes into your subconscious and further affects your adult behavior. not just this forum though even people in psychology like therapist are so shit at understanding. and most advice given by them is useless. at some points I contemplate living a live outside of civilization as a shepherd in nature. studying wildlife and taking care of myself has helped me more than anyone has. not even my own my mom supported me through me toughest times.
few will know the pain of cptsd.
everyday is constant fight. I find if I am in a social situation for too long I start to feel terrible even suicidal. no doubt this is because of how I was treated in my youth. I have no doubt in my mind that my life would be so much better if I was treated correctly and didn't get sent to Catholic school. Catholics by far are the shittiest people I have ever met in my entire life. for a group that claims to be so virtuous and so close to Jesus and was the opposite experience. got bullied in Catholic school, I get judged in Catholic Churches and my family who claims to be catholic and enforced strict catholic beliefs on me acts the exact opposite,. my grandma even admitted to cheating on my grandfather with multiple men before their wedding all while claiming Catholic. Were you raised catholic since I know quite a few polish people are catholic?We are the strongest warriors, fighting the toughest fights humanity has to offer.
We have nothing, nobody, no support, no good feelings, nothing. Every day we are in pain and have no good feelings.
Yet we fight on every day, trying to prove ourselves somehow.
Every day we battle intense depression, self-doubt, pain, insecurity, and way more. And we are able to achieve some succes from time to time.
Yet, both of us know, how much potential we truly have. How good our lives could've been if we didn't have to fight these constant demons in our lives, sucking away all our energy, joy, vigour, ambition.
The therapy that I've had, the therapists I've spoken. They are clueless, they can't help me. Psychology is honestly a meme science.
Let alone the psychology of the average human being and its opinions on the world and how people function.
My mother was extremely catholic, yet to this day, she has been the worst human-being I have ever interacted closely with.everyday is constant fight. I find if I am in a social situation for too long I start to feel terrible even suicidal. no doubt this is because of how I was treated in my youth. I have no doubt in my mind that my life would be so much better if I was treated correctly and didn't get sent to Catholic school. Catholics by far are the shittiest people I have ever met in my entire life. for a group that claims to be so virtuous and so close to Jesus and was the opposite experience. got bullied in Catholic school, I get judged in Catholic Churches and my family who claims to be catholic and enforced strict catholic beliefs on me acts the exact opposite,. my grandma even admitted to cheating on my grandfather with multiple men before their wedding all while claiming Catholic. Were you raised catholic since I know quite a few polish people are catholic?
I've been in touch with dutch mental health-care for almost 10 years now.mainstream psychology is such a joke field. its alway contracting itself and making changes. also don't forget that a lot of psychology is corporate funded docent actually have the average person in mind.
yepIf any of you called a woman attractive irl you’d get the cops called on you
The Catholic Church I went to was full of narcys that thought they were better than everyone else, filled with entitled families. my mom fit right in. she thinks because she make 800k a year she is above most people. absolute narcissist. there was only one good priest and he left the Catholic Church to because he was gay. my mom forced my to go to church every Sunday and pray the rosary. she also believed in restricting my interest and only let me see what she deemed good. the best thing she did for me in my youth was homeschool me in the 6th grade.My mother was extremely catholic, yet to this day, she has been the worst human-being I have ever interacted closely with.
I was raised catholic (forced to go to church every sunday untill ~13yo, then less often once I slowly started taking control of my life in my teenage years)
I don't necessarily hate religion, Christianity. In fact there were actually some really intelligent, honest, kind, people at my church. Even the priest at my church was actually a really good person, for how much I interacted with him.
But most of my interactions were with my mother and her contacts/friends there, which were honestly spawns of satan. Her friends were just like her. Terrible human beings.
The kind of rivalry you find at these catholic churches, is honestly pathetic. I was nothing but an object to my own mother, she would just brag about my academic performances to her friends there.
' 'Moggergaston has such a high IQ, he scores pure A's at school. He is learning 7 languages at the same time.'
-My son is such a genius, this is why I am such a good mother. I mog you, because my son is a genius.-
to me, she was the worst mother ever. Yet I had to hear this garbage about how good of a mother she was. It always conflicted immensely with the way I felt, yet I didn't know any better. This garbage piece of shit mother was all I knew.
She was such a narcissistic piece of shit of a mother. I have broken all contact with her and I will never speak to her again in my life.
She continues to send me paragraphs of retarded shit through new phone numbers from time to time (I keep blocking them), or through letters in my mail.
I literally, DNR. dont read. any of it.
all of her letters are filled with narcistic abusive trash. It's actually insane.
This woman, my mother, should be in a ward. Locked up. Yet she is free.
I've been in touch with dutch mental health-care for almost 10 years now.
I am convinced that nothing they do actually helps people. They literally just rely on people 'fixing their issues on their own at some point'.
And when that doesn't happen, there's nothing they can do.
You aint better@WishIwasChico is one of the biggest schizos here
No chad face for his schizophrenia nigga goin mad day by day
Bro started off normal but is slowly drifting into insanity
Soon the Jew mods will call the ward on him it’s a matter of time
What i did broYou aint better
You @the BULL @WishIwasChico will end up in the same ward
You and @Earth Dollar sound like highly sensitive individuals.This so much.
Yes I know I struggle with trusting people, with feeling welcome, with forming close bonds/relationships with people. This is what is called 'non-NT' on this forum.
But people on this forum pretend like this was my fault, and/or that I can CHANGE this in the moment. Like I can just change who I am, change my past, change my past experiences that led to who I became emotionally/socially.
I was abused, brutally, in my youth. Which led to my non-NT personality.
Instead of finding acceptance for who I am and for how I was treated, I am merely being rejected by the 'NT-gang' on this forum.
They pretend themselves to be these 'good guys'. Not so shallow like the blackpill crowd. No, they care about 'good personalities'.
Little do they know, they are evil themselves. They discriminate against people who were abused.
It's so fucking brutal. Not just were we abused in our youth. Now in your adulthood we continue being abused for the pain we suffered in our youth.
Same shit here man. Same fucking shit here.
Every day is pure pain for me, even when I get 'decent social experiences'. I struggle with constant.
cPTSD TO THE FUCKING MAX.
cPTSD u fucking niggers. U have no idea how easy you have it when you dont have cPTSD
yeah and theres starving kids in Africa with worse lives - argumentYou and @Earth Dollar sound like highly sensitive individuals.
I’ve been beaten like a dog, cursed at, called worthless, ugly, a failure a disgrace for the family. and many more things even worse by my parents, kicked out of the house at 16. Had shit thrown at me, got beat up with fist’s that caused bad headaches afterwards. Many of my ethnic friends got beaten like dogs too with a belt or with fists by their fathers. . My black friend told me that his dad used to made him take a shower so he could beat him extra hard with a belt afterwards when he had messed up something when he was young. I know a guy that was forced to sit on his knees for 4 hours in his garden on concrete in the burning sun as a punishment.
You just get over it, or keep having a abused dog mentality that has 0 benefits, no offense.
Starving African kids argument is a bad one, since you can’t relate in any way with them living in a 1 first world country.yeah and theres starving kids in Africa with worse lives - argument
of course the mentality has no benefits, but it's not like we voluntairily have this mindset
maybeStarving African kids argument is a bad one, since you can’t relate in any way with them living in a 1 first world country.
Inject T, Start hanging out with ethnics, tell them about your problems they will laugh in your face about how much off a whiny bitch you are and you’ll realize that they’re right and might snap out off that mentality when hearing their experiences with abuse and how they handle with it and joke and laugh about it. Same thing has happend with me
I know a guy who’s mother got killed by his father, and his father got 25 years because of that. Guy is extremely chill and a normal guy who doesn’t give up and complain about his fucked up childhood, even goes to prison to visit his father