TFD one more avoidant foid and im evil no more captain save a ho

[calistxn]

Msl foids are so fucking annoying i started talking to this beautiful girl like 5 fuckin weeks ago, i met foid 2 days after i stopped some psychological warfare with my ex and then got hooked when foid looked at me with her beautiful dark eyes and her pretty shy smile and since then we talked for 5 weeks, she said she wanted a rls first week, acted inconsistent as shit the rest, chose me over another guy she was practically dating and continiously hurt me and i continiously hurt myself for her this avoidant foid, she was literally the first girl to ever tell me she loves me and said she loved me more than i loved her, i guess i fucking won bc she was ag a sleepover with her friend and her friend texted me why you ain talk to foid today
explained i was fried as shit, asked me how i feel abt foid, i wrote some long ass paragraphs and then said "i dont think she wants a rls with any1 rn" and ik this shi lie but msl it hurt considering i promised ts wouldnt happen again after my ex but NOT ONLY does it happen again but also in a really similar way.
i havent felt sober since that day, weed, then nic, than alc, and i almost fucking overdosed on CAFFEINE today and just bonesmashed the shit out of my zygos without mouth protection like advised ts bs i tried beating my shit with a condom bcuz i thought it be fun but i went flaccid as fuck after realizing i just wanna be loved.

 

[Co-op]

this gig you're getting at isn't tuff, bud.

Be a captain and spare everyone from this corn ball shit, sacrifices are mandatory son.
Pull the trigger.

 

[calistxn]

this gig you're getting at isn't tuff, bud.

Be a captain and spare everyone from this corn ball shit, sacrifices are mandatory son.
Pull the trigger.

Your parents dont love you and your recessed