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MoriBountarou2
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The difference is that its slowly changing to some that i actually feel. Not only smth conscious. Ive always had sleep problems but now they are becoming worse. I cant sleep thinking of how void of love my life is. I wake up at 4am wanting to be hugged. And its becoming hard to cope. Sure it might be cope but even before i could ever so slightly cope with smth like "to live is to suffer""existance is a gift""suffering is a gift" or philosophies like that. "Its better to exist and suffer then not exist at all". But is it? When a metaphysical requirement to be "happy" is locked away behind a physical requirement (your looks) you never even had a say in? Im not saying there arent people with worse problems then being an incel but still