specialchange
vicissitude
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Rn I fully realized that I have: negative canthal tilt, downturned eyes, huge intercanthal distance, small eyes.
Like, this is just fucked, honestly I wanna gouge my eyes the fuck out so I don't have to look at my ugly mug anymore. I don't even fucking know how girls used to approach me before.
Idk even if any softmaxing will help, I feel like only hardmaxing can fix this, which I'll never scrape together the cash for, not even for 1%.
Honestly it hurts me the fuck so much about all this, like way back when people used to give me advice like 'grow out your brows' etc.—I already genetically have long black lashes and thick black brows with a positive tilt, plus they have a super low set, so low that I'm ready to shave my brows off just to somehow grow them higher.
I ain't attaching a pic, cuz it's not a complex anymore, it's already a phobia to look people in the eye.
I think one day when I feel over-fucking-awful I'll just cut my medial and lateral canthi even though I know it's the worst idea ever.
Pls give advice if anyone had a similar situation and share your honest opinion about this whole thing overall.
Like, this is just fucked, honestly I wanna gouge my eyes the fuck out so I don't have to look at my ugly mug anymore. I don't even fucking know how girls used to approach me before.
Idk even if any softmaxing will help, I feel like only hardmaxing can fix this, which I'll never scrape together the cash for, not even for 1%.
Honestly it hurts me the fuck so much about all this, like way back when people used to give me advice like 'grow out your brows' etc.—I already genetically have long black lashes and thick black brows with a positive tilt, plus they have a super low set, so low that I'm ready to shave my brows off just to somehow grow them higher.
I ain't attaching a pic, cuz it's not a complex anymore, it's already a phobia to look people in the eye.
I think one day when I feel over-fucking-awful I'll just cut my medial and lateral canthi even though I know it's the worst idea ever.
Pls give advice if anyone had a similar situation and share your honest opinion about this whole thing overall.