the anhedonia from reta is crazy

[emergence]

i pinned 7mg reta yesterday and now my dopamine receptors are non existent as a result of this
anhedonia is a bittersweet side effect
I find as much joy in studying as I do in watching porn while binging junk food
but I feel empty inside

 

[Lorence]

The best advice is making your own decisions.

 

[emergence]

The best advice is making your own decisions.

I am, it feels free knowing I can easily choose to do what is most beneficial for myself than blindly following dopamine
but the indescribable feeling of emptiness inside is very strange

 

[Türk]

same with tirz. but i dnt know if its real or placebo. sometimes it feels normal like before