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The three worst types of ugly are
1. Being ugly in a way that people find comical
2. Being ugly in a way that people think you are retarded
3. Being ugly in a way that people are scared of you
1. My entire life I've relentlessly and constantly been made fun of for my appearance by pears and strangers. One of the worst experiences that keeps replaying in my head is this time where I guy I didn't know said to his friend "look at that guy" and they laughed and the brutal thing is he didn't even have to describe what it was about my appearance that was amusing they both were just amused by the sight of me
2. It's weird because I've had both people think I'm intelligent and retarded. This one guy was surprised that in school I wasn't in top set maths whereas this other guy was shocked that I was only two sets below the set he was in. The first guy knew me way better proving that he assumed I was retarded based on my appearance. There have been so many times in my life where I have been patronised for no reason and received condescension.
3. Mostly feared by women. Feared in a way that they actually feel threatened and fear in terms of disgust. They look at me and their eyebrows raise and their mouth opens as if to say "oh" and their body tightens up and they breath harder. I shared this before but this one time I was walking through a park this women had left a group and when I walked past the group I heard them say something about me and as I happened to be walking in the same direction as the women I looked back and both times they were all standing dead still staring at me in fucking silence as if I was about to fucking jump this woman in broad daylight or something. And I always feel fear that when I go to a shop because of my appearance the workers will assume that I'm stealing and something that I didn't realise wasn't normal was twice I've had cashiers check to see if my money was fake. No one I know has ever experienced this. Another thing is that when I was just an innocent kid trick or treating out of nowhere this woman singled me out to check if I had any eggs or toilet roll in my basket to vandalise with. Another time this woman at college scrutinised my face along with my college card like I was a muslim terrorist breaking into america because my card wasn't scanning and I needed to be let in manually by a person and even though this woman has seen me many times before entering the school she really treated me like I was a terrorist or something breaking in
This is just 1% of my bad experiences. I know this thread is a mess but I feel terrible rn and I'm venting.
1. Being ugly in a way that people find comical
2. Being ugly in a way that people think you are retarded
3. Being ugly in a way that people are scared of you
1. My entire life I've relentlessly and constantly been made fun of for my appearance by pears and strangers. One of the worst experiences that keeps replaying in my head is this time where I guy I didn't know said to his friend "look at that guy" and they laughed and the brutal thing is he didn't even have to describe what it was about my appearance that was amusing they both were just amused by the sight of me
2. It's weird because I've had both people think I'm intelligent and retarded. This one guy was surprised that in school I wasn't in top set maths whereas this other guy was shocked that I was only two sets below the set he was in. The first guy knew me way better proving that he assumed I was retarded based on my appearance. There have been so many times in my life where I have been patronised for no reason and received condescension.
3. Mostly feared by women. Feared in a way that they actually feel threatened and fear in terms of disgust. They look at me and their eyebrows raise and their mouth opens as if to say "oh" and their body tightens up and they breath harder. I shared this before but this one time I was walking through a park this women had left a group and when I walked past the group I heard them say something about me and as I happened to be walking in the same direction as the women I looked back and both times they were all standing dead still staring at me in fucking silence as if I was about to fucking jump this woman in broad daylight or something. And I always feel fear that when I go to a shop because of my appearance the workers will assume that I'm stealing and something that I didn't realise wasn't normal was twice I've had cashiers check to see if my money was fake. No one I know has ever experienced this. Another thing is that when I was just an innocent kid trick or treating out of nowhere this woman singled me out to check if I had any eggs or toilet roll in my basket to vandalise with. Another time this woman at college scrutinised my face along with my college card like I was a muslim terrorist breaking into america because my card wasn't scanning and I needed to be let in manually by a person and even though this woman has seen me many times before entering the school she really treated me like I was a terrorist or something breaking in
This is just 1% of my bad experiences. I know this thread is a mess but I feel terrible rn and I'm venting.
