The beauty of heart cannot compensate for the ugliness of my body

[¿Nero]

I cried again. I realised at this very moment how useless I am. I am nothing but flesh and a brain that is being held together by thoughts that bring no value to my own life. My birthday is in 1-2 weeks. I don’t bother too much thinking about what I can wish for. I’ll get some candy and money that’ll probably be it. Nothing special because i am nothing special. I deserve nothing. I’ve felt worse but the only happiness I feel is by doing sports. I want to learn so many things but i’m not good enough Each time I pick sth up each time I try sth in my life I fail miserably. Everytime I walk into rooms everyone sees my height and subconsciously classifies me as a non human. There are some woman that like me but I don’t know what they see in my every millimetre of my face is a flaw and with. each step i take my short stature becomes even more apparent. Even if some small amount like me they only like the attention they get from me.I want to buy drugs and pth analogs but that’ll most likely fail like everything else in my life since my parents watch over my card and won’t let me do online purchases. I also listen to Asmr of the „Girlfriend cuddles you to bed“ „reverse comfort asmr“ or „yandere kidnaps you asmr“ type, in the beginning I felt sth in me but now my mind has become dull to their voices. I long for something real , Love…

 

[Zenis]

I cried again. I realised at this very moment how useless I am. I am nothing but flesh and a brain that is being held together by thoughts that bring no value to my own life. My birthday is in 1-2 weeks. I don’t bother too much thinking about what I can wish for. I’ll get some candy and money that’ll probably be it. Nothing special because i am nothing special. I deserve nothing. I’ve felt worse but the only happiness I feel is by doing sports. I want to learn so many things but i’m not good enough Each time I pick sth up each time I try sth in my life I fail miserably. Everytime I walk into rooms everyone sees my height and subconsciously classifies me as a non human. There are some woman that like me but I don’t know what they see in my every millimetre of my face is a flaw and with. each step i take my short stature becomes even more apparent. Even if some small amount like me they only like the attention they get from me.I want to buy drugs and pth analogs but that’ll most likely fail like everything else in my life since my parents watch over my card and won’t let me do online purchases. I also listen to Asmr of the „Girlfriend cuddles you to bed“ „reverse comfort asmr“ or „yandere kidnaps you asmr“ type, in the beginning I felt sth in me but now my mind has become dull to their voices. I long for something real , Love…

"their is someone women that like me"

dnr after that, thought this was a good vent post at first. fuck you faggot

 

[Bryce]

Nigga think he Shakespeare

 

[¿Nero]

"their is someone women that like me"

dnr after that, thought this was a good vent post at first. fuck you faggot

Read till the end Nigga they don’t like me they like the attention they get

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

 

[Zenis]

Read till the end Nigga they don’t like me they like the attention they get

fact you even talk to them is a good thing, i cant remember the last time my bitchass talked to a women

 

[Deleted member 163319]

I will eat your heart to feel that beauty

 

[mrdouchebag]

I almost vomited reading this gibberish. That's some gay ass shit.

 

[¿Nero]

fact you even talk to them is a good thing, i cant remember the last time my bitchass talked to a women

I don’t I used to. There’s a bitch who called me just to laugh at me with their friends over phone call.

 

[ICXCLuvr]

what was the goal here

 

[¿Nero]

View attachment 4160164what was the goal here

The next best thing I guess. Gotta fuck a femboy that resembles my wife every once in a while i’m sure she doesn’t mind. How’d u think i get rid of my desires?

 

[¿Nero]

Nigga think he Shakespeare

I don’t care about shakespeare but we have similar sleep quality and length

 

[normmacdonald]

Read "Good Old Neon" by David Foster Wallace. This self pity, it blackens your heart. Observe your thoughts, cherish the good ones, and your small, weak bones will be stronger

 

[¿Nero]

Read "Good Old Neon" by David Foster Wallace. This self pity, it blackens your heart. Observe your thoughts, cherish the good ones, and your small, weak bones will be stronger

Thank you i’ll try that