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I had suicidal ideas before I was 16, I was very ugly, the girls rejected me in all possible ways, society rejected me, they bullied me and the only sexual experiences in almost all of my adolescence were with my hands and porn (that's why now I feel that seeing it brings back bad memories of the past and I prefer not to see it, nor do I recommend that they see it) until I was 16 years old when everything was slowly changing I left my country for another in an attempt to make my life in great danger and die in any way, I managed to pass successfully from one country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically exposed myself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they said that your genetics helped you a lot in your life, inquiring more des I covered that it is how you see, they treat you and researching I realized that I was developing those features that I now possess I speak of the face, warrior skull I have no bulge on my head, strong and sharp jaw, good ramus, Greek chin in a few words I have my jaw in V, almond-shaped eyes with a positive canthal inclination, bushy eyebrows and very close to my eyes, my weakest point is my nose although those who notice it are my friends since the women never mentioned it and I also plan to make myself I have a rhinoplasty since I have had this insecurity since I was 12 years old, until now that means my entire adolescence, thanks to the blackpill I discovered that I can improve myself to the maximum and that is what I will do whatever it costs me, thanks for reading the blackpill is real I confirm it, I hope everyone manages to overcome it ;)
 
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I had suicidal ideas before I was 16, I was very ugly, the girls rejected me in all possible ways, society rejected me, they bullied me and the only sexual experiences in almost all of my adolescence were with my hands and porn (that's why now I feel that seeing it brings back bad memories of the past and I prefer not to see it, nor do I recommend that they see it) until I was 16 years old when everything was slowly changing I left my country for another in an attempt to make my life in great danger and die in any way, I managed to pass successfully from one country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically exposed myself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women o go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically exposed stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women o go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a carmyself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was strippedtrian but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically pped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basie got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically pped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blcally exposed myself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I asaid that your genetics helped you a lot in your life, inquiring more des I covered that it is how you see, they treat you and researching I realized that I was developing those features that I now possess I speak of the face, warrior skull I have no bulge on my head, strong and sharp jaw, good ramus, Greek chin in a few words I have my jaw in V, almond-shaped eyes with a positive canthal inclination, bushy eyebrows and very close to my eyes, my weakest point is my nose although those who notice it are my friends since the women never mentioned it and I also plan to make myself I have a rhinoplasty since I have had this insecurity since I was 12 years old, until now that means my entire adolescence, thanks to the blackpill I discovered that I can improve myself to the maximum and that is what I will do whatever it costs me, thanks for reading the blackpill is real I confirm it, I ho
 
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Syobevoli said:
I had suicidal ideas before I was 16, I was very ugly, the girls rejected me in all possible ways, society rejected me, they bullied me and the only sexual experiences in almost all of my adolescence were with my hands and porn (that's why now I feel that seeing it brings back bad memories of the past and I prefer not to see it, nor do I recommend that they see it) until I was 16 years old when everything was slowly changing I left my country for another in an attempt to make my life in great danger and die in any way, I managed to pass successfully from one country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically exposed myself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women o go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically exposed stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women o go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a carmyself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was strippedtrian but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically pped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basie got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically pped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blcally exposed myself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I asaid that your genetics helped you a lot in your life, inquiring more des I covered that it is how you see, they treat you and researching I realized that I was developing those features that I now possess I speak of the face, warrior skull I have no bulge on my head, strong and sharp jaw, good ramus, Greek chin in a few words I have my jaw in V, almond-shaped eyes with a positive canthal inclination, bushy eyebrows and very close to my eyes, my weakest point is my nose although those who notice it are my friends since the women never mentioned it and I also plan to make myself I have a rhinoplasty since I have had this insecurity since I was 12 years old, until now that means my entire adolescence, thanks to the blackpill I discovered that I can improve myself to the maximum and that is what I will do whatever it costs me, thanks for reading the blackpill is real I confirm it, I ho
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I read every single word it took me about two seconds and I agree with you that the Blackpill is definitely valuable knowledge.


Many are familiar with the paralysing despair that seems to leak from the stomach, into the bloodstream, and into all the other organs, especially the brain. One looks around and examines the world, and the resulting despair makes life seems hopeless and pointless, and suicide like a viable way of ending the suffering. Those who recognise it call it the Black Pill. This essay looks at how to overcome it.

It’s worth noting that getting black pilled is very different to being depressed from a chemical imbalance or similar. The Black Pill is not the same thing as depression, which usually arises as a consequence of brain damage brought about by childhood neglect and abuse. Depression is a clinical condition; the Black Pill is an existential one.

Black pills arise for a variety of reasons. They can be generalised into three groups, however, which crudely correspond to the spiritual challenges that this column has described as the Three Hurdles.

The first major black pill is the realisation that no-one knows what the fuck they’re doing on this planet. Basically everything you’ve ever been told by an authority figure (with the exception of a few scientists and similar) has been a crock of horseshit. The world’s politicians, priests and captains of industry don’t see reality accurately. And they’re leading us to disaster.

The environmental situation on Planet Earth is a black pill so large that it has to be taken as a suppository. It’s apparent to anyone who looks at the climate science that we’re currently exhausting the Earth, and some major lifestyle changes are necessary for the human species. The alternative is, potentially, ecological collapse – a collapse that will take us with it.

Anyone searching for meaning in this place eventually realises that it’s impossible to ask any authority for this, because none of them know what the fuck’s going on either, and asking them for direction will only lead to one’s own enslavement. Authority is achieved by understanding the rules of politics and the political environment, not by understanding reality accurately. Therefore, none of our rulers can be said to be legitimate.

The second major black pill is that this life ends, and it isn’t obvious what happens then. The fact that we’re all going to die is about the only material phenomenon that we can predict with absolute certainty. Although many of us entertain thoughts of an afterlife, there are very few who are absolutely certain that they will reincarnate somewhere else.

It really seems that we can take nothing with us from this world into the next, and therefore there is nothing to be won here, nothing to be achieved, collected or hoarded. Therefore, it isn’t obvious that there’s any meaning to life in this material plane. To know that all one’s works are to be dust is not a pleasant experience, but that appears to be the fate before us.

Many who realise that all of their works will be lost with their own death try to get around this by reproducing, but the inescapable fact is that one’s offspring will all themselves die, as will theirs. Simply spawning like any other animal may be a massive distraction that lasts for decades, but it doesn’t make it meaningful. It doesn’t take the black pill away, it just distracts you from feeling it.

The third major black pill is that living for pure pleasure is not fulfilling in anything but the immediate short term. It might be possible to accept that the world is going to end and that we’re all going to die, if only we could enjoy ourselves while we’re here. But it doesn’t seem to be as simple as that.

The human brain is wired up in such a way that repeated exposure to a particular stimulus eventually leads to a weakened response to that stimulus (at least, under normal circumstances). In less technical terms, too much of the same thing eventually becomes boring. This is the reality that every hedonist has tried to escape in vain. You can’t chase the dragon forever.

It might be true that the brain has a reward/punishment system built in that makes us feel good or bad, but there’s no real meaning in just stimulating this system until we die. At least, not in the sense of trying to maximise pleasure. It’s impossible for a mortal being to maximise pleasure because their mortality, and inevitable decline into death, inherently means that their life will be one of misery.

The combined effect of these three black pills has been too much for millions of people throughout history. The butcher’s bill for suicide is attestation enough to that. As a consequence, people have devoted an incredible amount of time and effort into overcoming black pills.

The art and science of overcoming black pills is, more or less, the same thing as spirituality.

All suffering arises from the illusion of separation from God. Where it gets tricky is that all life itself is the illusion of separation from God. It was understanding this grim calculus that caused Buddha to conclude that life itself was suffering. Indeed, life itself is suffering – that is the biggest black pill of all. But the fact is that, once one has accepted this, it’s white pills all the way back up again.

Life, after all, is temporary, and if life is suffering then it follows that suffering is also temporary. No matter what might be afflicting one in this material plane, there is no guarantee that it will continue to afflict one outside of it.

In fact, if life in this material plane is both temporary and suffering, that means that the true state of consciousness is one of bliss, and only through temporarily becoming enthralled in the illusions of the material world do we ever leave it. Therefore, a return to eternal bliss is inescapable. This realisation is the true Good News of spirituality.

Understanding this requires understanding that materialism is a false ideology, borne of the same simplicity that caused people to once declare the world is flat. Just because something appears to be so, doesn’t mean that it actually is so. That is just as much true of the existence of the material world as of the shape of it.

Materialism causes black pills because it insists that the brain generates consciousness and so consciousness is extinguished with the death of the brain. This leads directly to the assumption that nothing has any meaning, and therefore that causing suffering to oneself and others is just as good as doing the opposite.
 
Syobevoli said:
s empresa de telecomunicaciones y ella también trabaja con internet Wi-Fi y fibra óptica, entonces dejé mi trabajo y acepté este nuevo trabajo, todo sucedió hasta que cumplí la mayoría de edad a los 18 años que me di cuenta del cambio drástico en mi vida y no sabía porque, ya que las mujeres no me rechazaban y socializaban cada vez más conmigo, incluso dejándome entrar en su espacio personal. .. Hasta que busqué en internet escalé de la belleza subjetiva a la belleza objetiva, luego redpill hasta que no me rechazó y socialicé más y más conmigo, incluso dejándome entrar en su espacio personal. .. Hasta que busqué en Internet subí de la belleza subjetiva a la belleza objetiva, luego redpill hasta que accidentalmente encontré blackpill a través de comentarios en YouTube donde se pasaron a otro (en Latinoamérica, así que si básicamente expuse estable de c Aballos haciendo toda la limpieza, incluso dejándome entrar en su espacio personal. .. Hasta que busqué en Internet escalé de la belleza subjetiva a la belleza objetiva, luego redpill hasta que accidentalmente encontré blackpill a través de comentarios en YouTube donde se pasaron a otro (en América Latina, así que si basie me consiguieron una oferta de trabajo con un salario mejor que Yo tenía en la empresa de telecomunicaciones de su esposo y ella también trabaja con internet Wi-Fi y fibra óptica, entonces dejé mi trabajo y acepté este nuevo trabajo, todo sucedió hasta que cumplí la mayoría de edad a los 18 años que me di cuenta del cambio drástico en mi vida. y no sabía por qué, ya que las mujeres no me rechazaban y socializaban conmigo cada vez más, incluso dejándome entrar en su espacio personal ... Hasta que busqué en internet escalé de la belleza subjetiva a la belleza objetiva, incluso dejándome entrar en su espacio personal. .. Hasta que busqué en internet escalé de la belleza subjetiva a la belleza objetiva, luego redpill hasta que dije que tu genética te ayudó mucho en tu vida, preguntando más des cubrí que así es como ves, te tratan e investigando me di cuenta que estaba desarrollando esos rasgos que ahora poseo hablo del rostro, cráneo de guerrero no tengo bulto en la cabeza, mandíbula fuerte y afilada, buena rama, mentón griego en pocas palabras tengo mi mandíbula en V, en forma de almendra ojos con inclinacion cantal positiva, cejas pobladas y muy cerca de mis ojos, mi punto mas debil es mi nariz aunque quienes lo notan son mis amigos ya que las mujeres nunca lo mencionaron y tambien planeo hacerme una rinoplastia ya que tengo Tuve esta inseguridad desde que tenía 12 años,
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Oh, I'm not lying about anything, did you know now I'm going for bitcoins and taking advantage of the ignorance of many ... In this tax haven :p
 
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LondonVillie said:
I read every single word it took me about two seconds and I agree with you that the Blackpill is definitely valuable knowledge.


Many are familiar with the paralysing despair that seems to leak from the stomach, into the bloodstream, and into all the other organs, especially the brain. One looks around and examines the world, and the resulting despair makes life seems hopeless and pointless, and suicide like a viable way of ending the suffering. Those who recognise it call it the Black Pill. This essay looks at how to overcome it.

It’s worth noting that getting black pilled is very different to being depressed from a chemical imbalance or similar. The Black Pill is not the same thing as depression, which usually arises as a consequence of brain damage brought about by childhood neglect and abuse. Depression is a clinical condition; the Black Pill is an existential one.

Black pills arise for a variety of reasons. They can be generalised into three groups, however, which crudely correspond to the spiritual challenges that this column has described as the Three Hurdles.

The first major black pill is the realisation that no-one knows what the fuck they’re doing on this planet. Basically everything you’ve ever been told by an authority figure (with the exception of a few scientists and similar) has been a crock of horseshit. The world’s politicians, priests and captains of industry don’t see reality accurately. And they’re leading us to disaster.

The environmental situation on Planet Earth is a black pill so large that it has to be taken as a suppository. It’s apparent to anyone who looks at the climate science that we’re currently exhausting the Earth, and some major lifestyle changes are necessary for the human species. The alternative is, potentially, ecological collapse – a collapse that will take us with it.

Anyone searching for meaning in this place eventually realises that it’s impossible to ask any authority for this, because none of them know what the fuck’s going on either, and asking them for direction will only lead to one’s own enslavement. Authority is achieved by understanding the rules of politics and the political environment, not by understanding reality accurately. Therefore, none of our rulers can be said to be legitimate.

The second major black pill is that this life ends, and it isn’t obvious what happens then. The fact that we’re all going to die is about the only material phenomenon that we can predict with absolute certainty. Although many of us entertain thoughts of an afterlife, there are very few who are absolutely certain that they will reincarnate somewhere else.

It really seems that we can take nothing with us from this world into the next, and therefore there is nothing to be won here, nothing to be achieved, collected or hoarded. Therefore, it isn’t obvious that there’s any meaning to life in this material plane. To know that all one’s works are to be dust is not a pleasant experience, but that appears to be the fate before us.

Many who realise that all of their works will be lost with their own death try to get around this by reproducing, but the inescapable fact is that one’s offspring will all themselves die, as will theirs. Simply spawning like any other animal may be a massive distraction that lasts for decades, but it doesn’t make it meaningful. It doesn’t take the black pill away, it just distracts you from feeling it.

The third major black pill is that living for pure pleasure is not fulfilling in anything but the immediate short term. It might be possible to accept that the world is going to end and that we’re all going to die, if only we could enjoy ourselves while we’re here. But it doesn’t seem to be as simple as that.

The human brain is wired up in such a way that repeated exposure to a particular stimulus eventually leads to a weakened response to that stimulus (at least, under normal circumstances). In less technical terms, too much of the same thing eventually becomes boring. This is the reality that every hedonist has tried to escape in vain. You can’t chase the dragon forever.

It might be true that the brain has a reward/punishment system built in that makes us feel good or bad, but there’s no real meaning in just stimulating this system until we die. At least, not in the sense of trying to maximise pleasure. It’s impossible for a mortal being to maximise pleasure because their mortality, and inevitable decline into death, inherently means that their life will be one of misery.

The combined effect of these three black pills has been too much for millions of people throughout history. The butcher’s bill for suicide is attestation enough to that. As a consequence, people have devoted an incredible amount of time and effort into overcoming black pills.

The art and science of overcoming black pills is, more or less, the same thing as spirituality.

All suffering arises from the illusion of separation from God. Where it gets tricky is that all life itself is the illusion of separation from God. It was understanding this grim calculus that caused Buddha to conclude that life itself was suffering. Indeed, life itself is suffering – that is the biggest black pill of all. But the fact is that, once one has accepted this, it’s white pills all the way back up again.

Life, after all, is temporary, and if life is suffering then it follows that suffering is also temporary. No matter what might be afflicting one in this material plane, there is no guarantee that it will continue to afflict one outside of it.

In fact, if life in this material plane is both temporary and suffering, that means that the true state of consciousness is one of bliss, and only through temporarily becoming enthralled in the illusions of the material world do we ever leave it. Therefore, a return to eternal bliss is inescapable. This realisation is the true Good News of spirituality.

Understanding this requires understanding that materialism is a false ideology, borne of the same simplicity that caused people to once declare the world is flat. Just because something appears to be so, doesn’t mean that it actually is so. That is just as much true of the existence of the material world as of the shape of it.

Materialism causes black pills because it insists that the brain generates consciousness and so consciousness is extinguished with the death of the brain. This leads directly to the assumption that nothing has any meaning, and therefore that causing suffering to oneself and others is just as good as doing the opposite.
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VenezuelansUSER said:
I had suicidal ideas before I was 16, I was very ugly, the girls rejected me in all possible ways, society rejected me, they bullied me and the only sexual experiences in almost all of my adolescence were with my hands and porn (that's why now I feel that seeing it brings back bad memories of the past and I prefer not to see it, nor do I recommend that they see it) until I was 16 years old when everything was slowly changing I left my country for another in an attempt to make my life in great danger and die in any way, I managed to pass successfully from one country to another (in Latin America, so if I basically exposed myself to criminal organizations) arriving at my destination, which was to go to a house of an acquaintance They were treating me a little better, it should be noted that my family did not treat me decently as a human but as something non-human, as a despicable and inferior being, well I went looking for work and I got it in terrible conditions in a stable of c Aballos doing all the cleaning, all the cleaning and well the salary was increasing in the months ... until I quit that job and was stripped down until I got one to wash cars in a car wash, months went by when one day a 36-year-old lady with 3 children arrived, one was my age by the way (17 years old) then out of nowhere I earned his trust and he got me a job offer with a better salary than I had in her husband's telecommunications company and she also works with Wi-Fi internet and fiber optics, so I quit my job and accepted this new job, everything It happened until I came of age at 18 that I realized the drastic change in my life and did not know why, since women did not reject me and socialized with me more and more, even letting me enter their personal space. .. Until searching the internet I climbed through subjective beauty to objective beauty, then redpill until I accidentally found blackpill through comments on YouTube where they said that your genetics helped you a lot in your life, inquiring more des I covered that it is how you see, they treat you and researching I realized that I was developing those features that I now possess I speak of the face, warrior skull I have no bulge on my head, strong and sharp jaw, good ramus, Greek chin in a few words I have my jaw in V, almond-shaped eyes with a positive canthal inclination, bushy eyebrows and very close to my eyes, my weakest point is my nose although those who notice it are my friends since the women never mentioned it and I also plan to make myself I have a rhinoplasty since I have had this insecurity since I was 12 years old, until now that means my entire adolescence, thanks to the blackpill I discovered that I can improve myself to the maximum and that is what I will do whatever it costs me, thanks for reading the blackpill is real I confirm it, I hope everyone manages to overcome it ;)
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Pm pics bro I can rate you, won't share anything I'm a trusted member here
 
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VenezuelansUSER said:
Oh, I'm not lying about anything, did you know now I'm going for bitcoins and taking advantage of the ignorance of many ... In this tax haven :p
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was gonna read it but then i saw you mention bitcoin
 
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Also post your slays i want to fuck whores who rejected me :lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul:🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷
 
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Post your pics


Also post your slays i want to fuck whores who rejected me :lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul:🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷🇭🇷
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I Have photos whit womens very atractives what mog those who rejected me
 
Normies hava a misconception that the blk pill is nihilist and will drive young men to violence or suicide but the truth is it has improved thousands of lives as people know
 
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