The Blackpill changed me

[Deleted member 12234]

Everytime i'm in any social interaction, I think of how people will perceive what i'm saying just based on how I look/present myself. I think of what I can "get away with" when I talk to women. I think of the type of women I can even bed and how long I can bed them just based on how I look alone. I think of how my height (5'9) and ethnicity plays into things too. Idk if it's a good thing or bad thing to think like this but I find it hard to avoid lol. It's a very realistic but grim approach to people and social interactions. And I do the same with other people. I know their probabilities of getting certain kinds of women/men. I know how people will perceive them. It's almost like i'm just calculating probabilities now like a true PSL autist.

Even for an above average guy, I cannot avoid the blackpill.
BROOTAL.

 

[Darkthrone]

BBC changed me

 

[AlexAP]

The blackpill is a net negative in one's life. It's better to never have found it, but subconsciously know it.

 

[AlexBrown84]

What do I need to do to become good looking

 

[AlexBrown84]

The blackpill is a net negative in one's life. It's better to never have found it, but subconsciously know it.

All pills lead to the black pill

 

[Deleted member 18086]

the blackpill has corrputed my mind and soul, death is my slavation

 

[Kyff]

What do I need to do to become good looking

First of all get skin treatments for that grated cheese on your cheeks. Then nose job and genio. Your lip shape looks nice even though it seems the top lip is bigger than the lower which shouldnt be.

 

[AlexBrown84]

First of all get skin treatments for that grated cheese on your cheeks. Then nose job and chin impant. Your lip shape looks nice even though it seems the top lip is bigger than the lower which shouldnt be.

@Thompsonz over I need a chin implant

 

[Deleted member 12234]

The blackpill is a net negative in one's life. It's better to never have found it, but subconsciously know it.

It's pretty brutal. I cannot unsee it anymore.

 

[getra]

Yes I resort to flirting and getting with women from nearly the bottom of the barrel. I’ve set my standards very low without even realizing it, but that’s because I know I wouldn’t match up with even the average suburb girl, based on reactions I’ve had in public and the last.

 

[Prettyboy]

It’s liberating in the sense that it often saves you time, effort and face as don’t bother with situations that are unwinnable for you anyways

 

[Deleted member 9003]

I’m the most blackpilled user here

 

[Gaia262]

We are blessed and cursed

 

[Byjomo]

It really makes you Uber observable. But I think it’s a good thing long term, I was able to change a lot about myself after discovering the black pill and people started to treat me a lot differently in a good way

 

[oldcelloser]

its a blessing honestly, im very glad that i am blackpilled; for one if i were a blue pilled beta with notions of romanticism i would have become like my father, married early to someone you dont even love and end up frustrated and never have lived your life, never travelled anywhere etc.
by never marrying im gonna have a life full of adventure travelling all over the world and slaying all kinds of women and experiencing good food, landscapes etc.
its way better this way

 

[Deleted member 17201]

Before that you were a nigger who lacked sentience and had your confidence (ie your inability to be self-aware due to your stupidity) carry you through

Now you are awakened

What will you do?

 

[Deleted member 12234]

its a blessing honestly, im very glad that i am blackpilled; for one if i were a blue pilled beta with notions of romanticism i would have become like my father, married early to someone you dont even love and end up frustrated and never have lived your life, never travelled anywhere etc.
by never marrying im gonna have a life full of adventure travelling all over the world and slaying all kinds of women and experiencing good food, landscapes etc.
its way better this way

same here. hedonism is the only way lol