Jason Voorhees
𝕸𝖊𝖗𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝕮𝖔𝖗𝖕 • 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒🥇
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The blackpill lands hardest when it’s not just rejection, it’s the shame that makes even imagining sex feel disgusting or impossible.
You picture yourself naked with someone and instantly see every flaw. the gut you hate, the dick that you hate. Your brain runs worst case reels nonstop her recoiling, laughing, pitying, or just going silent and it feels so real you physically tense up. That is when blackpill hits the hardest. Years of loneliness, no nothing make you believe you're not even in the game. It's not as simple as dismissing it as just inject bro. These things often run deep and have strong ties to your psyche.
Some of end stages of this is when your very self belief in yourself dies. You don't think maybe I can improve, you think why would anyone ever want this.. this is the final form when all everything spirals.. Energy crashes, motivation disappears, everything feels heavier because your body feels like the enemy. You're convinced you're not even allowed to try. This is final doomed stage and coming out of this is very hard but good news is it is not impossible
You're not doomed, just wired from disuse and pain. The shame doesn't vanish overnight, it just loses volume when you stop letting it veto every move. Start small making small moves. It is going to take effort but it's not impossible
You picture yourself naked with someone and instantly see every flaw. the gut you hate, the dick that you hate. Your brain runs worst case reels nonstop her recoiling, laughing, pitying, or just going silent and it feels so real you physically tense up. That is when blackpill hits the hardest. Years of loneliness, no nothing make you believe you're not even in the game. It's not as simple as dismissing it as just inject bro. These things often run deep and have strong ties to your psyche.
Some of end stages of this is when your very self belief in yourself dies. You don't think maybe I can improve, you think why would anyone ever want this.. this is the final form when all everything spirals.. Energy crashes, motivation disappears, everything feels heavier because your body feels like the enemy. You're convinced you're not even allowed to try. This is final doomed stage and coming out of this is very hard but good news is it is not impossible
You're not doomed, just wired from disuse and pain. The shame doesn't vanish overnight, it just loses volume when you stop letting it veto every move. Start small making small moves. It is going to take effort but it's not impossible